
"What answer is Nar? I was like a schoolboy again."
Without me looking, I know who said that.
I cradled for a moment to think about whether I should tell others about this or his relationship. I think I need advice from someone else. If I just rely on all my assumptions, there I dizzy himself made.
"Well, I'd be honest with you. And ask for your opinion too."
"Why Nar? Again Gini kok lo holiday even like a lot of that mind." Salwa said while sitting on my left side while looking at the swish of small waves that were dancing around.
I let out a breath.
"You know Wa, on the other hand I'm afraid of the same misperception. Lo know myself I like psyche, like to conclude for myself on what my prejudices are."
I bowed for a moment, then looked towards Salwa.
"I also just experienced this incident. I'm confused whether this is just my feeling after the incident or whether this is the right feeling in my heart."
"Nar, I don't know what you said just now. Try lo story first from the beginning there is a problem what you can think like that."
I kept quiet, because honestly I am quite embarrassed to admit to Salwa that I have been used to the same people who are newly known. I'm 24 years old, but I'm too stupid to act and draw conclusions.
I laughed like I had to tell a story.
"Gue broke up with Adzi Wa."
"Well, how can you?! You've just become Adzi Nar."
I look back towards the beach.
"Gue stupid Wa. It turns out I was just used to him."
"Benefitin how does Nar mean? The story is not half that. Let me be curious!" Salwa is actually like an angry person because I said it was just a broken two.
"My perception of Adzi is wrong Wa. Turns out I'm just using Adzi's shucks,"
"He actually has a girlfriend. When he found out I was working in BM, he and his girlfriend made a plan so I could fall into his plan easily. That's with my macarin and me as his mistress. He thinks that if he macarin me, he and his girl will get a big discount if he buys jewelry in BM."
"Crazy, really crazy."
It fits what I think. His reaction seemed to not believe the same that befell me at this time.
Silent.
Salwa is still in shock as I said just now.
"It turns out I'm a fool. I easily believe that a new person is known."
"Yes you stupid Nara. What a crazy idiot! Your age is no longer a child who is easily fooled. But lo?! I'm really surprised, how can you be dikibulin same Adzi who in fact just you know. You should know about Adzi. Can you ask about Adzi to A Galih too, they've been one job."
Such is Salwa, always barbaric if responding to my curses. But I don't get tangled at all. Because that's precisely the advice of Salwa tuh like to fit in the heart.
"Well, what do you think the way I think?" Ask me to Salwa.
"You mean?"
"Nar, before you think about it. It's good you ask the same A Galih directly. As you said, do not always depend on what you have been assuming so far. If even A Galih actually already know the original behavior of Adzi, lo calm first. Don't get angry, first understand the explanation. Don't draw conclusions, either. Entar lo nyesel himself that is."
I thought of Salwa's advice.
"But jerk off, you're just upset about this? Because of the infidelity and the benefits of the Adzi? Are you in love with her, just like her? Even though you are dating can also be said to be new."
Do I have to be honest with Salwa about this? Honestly, responsibility is also a story.
"Engga Wa's. I'm not too upset if my problem is caused by the affair with Adzi. First I just think of A Galih, because I feel like I have known him for a long time and already think he is like my brother, but why he lied to me about Adzi. Second," I was silent.
"The second what?"
"Yet." I whine.
"Why did I fall in love with my neighbor."
"Huh?! Dumbly. What the hell is this?" Salwa asked in confusion.
"Lo knows, when I was mergokin Adzi with his girlfriend, there I was the same Mas Dikta and Asya. And you know he's non-jok Adzi in front of everyone when I know I'm being infidelized and used to their same. And don't know why my heart even squirms when he behaves like that, as if he's protecting me."
"Swant! I told you too what, you must have something in common with that neighbor. From the beginning I was pretty weird with your relationship with your neighbors. Where there are neighbors who willingly want to help the same things that can be said to be trivial."
Ah Salwa mah even more stove!
"But I'm also afraid of Salwaaa. I'm afraid it's just a feeling of being moved. Not really the same love Mas Dikta. I understand Wa." Ucal I insisting that Salwa understand the same what I mean.
"Nar, gini. Now I ask, why are you willing to help your neighbors just because of trivial things? You may not just be helping. Surely you from the beginning already have a sense, already have a sense of interest with your neighbors. And you're just waking up to that now."
Yes too. Why am I willing to help trivial things when it comes to Mas Dikta and Asya. Am I really interested in him from the beginning? Alah's dizzy!
"Where did you find the answer?" Ask Salwa because I have been silent about nothing.
I breathe again and again.
"It seems like yes, Wa I love Mas Dikta. You see from before also my heart sometimes likes to hang out clearly if Mas Dikta is again okay me."
"Well, did I say that too."
"Yes, I have to do dong Wa. I'm confused about this." Ask me to Salwa while bowing my head between my legs.
"Why Nar?"
I look to the side. It is not Salwa who lives, but instead A Galih who lives. And he sat down on my right.
Am I also asking now the same A Galih? Speak my mind.
"This gue nanya Nar, even diem continues instead of answering. Confused why?"
I looked to the left side, towards Salwa as if asking for approval what I asked A Galih now or later. And the answer is only a mangosteen, a sign he agrees the same what I think as well.
"I want to ask you something."
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