New Family Revenge
Chapter 53 - Not Fast

“Already Qian Qi.

“Aibi's sacrifice for all of us, will never be able to pay Qian Qi. So we should try to make Auntie happy. Aunt like a mother to us”.

“No need to get like that. I just want to see you grow up and be happy. You're all like children to Bibi”.

“Bi. Tomorrow we'll go to mom's grave. There is now a battle ship Atlas. The journey there is not too dangerous. I can finally deliver Aunt to mom”.

Sun Fangxin could only cry and tightly hugged Sun Long. He's been waiting for this for so long. His heart was broken when he learned that his brother Liu Shu had died not long after being banished to the black heaven.

Sun Fangxin felt guilty because he left Liu Shu with Sun Li. He never saw his brother for a long time. Sun Fangxin cut off all ties to his past as it dissolved in his own grief.

Finally Sun Fangxin regretted the news that Sun Long and Liu Shu had been banished to the Black Heaven. Since then Sun Fangxin has a new purpose in life, to find them both. All that could be found was Sun Long.

“Just remove Bi, it's okay”. Sun Long stroked the back of Sun Fangxin who was crying on his shoulder.

After a few minutes passed and Sun Fangxin began to calm down again.

“It's been night you guys must be tired then Auntie said goodbye first.”

“Auntie sleeps here alone with Qian Qi. I'll sleep with Dodo Fung”.

“No, you husband and wife should not sleep separately”.

“It's okay Bi. I'm going to sleep with Dodo Fung. We will soon be separated. I'm still worried about him. I have to check first, I'm not sure if he's ready” yet.

“Eleh. Just tell me you love your sister too much. Yasudah Auntie sleeps here. But you should ask first with your wife agree or not”. Sun Fangxin turned his head towards Qian Qi who looked happily smiling.

“Walah... walah.. Early marriage you hate each other. Now you understand each other's wishes without speaking. You guys make Aunt envy just”.

“Aibi..”. Qian Qi sadly returned.

“Then I say to Dodo Fung”. Sun Long kissed Qian Qi's forehead.

“Be careful Hubby”. Qian Qi smiled shut the door.

After that they both get ready to sleep. Qian Qi and Sun Fangxin were lying on the bed. Sun Fangxin tilted his body to look at Qian Qi. He thought back to the times he took care of the little Qian Qi. It was exhausting enough to leave such a beautiful memory.

“Qian Qi are you happy Aunt married Sun Long?”.

“Thank you very much Bi. Sun Long is the best gift I've ever received. But I'm not sure it's good enough for him. Sun Long is too perfect, While I..”.

“No need to worry about that. From the way she looked at you, Auntie was sure you were more than enough. Qian Qi...”.

“What's Bi?”.

“Impardon Aunt. Aunt was too focused on Sun Long. Aunty late take care of you”.

“No need to apologize Bi. Because it was also my fault. I easily trust people, easily I was fooled by them”.

“Aibi.. Please me”.

“It's okay Qian Qi. This is your son with Sun Long. Don't think of unnecessary things”.

“Cannot Bi. I'm haunted by guilt every time I'm on Hubby's side. In the depths of my heart I would rather die than hurt Sun Long. This child is my sin Hubby shouldn't have to bear. Just divorce me she can marry Luo Meilin or the others. There are many women better than me. I'm not pan..”. Sun Fangxin shut Qian Qi's mouth.

“Enough Qian Qi. Why did you leave that to Sun Long? Hasn't she been miserable enough all this time? Please don't add to the burden. He has given everything for you. He didn't see any other women, he helped you to grow up, he saved your father even he accepted your son. Just the one he wanted from you Qian Qi. He gave everything just to see you happy”.

“Sun Long just wants you to be happy Qian Qi. What else does he have to pay for you to be happy? If you love Sun Long. Forget the past. Throw all the sadness in your heart. Free yourself Qian Qi Be happy. Sun Long was not a normal person Qian Qi. Just one second. You remove all the burdens in your heart and show Sun Long how happy you are. Then you will see how happy Sun Long” is.

“I'm sorry Bi..”.

“Do not apologize to Aunt. Apologize to Sun Long. Aunt has told you before. Have you forgotten to order Aunty?”.

“Not Bi. I didn't forget about it. The first thing I have to do is make myself happy with Sun Long. Two happy Sun Long”.

“Blessed Qian Qi”.

“But Bi. I can't just be happy. There are too many chains holding me back. I can only pretend to be happy because I don't deserve to be happy”.

Suddenly Sun Fangxin stroked Qian Qi's hair gently. The touch of his hand was very different from usual. There are certain vibrations at every touch. Qian Qi looked at Sun Fangxin's face. At that instant his heart was racing. Sun Fangxin only smiled looking into Qian Qi's eyes. A mother's proud look sees her child.

Sun Fangxin's teary eyes emitted a light as if grateful with each passing second. Qian Qi cried and hugged Sun Fangxin. He misses looking at a mother. Which he almost forgot.

“Abibi.. Ngeee..”. Qian Qi was crying a mouthful.

“Bare Qian Qi. Dare to be better. Then happiness will come to you. If you tell yourself that you are not worthy. You are forever undeserving. You have to dare to say. I deserve it and I will prove it. If you believe and dare the fog inside your head will disappear. Everything becomes clearer”.

“Alright Bi I'll try it”.

“Trust Aunty. Close your eyes and follow Bibi”'s instructions. Qian Qi according, Sun Fangxin directed him to stand up and walk a few steps.

“Imagine yourself in the future. Imagine Sun Long carrying your son. Sun Long called you from the infamy.Come Qian Qi. Your little hands are trying to reach you. Her hands open and close funny as if calling mom...”.

“But you didn't approach them immediately. You feel no, I'm not worthy. I'm too dirty”.

“Then you turned away for a moment to turn your body. The happy faces of those who expected your presence turned into disappointed faces. You can hear your child crying. She felt her mother did not want her. You heard Sun Long's voice trying to calm your crying child”.

“They don't care if you're dirty or clean. They just want their wife and mother to come to them. When you turn around they've disappeared no more”. Qian Qi started to understand and felt regret. He did not want Sun Long and his son to disappear from before him. Tears began to drip gently on her cheeks. Gently Sun Fangxin held onto Qian Qi's shoulder.

“We are here Qian Qi. Sun Long and your son are behind you. The tiny fingers held tightly to her mother as if they would never let her go again and Sun Long immediately kissed your lips gently as if it was the last kiss of”.

“Open your eyes Qian Qi”. Qian Qi opened his eyes. He saw a glass. He saw himself and Sun Long's shadow with his son.

“It's not about you anymore Qian Qi. You three are one. Sun Long and your son will not leave you. If you don't want to go near them, they'll come to you”.