Najwa
CHAPTERS. 19 About Renata

Najwa was very curious about what happened to Renata, to make Reyhan cry, so he decided to ask

" What's going on with Renata?"

" Renata has left me with Papah."

" What do you mean?"

" Renata died when Papah also died, even that day was only 3 hours different from papah, after I got word from Mother If papah died, then after 3 hours later Renata also died."

Reyhan's face was increasingly flooded with tears, he was very bad over the death of his only sister, what else Renata died after his papah died, so he could not attend his papah funeral, so he could not attend his papah, because Reyhan was in France. Najwa became unwell, he immediately stood up, then immediately hugged Reyhan who was still in a sitting position

" I'm sorry, I don't know about it."

" It's okay Najwa."

" But if you may know, Renata why? Is something going on?"

" Renata has cancer, that's why I live in France, I wish Renata could be cured at that time, but still, Renata can't be saved, my mother said I should be grateful, for not seeing Renata tormented by her illness, but still, I wasn't ready to lose Renata, sometimes I always thought, but still, why don't I just have the disease, why don't I just die, Renata's age is too young, even in her life, never feel happy."

Renata already has a cancer when he was 17 years old, even should at the age of 17 was playing games with his friends, but Renata should always be on street medicine, he said, at the age of 21, Renata died. Najwa is also saddened and moved, sad to hear that Renata is dead, and moved to Reyhan, the man who wants to accompany Renata for the rest of his life, even Reyhan wants her sick self, and that means that according to Najwa, Reyhan really loves Renata

" Renata, you're lucky to have the heart of Rey, a very nice man who loves you, even for the rest of your life, Rey is by your side. Now I know why when Rey did not come to his papah funeral, it turns out that because Renata also died, it must not be easy to live his life, he said, for having to lose loved ones and loved ones within a day." - Najwa

Reyhan hugged Najwa even more tightly, he drowned his head in Najwa's chest, he did look fine, always smiling and as if there was never a burden in his heart, but it turns out that Reyhan was very bad over the death of Papah and his sister, no one knows that Reyhan's life is very sad, including the younger brother, Rendi, who is the only one, he never even knew that Reyhan had not yet classified Renata. Najwa only caresses Reyhan's head, he is confused as to what else to say, and he believes that Reyhan still loves Renata, what else at a time like this, what else, it is clear to Najwa that Reyhan still loves Renata very much

" And what does that mean, said Mommy mas Rey has feelings for me, but I can see that Rey still loves Renata very much." - Najwa

Reyhan was originally going to talk about Renata, if Renata was his younger brother, but he had even been swept away by the past first, but he was already washed away by the past, making him unable to tell the lie that was made first to Najwa, youlah, every time he remembered Renata, his heart was very sick, he always remembered Renata when tormented by the illness he suffered, what were the last moments with Renata, it was the saddest day, but Reyhan was obviously grateful that he had not left to see his papah's funeral, if he had gone, if he had gone, he would regret it more because there was nothing in his sister's last moments

" It's okay mas, I understand it must be very difficult mas to accept reality, what else you love each other."

Reyhan was unable to speak anymore, he simply replied by shaking his head, still holding Najwa. Najwa who saw Reyhan's answer just shook his head, he did not know the meaning, but he also did not want to make the atmosphere more chaotic. Honestly, Najwa's heart hurt when he saw the man he loved crying, but he was not jealous, he was just sad to see the man who always gave his spirit through voice messages every day while in Ausi, but his life was miserable

" Mas Rey, I'm sorry, I don't even know when you're really down, I always try to hate you, even if the results are always nil, I can never hate you, I can never hate you, and I've always avoided you, I never knew that you were now a widower." - Najwa

After continuing to speak in his heart, Najwa remembered that Renata was pregnant

" Mas Rey, what about Renata? Is the baby in Renata's womb safe?"

Reyhan only replied by shaking his head, he was reluctant to open his voice, he was still very sad about the past thing. Najwa who saw the answer from Reyhan, he could conclude that the baby in the womb Renata was not safe

" Patient Mas Rey, this is all fate, and let Renata mas go, even though I know it must be very hard to lose a loved one."

However, Najwa had lost a loved one, so he understood Reyhan's position, even though he was very different, he lost Reyhan to be devastated for months. Reyhan again only replied with a nod of his head. After his mind calmed down, Reyhan immediately let go of his embrace, he immediately puffed his head to stare at Najwa's still standing face

" I'm sorry, it's wet your shirt."

" There's no need to apologize, I'm glad you want to share your story with me."

Reyhan held Najwa's right hand

" Najwa, please, make me Leo's Deddy, I love Leo so much, you want to marry me?"

Najwa can only sigh heavily, he does not know what to answer, on the other hand he also loves Reyhan very much, but on the other hand, Reyhan's heart is still written Renata's name, even though Reyhan was just crying by Renata, even though he knew Leo really wanted Reyhan to be a Deddy, but still he did not want to get married just for pity, even then his life was fine for 6 years, without the figure of a man beside him, so for that he better reject Reyhan, he was afraid of heartache later on

" I'm sorry, I can't marry you if your heart is still written by someone else's name. I don't need pity from you, and Leo's problem, you don't have to interfere, one day Leo will also understand that over time, you're not Deddy Leo either, so again, so again, stop chasing me, I don't want any more heartache."