Never Forget

Never Forget
No. (Part 2)


After all this time, you still don't understand. I want to be a place to rest that you can count on but you keep covering it from me.


I kept walking and set foot despite this pain I had to walk. Every step made my heart hurt. Little by little it was pierced by the sharpest dagger. But maybe this is what I should have done. It is not supposed to start something again if the previous problem is not over.


"Dino ..." Call him shouldn't you pay for all this? You're the one who pulled me in all this. You're evil!" He tried to get to me after saying those words. He picked up the stick and put it on his right hand, he started walking towards me despite limping. I wanted to turn around and hold her, she grimaced in pain. But he kept walking closer to me.


"Don't move!" Declared. I shed my tears. My nose is red, I can't turn to look at him with a face like this. "Don't come any closer, talk from there. What do you want me to do? I want all this stuff done. I want our kids to know that mom and dad never had this big of a problem. I want to forgive myself and stop blaming myself."


"No! Nay! Please don't stay with me! I beg. I don't care anymore. I will learn to accept all these truths. I want to do the same with you. I want to face it, not run. I want to make peace." Naomi hugged me, stopped me. In front of me he tore that form. "There can't be a word of divorce between us, we have to face it together." His words again stunned me. Naomi has become an adult. No more precisely we both have become more mature. The past makes us more mature. I could only look at her, wiping her tears. My lips can no longer speak to her.


"Dino, will you continue to be beside me, next to Milka and Dino. We both face it. No, I know you for over 20 years. After knowing this, I realized our existence because God wanted us to be together. Dino please don't let me go." Her words hugged me tightly, her body fragrance always made me miss, her warm embrace always gave me comfort. "Naomi, you must live and be happy for yourself." My answer hugged him. We hugged each other, I loved her very much. We looked at each other and wiped our tears.


Lucky me, had him, loved him. "I'm sorry, Naomi. I'm sorry my father, Naomi." Naomi took the book and pulled me out with her. He picked up the big barrel and put the book into it. He took a little oil and lit a fire.


"Oh!" My speech. "Still a little girl, do you have a dream of marriage with me? Hmmmm.... But you used to mean me to be your girlfriend when we were 9."


"Bas with the fat one!" He said he was happy to tease me. "Hi! You said your husband was fat, you're okay you're happy." He hugged me back. It was as simple as his dream. Her dream is with me. My dream is with him too.


"Nom, I'd like to take you to staycation with your family, etc. I've set the place, you just need to be ready." I want to surprise him, lately he is often very sad because some of his activities have to be delayed because he was injured. I want to cheer him up and get things done. "Take mom, too..." I added, he was so happy my plan seemed to be working.


All the families really liked Dino's surprise including Ratih. "Ma. I hope our vacation will go well...."


"Dino sure is going well..." Ratih smiled at Dino in his mind the exciting vacation plan had been devised. Everyone will be happy Dino, mom will make everyone happy he said in his heart.