
My lentic hand was so vibrating as it held this elongated white object. Two red lines are visible so clearly on this small object.
Silencing my own mouth in disbelief, when the two testpacks really showed all positive results. Many times I sighed, not displeased but my daughter Mezza hasn't even been a year.
My heart skipped a beat as the door suddenly opened.
"Darling," called my husband and I hurriedly hid the tespack behind my body. Smile blandly at this human I love so much.
"Why you?" ask my husband who must have been suspicious of my face.
Biting my lower lip nervously, I held out this white object.
Dahi Abang wrinkled and immediately took the tespack. Looking at me questioningly. "This what?"
Closing my eyes for a moment, wasn't my husband a smart man. Why should I ask anyway, to be honest I am afraid of the brilliant reaction later.
"I'm pregnant again." He bowed without daring to look into his sharp eyes.
The next second my body was pulled in his warm embrace. He heard her breathing many times.
Before that big hand rubbed my hair gently. "Are you okay?" tanyanya sounded worried about me.
"Is your body ready to conceive and give birth?"
I looked up and stared at my favorite sharp netra. Swiping my husband's thin sideburn I nodded steadily. "I'm very prepared for anything. Please don't be sad for our baby, I'm afraid he'll be sad later."
The sexy lips curled perfectly. "I am happy, very happy with the addition of a little angel who will enliven the entire house. It's just.." said Brother looks doubtful.
"What Daddy?" I asked while cupping both cheeks.
"I'm afraid to see you in pain again" he said weakly implied a thick tinge of worry in it.
I rested my head on this sturdy and comfortable shoulder. "I'm fine, and very happy to be able to feel that way to present them in this world. Brother take it easy, we're consuls to the doctor so everything is safe."
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"What!" my in-laws said so surprised but immediately smiled widely when they heard this happy news.
"Pregnant again? it's worth Mezza don't want to join his mommy lately." Mami looks so enthusiastic about this news, and I'm glad that Mami wasn't disappointed in us, given Mezza's age of ten months.
"Yes Mam" replied my husband with a casual.
"Well, you're really gercep ya Gem," said Papi who was holding Mezza. "But no papa, later this house even added rame."
Gemilang's big hand rubbed my stomach that was still flat. "I think he asked for something weird like Mezza no yes" said my husband who made us all laugh.
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A boisterous and carefree atmosphere enveloped this entire playground. My smile did not fade when listening to the babble of my daughter who was in the sling of her daddy.
Swiping my stomach that's been bruised. I continued to follow my husband's footsteps, not letting go of our grasp in the midst of this crowd.
This handsome and dashing man was always quick to protect us and I was so grateful to have him.
"You sit here, Mom." Help me to sit on an elongated bench under this shade tree.
I just nodded and always followed his words. Actually not really, since my second pregnancy, I often ignore my husband sometimes we get into a fight because of it.
Maybe it's baby-congenital or something but for sure I like being alone with my brother.
"Mezza's thirsty?" ask Gemilang to our little princess who looks upset from now on. Mezza wants to run under the hot sun and of course I forbid.
Irritated shaking with pursed lips. "You play Daddy" he said spoiledly.
"Beauty soon, we'll sit here first. Let Daddy buy you a drink." My husband said softly. Because Mezza was so stubborn, I always warned Abang to say quietly to him.
Snorting annoyed Mezza just nodded.
"Wait a minute, yes" said Abang as he rubbed my head.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Mommy.." call Mezza turn to look at me as my eyes are glued to that handsome figure.
"Yes dear."
Mezza's tiny hands perched on my belly. "If dedek nendang mommy cakit not?" ask her with a plain face.
"A little bit" I replied.
"Mezza dear," called Brother who had already brought two drinks in his hand. "In search of tuh." Pointing with his chin that made me and Mezza look away.
"Oma! Opa!" The mezza ran over to the two people who had just arrived.
"It's a drink first" said Abang handed him a bottle of cold drink that had been unsealed.
"It's hot?" ask her attentively. Rubbing my forehead filled with sweat.
Every time I look at this sharp net as if my world is drifting into it. This hard figure that always treated me gently always made my heart pound.
Debris of memory as he bathed before me with tears that made him no longer authoritative made me always feel sorry.
It was like a protective wing to me. Always swiftly spread out his wings when I was wounded, in caci, in bulli.
It is like a ray that enters my dark life with its flag.
Once again my brother was the cure of all the cures of my internal illness all along. Thank God for bringing this beautiful angel to me and my children.
I don't feel my tears shed. Making the figure beside me so panicked. "Why you?"
I just shook my head and immediately hugged her body that was so hard and comfortable. The masculine scent that only my husband had had become opium to me.
"Mou loves you, brother," I said smilingly as Mezza waved at us.
"I love you more, Mouresa." I was so happy when that chewy thing touched my forehead gently. His burly hand caresses my distended stomach.
To this day, I still can't believe that this perfect man is entirely mine.
Even now I can call it..
My love, the loss of Mouresa.