MY SECOND WIFE'S LECTURER
Chapter 69

Seeing Yudha and Kinayu looking happy, Silvi rewinded her wheelchair. The tears of regret had already drenched his cheeks. He did not come to be the sword that hurt the couple.

But he came to apologize after what he did. But his heart was not as strong as he thought, he was ashamed and did not even dare to appear. With a physique that is no longer perfect and the pain in his body that makes more suffering, he chose to step aside before being expelled.

He was increasingly aware that what he was doing was harming the crowd, even Gea had to die because of himself who played fire with Gilang. Indirectly he had hurt Gea and added to the burden of her life.

Silvi turned the wheel until now he had entered Gilang's room. A man who loves sincerely but he only utilizes without reciprocating love. "Indeed from the beginning I was wrong." he explained, Silvi again cried to see the state of Gilang had not been conscious, the bandage was still coiled on his head.

"I'm sorry Gilang, I ruined your life. To have your wife gone and your son now taken care of by Mas Yudha. Sorry...hiks...hiks. I will go and no longer appear before you and all. Again forgive me for saying."

Silvi chose to leave from all those who knew her. He went somewhere far away and chose to start a new life in regret that will never end. Seeing Yudha happy already made her relieved. And he also gave it all away. And try to make peace with the situation even though it feels so painful.

"Bee..tina!"

"What dear?" yudha asked as they returned to Kinayu's room. Seeing a letter in the hand of his wife and start reading it.

^^^For Mas Yudha and Kinau^^^

I'm sorry if as long as I'm your wife I can't be your dream wife. I was negligent in my role and I was wasting my husband as well as you. And sorry for betraying you, cheating you by playing crazy behind your back.

I also want to apologize to you if I have lied to you, giving false evidence if I have been barren all this time. Just for the sake of career I didn't obey you, against my nature as a wife that should be able to give you a lot of offspring.

But now that I have been rewarded for all that I have done, I really have no children and I will be a barren woman. My words became a prayer for me in the Lord's word.

Thank you for being my husband, thank you for bringing me happiness and thank you for the love you have given me. I will never forget forever, but I pray that you will always be happy with your new family.

And as for Kinayu, I'm sorry I hurt you and did you any harm. Always blame you and almost kill you and the baby you're in. I'm sorry.all my fault, Yudha married again because of my mistake but I hide my hands and continue to blame people who know nothing at all.

Sorry for me too because I, Mamah hate you, because of my incitement you also have to get rough treatment from Mamah. I've repeatedly put you in the hospital, hurt you. I'm sorry Kinayu.

And thank you for giving me happiness that I never gave to Yudha. You're a good woman, you deserve a good man. Hopefully you get well soon and your content can be healthy again.

May you be happy surrounded by the voices of children who will be complementary in your life. I also pray that Kinayu and her content are always healthy and can be born smoothly.

Say my regards to Mamah and Papah, sorry if you have not been able to be a good daughter-in-law and sorry to disappoint. Sorry for hurting Gea, I honestly don't know if Gilang is married.

Goodbye, I'll go and may you all be happy.

...Silvis...

But there was nothing for him to regret because the way of God led him to the Kinayu he loved so much. And bring her to true happiness with a good woman, a mother for her children.

"May he learn a lot from what has happened and be able to reorganize his life into a better human being. I've forgiven her, how about you, baby?" Yudha grabbed the paper and folded it and placed it on the table.

"I have forgiven all of Silvi's mistakes, because from the beginning I understood why Silvi treated me so harshly."

Yudha embraced the body of the wife, grateful to have a noble hearted wife and not a shred of revenge. If there were no Kinayu, somehow her life at this time. Yudha kissed Kinayu's lips and looked at her with a warm, loving look.

After being allowed to go home, now Kinayu brought baby Tama to go home after being declared his condition improved and his organs were functioning properly. Even now baby Tama looks stronger even though the weight is still very small.

"We go home, son, come home to Yudha's father." Kinayu held her first child and kissed her affectionately. "Look Bee, how handsome are you?"

"Dear, we take it home. Oh yes tomorrow I will bring a baby sitter for our children, you will also have to go to college and do activities outside the home. And I don't want you to be troubled and exhausted." Yudha took over Tama and held her with her right hand clasping her fingers as she stepped towards the car.

"Darling you get in!" Yudha opened the car door for Kinayu and afterwards gave Tama to be held by him.

They seem happy with Tama as a complement to the family. Even Mamah almost every day came to take care of Tama and pay attention to Kinayu and its contents.

"Oma's grandson, Oma, bring you milk and brood in your belly" came and immediately took out the groceries he bought before he reached Yudha's house.

"Please Oma." said Kinayu by demonstrating the voice of a child.

"This is for you, son!" mama gave pregnant milk to Kinayu. Doubtfully Kinayu accepted and stared at the mamah with a slightly different face.

"Why baby?" ask Mamah who understands the changes of Kinayu.

"Wooden do not like pregnant milk mah, it always feels nauseous after drinking it. Sorry Mah.." he said with a bad face. But Mom smiled to see it.

"Try asking Yudha who made it, then also mamah like that when pregnant with Yudha, maybe this will be like her father."

"Yes Mah, Kinayu will try yes."

And sure enough Mamah said, after dinner Yudha made Kinayu pregnant milk given Mamah earlier, Kinayu drank it without nausea even suddenly very like it. The pregnant woman drank to nothing and smiled after feeling very full.

"Thank you Bee, so good for milk."

"Dear together, and now it's my turn to ask you for milk rations!" he said and immediately attacked Kinayu gently and demandingly.