
Loving and hurting is no different than bitter coffee.
If you know it will end like this, it is better not to meet and remain friends than to have to continue together but end in separation.
What is dreamt, expected, until it is awaited all only the past wind that only leaves memories. Something that will not come back because the road is no longer possible.
Kinayu got up from there and tried to toughen up, momentarily silent to wipe away the tears that were still left. Take a deep breath and breathe it out slowly.
Deg
The handsome man he had avoided was now in plain sight. Staring at him so sharply that his heart was pounding. Kinayu's move was so heavy, it was not known if the husband knew what he and Satria were doing.
"Back home!" he said firmly with a meaningful look. And Kinayu could only nod his head slowly letting Yudha go first.
Arriving at the courtyard Kinayu immediately parked his motorbike in the garage. The woman smiled bitterly at the sight of her favorite motorcycle side by side with Silvi's expensive car.
Kinayu took a deep breath, Silvi had come home and had made sure he had to strengthen his heart to face his husband's old wife who was so arrogant.
Kinayu stepped inside, a sweet welcome that she could make her whole body wet. Not until there, jubukan from Silvi make the tip of his eyes wet again. Silvi threw the bucket right in front of Kinayu until her body was furthest.
"More than not."
"Your son last night you ruled over my husband? you take advantage of the situation, don't think I don't come home and I don't know! I know my husband fucked you last night! basic jalaaang!" Silvi pushed Kinayu's body to the floor. Kinayu kicked her leg until she screamed in pain.
"Ambak," he said. Silvi immediately approached pushing Kinayu's forehead until he lapsed backwards.
"Tonight I will make sure that Yudha will not come out of my room! I'm not sharing with you and I won't let you conceive my husband's child, so that Yudha will kick you out of this house!"
"Agh....." Cantika again screamed to feel his leg so sore from the kick from Silvi back he got.
After Silvi went up to the room, Bibi who had been just sitting in the kitchen watching what had happened but was afraid to get close now ran to help Kinayu.
"Non.....Oh Allah non, sorry non Bibi can not help. Let's go non-Aunty to the room!"
With a limp Kinayu stepped into the room with aided by Aunt, her tears continued to seep even though she was tired of crying again. But silvi's treatment really made his chest ache, not just his body but his speech made Kinayu hurt.
"Still Bi" he said after sitting on the bed.
"Sama-sama non, non Kinayu need anything to get Auntie. Aunty make me drink yes, after Auntie massage non feet, it's swollen non sampe blue like this."
"Nothing Bi, massage oil if there is Bi, then let me sort myself. Kinayu was afraid that Bibi would find Silvi and he would go on a rampage again."
Bibi rubbed Kinayu's head, she could not bear to see a young woman with a puffy face treated like an animal without feeling.
Kinayu smiled bitterly, what would distinguish the situation if her husband also knew the treatment of his first wife. Nothing will change. Because Yudha herself had no feelings for him. It just needs his body and it doesn't matter what his heart is.
Aunty exited the room after returning again to deliver the massage oil for her, Kinayu immediately closed the door and cleaned herself. His body was tired, and so was his heart. Want to complain too he does not know where to go, while his two friends no one knows about the problems he faces now.
Kinayu came out of the bathroom with a kimono towel and sat on the sofa carrying the massage oil that Bibi had given her earlier.
"Auwhh." Slowly his hand sewn on the part of the foot that had turned blue. Apply massage oil slowly and with gentle movements that make him grimace in pain.
"Now legs, then tomorrow what else. What every day should be like this continues," Kinayu let out a long sigh. If you do not remember the money that Yudha spent to make up for your debt, maybe Kinayu has run away from the city.
It felt like he couldn't, but the circumstances that demanded him had to be strong. Kinayu threw his body down on the sofa, closing his eyes to remember all the memories before he entered the luxurious house full of torment.
Although life is difficult but the smile is still tucked away because it is surrounded by people who love. But after marriage, do not want to feel the warmth of the family. Loved ones do not exist. And his relationship with Satria was hopeless.
Daydreams lead him to a calming dream. With her legs bent, Kinayu slid over the sofa so soundly.
Yudha came home quite late, because there were so many jobs in her office. Every time he went home teaching he always took the time to come to the office, the man could not be off the responsibility. While the campus he chose for the event to find a wife, the weight he left because he was comfortable there.
Yudha entered the house to coincide with Silvi who came out of the room to take a drink. His eyes sparkled to see Yudha coming home, but he had been busy with the call from Gilang.
"Maass......." Silvi immediately ran over and put her hand on Yudha's neck.
"Cook just got home?" rengek Silvi makes Yudha puffed. While his wife only last night did not come home with a calm whine spoiled asking her who just came home.
"Yes, I'm from the office."
Silvi looked at him in wonder then asked back because she felt awkward with the answer Yudha gave.
"Where did mas come from before? don't you work in an office?"
"If you know why you should ask again?" tananya flatly and immediately stepped towards the room leaving Silvi who snatched away irritatedly. Because the lack of communication between the two made Silvi do not know if Yudha taught.
Yudha immediately went into the bathroom without caring for Silvi who was trying to chase after her.
"Your ngeselin, you can't do what a stale base first! it's cold now! this must be because of that Kinayu! village base!"
Silvi immediately came out of the room, she needed some fresh air. The woman decided to sit in the back garden with her phone timid Gilang back in contact.
After taking a bath, Yudha went into the dressing room and looked for a change of clothes but she could not find them. The man breathed a rough breath, Silvi was indeed unreliable.Hope Kinayu who went into the room and prepared it was impossible because there was Silvi at home.
Until he decided to take his own change of clothes and immediately stepped into the next room.