Najwa
CHAPTERS. 8 Nearly killed himself

Najwa stops at the crossroads, he decides to commit suicide, there is no point in him living, only to embarrass his mother

" I don't know, what was my fault in the past, why my life was always so sad, from papah leaving me for good, my schoolmates bullying me, Reyhan getting married, and Alex, telling me to dump my womb. Najwa, just die, free you live will only be a disgrace Mother, just die Najwa!" inner Najwa

Najwa's tears grew louder, he stroked his queen's stomach, so miserable his life, again he had to cry and cry

" I'm sorry Bund, I can't be a good boy, I'm sorry I let you down."

Najwa's eyes were staring at the bottom of the bridge. Silence, there was only the sound of rain accompanying him now

" Daughter, forgive Mother, who can't be a good mother, now we go, in a faraway place, so that people can't hurt us."

Najwa immediately closed his eyes, he was about to jump into the stream, but suddenly Najwa's body was pulled hard back until he fell, he still closed his eyes, he was still, it was neither asphalt nor river, but he fell on the body of Kokoh belonging to a man who was still on his back while tightly hugging Najwa's waist. The man immediately asked Najwa

" You're what the fuck?! Are you crazy! you could die jumping off that high bridge!"

The man's loud shout was like returning Najwa's senses back, even Najwa was unaware of the man's voice, the man she once had in her heart. Najwa sat down on the asphalt with a shivering body. The man also did not realize who the girl sitting on the asphalt was, because she was still too panicked by the incident. The man immediately helped Najwa stand up, then immediately took him to shelter under a large tree not far from the bridge. Najwa immediately cried as hard as he could, he was tired and completely tired of his life, so he would commit suicide

" What I almost did. Najwa why have you become so insane." Najwa's mind

The man who heard the sound of his crying, he immediately looked at the face of the Girl he helped carefully, it turns out that he recognized the Girl he helped, even up to 1 year more, and he was very close, The girl continued to imagine in her memory, she immediately called out to him in a soft voice

" Noran."

Najwa, who was called by his name, realized that the man who helped him was the man who had been in his heart

" Mas Rey."

Reyhan immediately embraced Najwa very tightly, he could never forget Najwa, his mind and heart were always the name of Najwa, but he was reluctant to meet Najwa, he was reluctant to meet Najwa, he had indeed returned from France 1 month ago, but he was confused about where to start talking to Najwa, and had to explain what Renata was about, he was too afraid that Najwa would hate him more. Najwa did not return the embrace of Reyhan, he was frozen, and ashamed of his present condition, Reyhan used to take good care of him, his life was always fine, but after 1 year more, Reyhan was always well, life is so sad. Reyhan immediately let go of his embrace

" Najwa, I don't know why you want to jump off that bridge, but whatever your problem is don't ever have the thought of ending your own life, it's a very stupid act, remember, Mommy only has you, if you don't exist, what about Mother's life?"

Reyhan still calls his stepmother Mother, even though his father died 8 months ago, but he is used to calling her that

" What right do you have to advise me?, stop calling Mother! She's not your mother!"

" Najwa, she's my mother."

" Papah is dead, so never call Mother with the call of Mother!"

" Najwa, let's get to the car right now, there's a coat and a little towel."

" No need, I can find a cab."

" Najwa, now it's raining heavily, on this deserted road, there won't be any taxis passing by, you can hate me, but please don't be stubborn."

" What right do you have?!"

" Remember Najwa, I am your Kaka!"

" I told you! Don't ever think of me as your step-sister!"

Reyhan did not pay attention to Najwa's words anymore, he immediately lifted Najwa's body on his shoulder, as if he was abducting a girl, although Najwa revolted, he did not care about it. After arriving in the car, Reyhan immediately gave his services to Najwa

" Najwa put it on, and dry your hair."

" No!"

Reyhan immediately put on his suit by force, then immediately dried Najwa's hair

" Don't touch me!"

" Najwa, stop being selfish, your body can hurt!"

After Reyhan snapped at him, Najwa remained silent, not rejecting what Reyhan was doing, although he was very embarrassed now, and again Reyhan saved him, I don't know what the guy next to him could still think of as the wingless angel he used to be, like the first meeting when Reyhan helped him from bullying school kids, because only this man ever showed up again when he got into trouble. After finishing drying Najwa's hair, Reyhan immediately drove his car to drive Najwa home, he also did not want to ask why Najwa would kill himself, which he clearly felt his heart ache, when the girl he loved his life was so sad, even he regretted it, he should not have let go of Najwa, maybe Najwa's life would not be this bad, he said, but the situation and conditions at that time he also had no reason to defend Najwa

" Najwa, I'm sorry I let you go, I thought your life would be fine, but it turned out to be beyond my expectations. Najwa, can I fill your heart back like I used to, to be honest until now I can't let you go, the more I try to let you go, the more tormented I am, the shadows are always in my brain." inner Reyhan

Reyhan drives while occasionally looking at Najwa who just stares straight ahead with a blank look, no matter what really happened to Najwa, Reyhan is also very curious, but he did not want to ask Najwa. Reyhan hopes that time will answer all of Najwa's circumstances now. Najwa continued to stare at the nanar while continuing to speak in his heart

" Why should Rey help me, why is the man next to me always like a wingless angel, again Rey helped me." - Najwa

After traveling for 30 minutes, they arrived in front of Najwa's house. Before Najwa came down, Reyhan spoke

" Najwa, don't forget to take a shower, then eat and take medicine if you feel sick, then see immediately."

Najwa who gets the attention of Reyhan, he just smiles wryly. According to Najwa Reyhan is still like before, Reyhan is always chatty when he sees Najwa's condition is not okay. Najwa only answered with a nod of his head, then he immediately took off Reyhan's suit, after which he immediately got out of the car without a word coming out of Najwa's mouth