My Scintillating
78 ~ Past trauma

Scintillatingly smiling, "But it seems like this is already small" he said, without caring about Mou who looked confused.

"Gem, what do you mean?" still staring resplendent with his curiosity.

"I only wear this one" said Gemilang again, grabbing the largest white hoodie there. Of course this style oversize for Mou, but fit on her sturdy body.

"Gem!" grumbled Mou when Gemilang even lay on his bed. Scatteredly patted the empty side of the bed.

"Here, let me explain everything." Deliberately stealing opportunities in narrowness.

Doubtfully Mou got on the bed, and was slightly jumped when Gemilang pulled her hand, so that she fell on this comfortable sturdy shoulder.

A gentle kiss floated on Mou's forehead.

"You know GK's initials?" ask Gemilang.

Mou shook her head weakly in the man's arms, neither protesting nor rebelling, because she was very curious about it.

"Galaxio Kusuma" said Gemilang who made Mou look up. Mou's eyes twitched still searching for the truth about it all.

"After giving you my jacket, I'm even willing to be punished. Because it's actually a class jacket, for identification."

"That night I went back to the tent, just to make sure, that pathetic little girl wasn't alone in the tent."

Scintillating gaze can not be separated from the lentic eye peluhan, which is now flooded by tears.

"So you're the man" the glare of my eyes that made Gemilang unbearable, gave a fleeting kiss to the quivering lips.

"Do you know?" tanya Gemilang got rid of the hairdresser Mou, who blocked her view.

"I was just guessing, and it turned out to be true" Mou said.

"I guess you don't remember me in the least," was still toying with Mou's fine hair.

"How is it possible, I forgot that comfortable hug." Hearing that resplendent was astonished, yet immediately widened his smile.

"That night, in the arms of a stranger whom I did not recognize. For the first time I slept quietly without taking medication."

Scintillating forehead wrinkled when hearing that.

"What medicine?" curiosity rippled in his chest.

"There's so much I have to tell you" there's a little fear when it comes to reopening those old wounds.

"Don't cover anything from me, Mouresa." Grasping Mou's hand so tightly and full of worry.

"Since Mama's death, I haven't been able to shake my trauma. That night, it was just me and my mom at home. Suddenly Mama fainted in the room, and was unconscious." Resplendent to see how scared this woman was, her hands were already sweating coldly.

"I approached Mama, and tried to wake her up, but Mama didn't wake up," Mou's chest tightened, recalling the dark night.

"I was so scared of Gem back then" Gemilang immediately hugged Mou, the woman looked hard to breathe.

"If you can not, do not continue" said Gemilang.

Mou shook her head weakly, "A second after that, everything was dark from the lights off. I tried not to give up waking Mama." Squeezing a Gemilang jacket.

"I was scared, and very scared. In fact, after that I was unconscious." Resplendent could imagine how scared Mou was back then.

"But, the more frightening thing turned out after I woke up. Mama was lying weak and pale, everyone was crying there. Papa, my brothers, they're all crying because Mama's really gone."

"And right then and there, my world completely collapsed. No more dreams in my sleep. Every night I wake up and I get scared. The night of Mama's departure, it was still clear every night approaching my sleep."

"And there's only one way that I won't wake up. I'm taking sleeping pills." Honest Mou.

"How long has it been?" tanya Gemilang worried.

"Very long. But that night, when I slept with you in the tent, I could fall asleep without taking any medicine. And actually, when I was staying at your house, I forgot to bring my medicine. That is, I was always afraid and had trouble breathing, and would cry and wake up."

"Why not see a doctor, do you know sleeping pills are very dangerous." Highlight the sharp eyes full of worry.

Mou nodded, "Despite the usual medicine I take the dosage is very very low. I personally ordered the doctor, at a very high price. But I also know the side effects are so bad."

"I know, even sleeping pills can make it hard to get pregnant." Mou looked into her brilliant eyes so deeply.

"You deserve better than me" Mou suddenly said.

"No, never will!" resolute Scintillating with sharpened eyes. "I don't care, whatever your shortcomings. Because I love you so much, Mouresa."

Mou smiled wryly, "Why are you so stubborn."

"Listen to me, I'll take you for treatment, abroad if necessary. I don't want you to cry and be scared every night."

"I'm fine, don't worry about me" she let go of her embrace, then moved away. However, Gemilang immediately held Mou's hand.

Suddenly kissed those sweet lips lustfully. Mou seemed to lose her consciousness, enjoy, even reply to the mouthful of the tongue.

I don't know how long the lips were tied, the hands of Gemilang began to enter in a thin nightgown.

"Gem, don't" said Mou holding back her Scintillating hand, still with a hunting breath.

"I won't let you go, and I want you to be like that." My eyes hit Mou's heart.

Mou could not answer, but the tears were coming back.

Scintillating immediately released her hand, re-hugging Mou. "I'm sorry to scare you" turns out self-control is so difficult when together with Mou.

Mou cries not because of that, but the memory that her best friend is sick. Juna often sends videos, how painful Ibel is when he is relapsing.

But why, it felt so hard to keep away from this man.

"Mou" call Gemilang.

"Yes" Mou replied in a hoarse voice and immediately wiped away her tears.

"Why do you care so much about Ibel?"

"Actually......."

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