New Family Revenge
Chapter 11 - Falling in Love

Since when do I care about him? I was unknowingly worried about Sun Long's health. This time it wasn't because I was afraid Sun Long was sick and couldn't make a body doll for dad. I really don't want Sun Long to get sick. I care about her, I want to see her smile again. He did not hesitate to give his best for me.

What he thinks. Does he love me seriously? Does he really want me to love him? I thought I would be persecuted and harassed every day. But his treatment and his sacrifice. Why can't I give her the same? Maybe I'm afraid of being let down again.

I'd really like to believe it. But my heart is not ready at all. Receive another man in my heart. Heart... Is it still there? Is it still intact? What made him love me? I'm secondhand, I don't have any possessions and I'm just bringing new trouble for him.

“My husband Answer honestly. Why are you doing good to me? Why did you sacrifice for me? When you can make me a slave. You can use me with my weakness. Why didn't you do it? Why are you helping me to come back to life?”.

“Kan I told you the reason is because you are my wife”.

“If your wife is not me, do you still love me?”.

“No. I will not love you and I will not want you to love me. But I'll still protect you. Because you are part of the family. All those years aunt, me, your father and Dodo Fung protected this family. I will not give up on you. Although we often fail. But we haven't given up”.

“So you don't really love me. You only love me because you have to. Because I am your wife”.

“Actives and I are different. Auntie loves your father unconditionally. But I just love my wife completely. Actually before I married you. I thought about living alone forever. I will not love anyone as a couple. I'm still afraid of myself. There are many thoughts that prevent me from loving someone. But when we get married, all I have in mind is my mother. I don't want you to be the same fate as Mom. Without me realizing the sense of love itself grew”.

“I don't know how to respond to your love. I'm still afraid you'll betray me. You could have divorced me, married another woman and loved her. Because you said yourself the condition is to be a wife”.

“Yes. It could have happened”.

“Even you don't deny it. Then you don't have to love me anymore. Fake love”. Qian Qi was disappointed, he tried to break away from Sun Long's embrace.

However Sun Long did not let go he instead got tighter hugging Qian Qi.

“Let go of me!”.

Fucking fucking men. You don't really love me. You only had to because I was your wife. I thought you'd be different. Hope was completely gone. There can be no one who loves me sincerely. Qian Qi started crying.

“Sun Long kissed Qian Qi's hair. Ii'm sorry. It also feels painful. When I know you won't be able to repay my love. Sicker than eating tapeworms. I can only promise you as long as you are my wife. I will love you and will do my best for you”. Qian Qi felt a drop of water on his head.

Qian Qi buried his face in Sun Long's chest. “Why are you crying? If your love is fake, you shouldn't feel pain. Don't confuse me”.

“I don't really understand what love is. I just feel it. It's new to me. You can judge my love by how I treat you. Hope you can feel it too”. Qian Qi just silently did not reply.

“Then we've done it. Now I want to cook for the three of us. We have to get ready to go to the city of Goliath”. Sun Long let go of his embrace. However this time it was Qian Qi who did not let go.

“I will fulfill my duty as a wife. That's not gonna change. Let time answer. Honestly, I really want to love you. But the vibration was not felt yet. So I beg you to be patient”.

“Qian Qi please prepare clothes for the three of us. The city of Goliath is quite far away, so we will stay there for a few days. You can directly take Dodo Fung clothes from his room”.

“Alright my husband”. Qian Qi looked at Sun Long's face and smiled sweetly.

At least he kept his promise. He didn't lie to me. He could have lied and found my love. But he didn't do it.

Sun Long directly cooked the food, while Qian Qi tidied their clothes. Half an hour later Dodo Fung returned from fixing the gate, Qian Qi had also finished preparing the clothes and Sun Long had already finished cooking. The three of them ate together.

“Kak. Where is the food for us?”.

“It. From now on we don't need to eat tapeworm anymore”.

“Horeee... Thanks kak”.

“You don't be happy just yet. After we eat we will go to the city of Goliath. Maybe you and I should work hard to pave the way. We must connect the city of Goliath with the nearest city that is outside the Black” Heaven region.

“Siap Kak”.

“Then let's continue eating”. Qian Qi smiled at the closeness of the two of them.

After Sun Long scooped his food he froze. Qian Qi who saw that was quite astonished.

“What's my husband? Why are you quiet?”.

“Can I eat human food? Am I still a human being?”.

Qian Qi and Dodo Fung were shocked to hear that. Qian Qi immediately stood hugging Sun Long.

“I'm sorry brother. I'm too stupid, I don't know brother tormented all this time”. Dodo Fung crying.

“What did you say my husband. Of course you are human and never change”.

I didn't expect Sun Long to be this confused. How could he ask such a thing. ‘Human food. ’ Sun Long has been tormented for 17 years. He just cooked and tasted it never to eat it. His love for Dodo Fung's older brother could not be described with words. But he was willing to let go of it. He gave me healthy food, at the expense of himself and older brother Dodo Fung. Doesn't this prove that his love for me is greater than his love for Dodo Fung's brother. I'm so mean how I can be in a situation like this I feel happy.

“I'm sorry. Makes the atmosphere so bad. I just lost control, I haven't eaten healthy food in a long time. Let's just go ahead and eat it. Thank you Qian Qi” Sun Long kissed Qian Qi's hand.

What's wrong with him today? how odd. He kissed me many times like he did in the days before. L like it.