My Teacher Is My Mommy
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Mira shook her head, then forced herself to present a smile, to dispel her floating tears ready to drip down her cheeks .

"I want to end it all here Jo, it's not easy for me to forget you, for five years I've been waiting for you . I email you every day, give you my news, about me, everything I have, I tell you everything . I was hoping you'd get back at it and then you came home to see me, Jo .But, all my fantasies are 'one message I send you 'you never reply . Until one day I saw you already.." Miranda couldn't hold back her tears . He shook his head as Jonathan was about to approach him .

"after five years have passed, I have seen you belong to someone else.Jo . You are no longer able to reach out or meet again like this Jo .makes me always hopeful, if I still have your love . Jonathan, please go, stay away from me. Don't let me feel this pain in my heart .".

"Miranda." call Jonathan with a wounded gaze, just as the woman in front of him felt . Jonathan immediately brought mira into his arms, he hugged her very tightly . But that hug hasn't been there for a few minutes . Jonathan's phone has rang .

Jonathan releases his hug to miranda . He immediately pulled his phone out of his pants pocket .

"Yes Raina." replied Jonathan .Miranda gave a poignant smile as she heard Jonathan mention the woman's name .

"I am no longer in your heart, Jo." asked Miranda who she could only ask in her heart . He could not hear the answer from Jonathan's real lips .because it was clear there would be no more of his name in the man's heart .

"I'll be there soon ." Jonathan immediately turned off his phone . Then he stared at Miranda for a moment .

"Go away." said Miranda trying hard . But Jonathan didn't go back and hugged her tightly and long enough . Miranda broke free from Jonathan's embrace and took two steps back . Then turn his back on Jonathan . And when he turned his body back he had not found Jonathan there .

Miranda covered her mouth with both of her hands trying to dampen her cries .

"Jonathan wang." whispered Miranda weakly, he sat down squatting and hid his head on his knees between his hands . He does not care about people passing around him . Who looked at him strangely , Some looked at pity , some looked at him indifferently .

"Don't cry here 'Come on, let me drive you home '" came when someone touched his shoulder he wished it was Jonathan . But hearing from his voice he knew that it was not Jonathan but Bastian .

Bastian helps Miranda to stand up and leads her into her car . Bastian waited until Miranda finished crying . He grabbed a piece of tissue from the top of the dashboard and he thrust it to Mira .

Mira received a tisue from Bastian and muttered in thanks . Actually Bastian had been around them since then.he heard everything Jonathan and Miranda were talking about . And he felt Jonathan was a foolish man who had died Miranda, who sincerely loved him for the sake of another woman .

"It's not very painful, loving but not loved." said Bastian after not hearing the sound of crying miranda . Miranda just kept quiet not answering Bastian's question . Of course Bastian himself also knows the answer, without having to answer Mira . Bastian immediately started the engine of his car .

"You want to go straight home or.want to 0go somewhere first." asked Bastian .

"Please let me down at the city park ." Bastian raised his eyebrows he was unsure of his hearing . But he kept running his car to the city park .

Shortly thereafter Bastian's car stopped at the edge of the city park . Mira opens bastian's car door . Before going down he turned to Bastian .

" You sure don't want to be accompanied." asked bastian . Actually he has offered himself repeatedly, but rejected by Miranda .

Miranda shook her head ." I just want to be alone." replied Miranda .

"Allah . You are also careful 'if you need something you can call me '" said Bastian .

"thank you Bastian." said Miranda .

After Bastian's car drifted away and was not seen again.miranda immediately looked for a taxi to a Villa where only he and Bilyam knew . The villa was Miranda's birthday gift from her Papa to the destination of the twelve years .

the place he called Villa was a very small hidden room, which was in Bilyam's workspace in his office building .

Mira pulls the curtain of the room curtain , she stands behind the glass window staring at the beautiful outdoor scenery at night in the city . Mira had told her papa that she would be at the place where she was staying and not going home .

Mira stared straight ahead looking at the car traffic that looks small from the height of the building he occupied . Mira tried to count it, she had just counted until twenty-five heads were dizzy . Maybe because of the effect she was crying too much .

Miranda got up from where she stood and sat on the sofa . Then he poured a little wine into the glass.he began to sip the wine slowly, he wanted to enjoy it but actually would only torture himself .

Actually Mira is allergic to alcoholic beverages, but she just wants to divert the pain of the heart into another pain .

Mira takes her breath slowly, but the way Alcohol works is very fast . Mira felt a tightness in her chest as if she was about to run out of breath .the glass in her hand plunged freely onto the floor and broke apart .

Mira immediately searches for her phone ."Shit ." maki Miranda . He still wants to live , he does not want to die in vain just because of a breakup .because dying from a breakup is not something to be proud of .

"Pa , mi...ra was claustrophobic." miranda said by phone to her papa .miranda did not hear what answer from her papa other than the sound of a tut from sebrang , a sign that the phone connection had been cut off . he believes his papa must have rushed to catch up with him .

"Foolish basis." Maki Mira to herself now her breath has been severed off , her vision began to blur . He was trying to survive mastering his consciousness . He often shook his head to expel the darkness that had been in front of his eyes .

"Yes Allah forgive your servant, your servant does not want to die now, yes Alloh give your servant one more chance . " said Mira in the midst of his consciousness that began to disappear .

"dear , mira ...