
"Don't love different souls in the same body, Syakil." Amara turned her face when saying that sentence, would be as good as Syakil if in fact he was just a substitute for Amara's heart as if crumbling without rest.
"Then what do you want me to do, Ra? I admit it was all my fault, I wanted you because you guys look the same .. But, what I have right now is you, Amara."
Amara chose silence, she was silent for a while and the atmosphere was suddenly silent. Just this time there was someone who dared to ignore Syakil's question.
"Whatever anger you are, please don't go, Ra. Although my way of getting you is subtle but my love is no joke. Four years ago I almost died because Ganeta left, I hope God is kind this time." Syakil even shook to say it, if previously the pale Amara but now it is Syakil.
"Well, what if he comes back?"
Amara woke up and confirmed the bathrobe that had been wide open. The woman looked at Syakil seriously and the question was indeed true because she needed an explanation from the bottom of her husband's heart.
"Why is your question so, Ra?"
Syakil had never been this nervous before, it seemed that Amara had indeed managed to make the man shrivel for a moment.
"Jawab only, don't habitually be asked back."
His wife was not a fierce woman, it could even be said to be meek. Although Amara's sentence sounded quite harsh, but she could hear it if her voice shook a little at this time.
"I already have you, soon have children too ... even if he comes back for what? Too late, Amara."
An explanation that did not satisfy Amara at all. Syakil's answer he didn't like at all, that's not what Amara wanted.
"Doubtful, I am the only one who looks like you this way, especially if for example he really is the one who stands before you" said Amara smiling bitterly, if only he could think clearly and did not immediately accept the presence of Syakil which suddenly became part of his life, surely this kind of thing would not happen.
"The situation was different, Amara, when we met I was alone and in the middle of the glass looking for him for years, Ra."
All is done, Amara was late to know and even though he went clear he who lost. Intention to accept Syakil because of his revenge on his former lover, in fact Amara is now trapped in his own plan.
"Four years of his departure you are still searching, it seems impossible for you to forget him so quickly with my presence as his successor."
Oh my God, how Shakil should say it. Amara's words were not wrong, it was real he changed but somehow it felt Syakil could not accept the statement of the wife.
"You speak, my wife you .. My promise is not only before you, Ra, but God." Syakil pressed down on each of his words, Amara was one step ahead of Ganeta, and it was absolute without being refuted.
"But your feelings can't lie, Syakil."
"You doubt my feelings? Listen carefully, Amara .. I am not a man who would touch a woman without feeling, without needing to be explained with my lips you should understand how deep I feel."
"I love you .. more than you know, Honey." Syakil spoke slowly while pulling the wife in his arms, apparently their peaceful process was quite long.
"But love doesn't hurt, Syakil," said Amara sighing.
Love does not hurt, Syakil was stunned to hear Amara's words. His guess is that if Amara is just a plain girl and easily mastered seems to be a big mistake, his wife's brain is just a little less expert in bed games and relationships between the opposite sex, but about feelings it seems not so.
"Sorry, last night my first and last .. last night my teeth were as brash as they were."
It is not Shakil hit or slap, but the bite he gave and the action forced Amara last night managed to make the woman feel like her husband changed into a stranger.
"Wear clothes yes, there will be a cold," Syakil said grumbling Amara's shoulders many times, although Syakil's legs will be a little sore because of a lot of movement today he did not matter.
Of course with him like this there is Kendrick who he made trouble, it feels useless Syakil went home if only adding to the burden, thought his personal assistant.
"I can be alone, you haven't had a bath in the morning .. is it okay?"
She had even taken a bath twice, while Syakil was still wearing used shorts last night and the t-shirt Amara believed was from the closet.
"I smell huh?"
Syakil made sure, the man raised his hand and kissed his own armpits. As expected, Syakil nausea smelled his own scent, while Amara who he had been hugging why not protest, he thought.
"Uwweek, why don't you say, Ra?"
"And it does not smell, just wonder why it can be at home," replied Amara honestly, either Amara's nose is wrong or how, it's just that he does like the smell of Syakil's body either has a bath or not.
"I take a shower first, you wait here yeah, don't come out first" said Syakil gently rubbing both sides of his cheeks.
"Yes, I'm staying here."
Without a word, I love you that deep. Even when you hurt me last night, I was still afraid that you would leave me alone.
Amara slammed when she looked at her husband's back that was getting away. Long before Syakil said he was afraid of losing, Amara was more afraid that her husband would leave. However, why this fact should be too late he knew. Amara's heart is gamang, she is disappointed and worried that the love that now she began to have to be broken when the previous owner of Syakil's heart really returned.
-tbc