My Teacher Is My Mommy
69

After lunch Jonathan yawns .Angi accompanies the boy to a nap, after he feels Jonathan has fallen asleep Angi immediately gets out of bed slowly fearing that he will wake the child up .

After getting off the bed Angi eyes stared at the black bag that Nagita left to him for Joshua . There was a curiosity in his heart wanting to know what the contents of the bag were, but he immediately shook his head .

Angi came out of the room he stood daydreaming by the window he stared at the small building beside the house .his rented house is where he stopped to unwind for approximately four years this .

The second most comfortable place after his parents' house .What if the owner of the contract intends to sell it he will definitely buy it . And the shadow of a time because of marriage he would have left the house too , making himself a little unwilling .

"Senja." Angi's house was unlocked wide open, Joshua stood there with a cold and stiff face .

"Jos, what's up ? ."Angi was surprised to see the man who came home so early 'It is usually three in the afternoon he has not come home .

"So you receive money from mama in return, you will die me and Jonathan." said Joshua coldly .Angi frowned .

"What money." asked Angi confused .

"don't you pretend you don't know." joked Joshua .

"I don't know." Angi replied a little annoyed . Since yesterday joshua's attitude has been strange . His nature and treatment also changed .

"Mama told me everything .if you received money from her ." Joshua hardened his heart, looking at Angi's glassy eyes .

"I don't accept anything from Aunt Nagita . You why the hell Jos , since yesterday it seems you changed ." said Angi expressed his heart.

Joshua threw away his gaze, he decided to look for the bag his mother told him about when they talked on the phone earlier .

"It's what dusk is." asked Joshua while unzipping the bag quickly .

"That's the bag.." Angi was silent when he saw the contents of the bag was a large amount of money .

"you received this kind of money from mama, I never thought you were the same as the other poor woman I knew." said Joshua . Angi's heart breaks hearing Joshua's words, like a knife tore him after it was sprinkled with salt . It hurt to hear that word from the man he loved all this time.

Angi blinked his eyes to keep his tears from coming down .

"Tante Nagita gave me that bag for you . So you don't just accuse me." said Angi in a trembling voice .

"Do you think I'll believe your word? . Twilight, my mom can't possibly lie" Joshua said .

"So you think I'm the one who lied." said Angi with a face full of disappointment .

"It's clear, right ? .I've met many poor women like you . At first good and attention and what, the end they want the treasure will be a scoop ." Angi fell silent, as if he did not believe the words that came out of Joshua's mouth .

"I should have known from the beginning, that women from the poor like you...

"Just tell me you don't love me anymore . There is no need for you to insult me continuously like this . It hurts Jos." Angi said as he sobbed slowly .

Angi lets go of his embrace, he removes his cheeks that are wet by his tears . Then put the money back in the bag .

" Please This is back to Aunt Nagita . Jonathan sleeps in my room take him away and our relationship ends here enough." Angi's heart aches when he says it all .

Joshua stepped in with a carefree step towards Angi's room . He saw his son sleeping there .

"I'm sorry Dady nak." whispered Joshua in his son's ear then snorted Jonathan . Angi sat down with his face down he could not see Joshua and Jonathan leaving He raised his head when he heard the sound of a car engine leaving his house.

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Joshua enters his parents' home while carrying a black bag Nagita gave him yesterday to Angi . Nagita who got the report of Joshua's visit felt very happy . He came out of his room .

Nagita's face was very bright welcoming Joshua's arrival ." Jonathan where ,why don't follow ." asked Nagita base stale .

Joshua just kept quiet did not answer he knew that his mother was just a trite . And surely her mother also knew that Jonathan was in school today .

"You finally know the nature of the woman you love" Nagita said as she looked at the black bag that Joshua was carrying .

"of course , from the beginning I knew how he was . And until I still love him." Joshua said firmly .

"What do you mean ? Obviously you already know that she blackmailed mommy, and you still love her . You should have left a woman like that . He doesn't deserve you ." Joshua smiled amusedly at the words of his mother .

"What exactly do you feel after lying like this." asked Joshua .

"Ma.. Mama didn't do the lie." Nagita replied a little nervously .

"Since the beginning to this day, Dusk has never asked for money the same mama, if it is indeed Dusk such a woman, it has been since the beginning she blackmailed me .I'm sure in the depths of my heart mama , actually mama also know , how the real nature of Dusk .just mama closed everything for the sake of ego and self-esteem mama herself . " Joshua looked at his mother's face seriously .

" I believe in Dusk, I love her . But I also cherish my mother, even though she is not my own real mama .I appreciate the sacrifice of love and affection that you gave me all this time." Joshua added .

"And now the girl that you said was poor is giving this money back to you, not me . And the poor girl also broke this relationship . because this proud son of yours has said he insulted her like you told me during the gospel, how you are satisfied." joshua said with glassy eyes .

Joshua recalled Jonathan's remark earlier this morning as he was driving him to school .before getting off the car Jonathan told him .

"Jonathan knows that Momy Angi will not be with us for long . Because Oma doesn't like Momy Angi, even Oma once slapped Momy . Jonathan sees Momy crying after talking to Oma .Momy says that one day Momy has to go, Momy asks that Dady and Jo be happy for momy ."

This also makes Joshua ask the wrong or right decision he has taken . Because there was regret that lingered in his heart .