
I lay my body on a soft bed. My mind drifted somewhere.
On my eyes revealed the face of Rey who danced seductively.
I breathed my breath rough. What the hell is going on?
Thumping my heart. My neck started to tense, my head started to throb. And,,,
Ah, I don't know. What is this feeling, why am I like this. I have married, and currently have 2 toddlers who are in need of my affection.
My relationship with my husband is not good. But that doesn't mean I took advantage of that opportunity to do something that was distorted. No, no, no, no.
I want to meet with Rey also gives a condition. He also agreed.
And the beginning of meeting him there was not the slightest taste, other than feeling as a friend because he claimed to be my best friend.
And at first, there was not the slightest suspicion I had of him if he would do something I thought was absurd and beyond reason.
Why am I thinking about it.
Restless, and the shadow of his face was like it was attached to both my eyes.
It's like I miss him. Something is wrong seems. I'm confused, what's going on?
I woke up from the fight. Trying to shake all those shadows. Butwhy? the longer I try the stronger the shadow gets in my eyes, in my head.
I looked at my two children, seemingly unperturbed by the temporary unease felt by their mother.
My feet stepped towards the bathroom, and tried to wash my face. Then immediately I take the water to perform prayer 5 time which was delayed by how many minutes.
Finish the prayer immediately I trim all the prayer equipment. Tidying up all the equipment and furniture of the house that was messy due to the actions of my two hallmen.
Tired, but this is the job of a mother. There is no time to rest, sometimes a short break the child is awake and whine for this. Plus the unfinished business of the office. Sometimes it feels like giving up.
But I tried to hold on for my son.
Deg,, my chest is pounding again. Rey's shadow appears again. Shaking, cold heat feeling all over my body, it felt like something was pulsing in that part.
Why did I miss him?
Strange, really weird. Something that makes no sense.
I tried to shake that taste. I've been married, I shouldn't have thought of her my inner self.
It doesn't start at midnight. Um, well, it feels like the eyes are getting heavy. Wash your feet first ah,,,
I also took my foot to the toilet near the kitchen. And as always, fulfill the call of nature. Oh, anything weird?
Turns out that monthly guest has come tonight. Soon I'll finish everything, and get back into the contest.
I put my body back down, tried to close my eyes and forget all the fatigue after a day of activity.
I walk my feet along the office streets where I work.
Oh, there's a black dog! I cried in my heart. The dog is big, fat and shiny. Suddenly the black dog followed me behind you. Looks like the dog is very tame. I happen to be an animal lover, and dogs are one of the animals I love. So I let the dog follow me.
Arriving from my left, another black dog appeared that was as big as the dog that was tailing me. Didn't that dog sleep under the table? why did he wake up. Looks like he's after something.
Auwh,, surprise me. It turned out that the black dog was after me, suddenly the black dog bit my left palm.
But strangely I felt no pain at all. Just ticklish it feels. I thought the dog was taking me to play. So we ran after him. Back he bit my left hand again, meaning that he bit me 2 times already.
But I have no thoughts what. As usual, maybe the black dog was taking me to play.
Maybe because I'm tired, I've tried running to avoid it. Then I jump over the table next to me and the sret,,, bugh,,,, you know,,,
auwh, it turned out that at the table had stood an old man dressed in dark clothes.
"Don't be afraid son, that's how he is. The dog likes women" he said.
And for the third time, my left palm was bitten by the black dog.
Amused, just amused it feels. no pain at all.
While adjusting his breath because he was still gasping for breath due to chasing with the black dog earlier. I sat down on the table to rest.
My curiosity for grandfather forced me to turn my head towards him. But it turns out that grandfather has disappeared somewhere. Only his voice was ringing in both my ears.
I opened my eyes. Hey, I have my own room, my two kids are still sleeping next to me. Turns out I was just a dream.
Strange dream, my mind.
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The morning sun shines in the east with its brightness. The bird chattered cheerfully and enjoyed the air this morning.
I breathe the morning air, hm, the cold. What a beautiful view in my village. The power of Allah SWT. Allah is Most Perfect, praise Him.
But, why is it like there's a freak?
Yesterday's feelings came back.
Pounding erratically.
An amused creeping all over my body, and there was something pulsing in that part.
Ahhh, I don't feel like I'm sighing. The shadow reappeared in front of me. My neck is getting tense.
Soon I'll be inside the house. To neutralize the strange guesses that come attacking.
I incandescent a little part of my neck to relieve the tightness in the veins.
Why is the end often tense?
Don't don't cholesterol, I'm skinny! my argument in my mind is ridiculous