NIRVANA SHACKLES
CONTRITION

“Wuxian, what do you mean? You have to explain it. I really don't understand. Did I make a mistake with you? Justsaytheword. If it's like this, how do I know what you're feeling,” Huang Chao said.

“Kak Chao, don't embarrass me. You knew from the beginning. When you came to the sect, you were well received by them. Then me? How's my? Do I have to say it one by one, slowly, all things that embarrass myself? Brother Chao, you know for yourself! No one in the sect has accepted me. No one considered my presence here. My presence was not welcomed, my arrival was free. Practice cultivation? Where I got that honor. They belittle me, belittle me, bully me, trample on my pride. Brother Chao, isn't everything clearly visible? If you're like this, you're the same as all of them. Just look at my appearance? Where do I look like a student who has guidance and honor? I'm different. I don't have that honor. I can't boast of my uniform, nor my magical weapon. Forget about being strong and eradicating evil. I even had trouble adjusting myself in this place,” explained Wuxian at length times wide. “If there's nothing more you want to say, I'll go. I'm just an outcast, unlike you. I have a lot of work to do. Take care of yourself,” Wuxian said before passing through Huang Chao.

Huang Chao was stunned when he heard one word from Wuxian's mouth. He was fixed rigidly in place, looking straight at the silent emptiness in his heart. Indirectly, Wuxian gave him a deep enough scratch on Huang Chao's heart. Never imagined, Huang Chao did not know that Wuxian had been in a lot of trouble.

After everything that Wuxian m had experienced all this time, he might not know it. He felt guilty for ignoring Wuxian 5 this year. In fact, even though he never visited her or checked how she was. How naive, he thought that Wuxian had the same daily life as him.

Practice, practice, and practice every day. Cultivating, cultivating cultivation to achieve immortality. Uphold the principle of the straight sect master to eradicate evil and uphold justice in the world. But apparently, Wuxian's life was far from him.

How could Wuxian be the same? It is not as if he received the love and grace of his teacher and all of his fellow students, even being honored as a superior student who has been appointed as the Chief of Discipline. Wuxian daily life is lived with suffering, abuse and humiliation did not escape stamped, even sewn into the roots of everyday life.

Not all Qing Long sect disciples lived the same days. The daily life of the exiles is heavier than that of those who practice quietly every day without caring anything.

Huang Chao really didn't know that Wuxian really didn't get a teacher. Early on parting with him, when Jin Xun had accepted Huang Chao as his student, Huang Chao only guessed that other teachers seemed to not want Wuxian. It turned his conjecture into an indisputable fact. But he never expected Wuxian to live such a life.

At first, he thought that if Wuxian was not talented, there was someone who would be willing to accommodate him and teach him other talents. Unfortunately, another detail that Huang Chao did not know was about Wuxian's vulnerable bones and body merdians being unable to receive cultivation spiritual energy, even forcing themselves to practice as facetiously as possible.

“Kakak .. Sister!” call Wan Hua in a loud voice, to disperse Huang Chao from his daydream. “What are you daydreaming about? How's your conversation going? Why did he just leave?” cecar Wan Hua's.

“It's okay. Wan Hua, you've been leafing outside for too long. Let's just go back. Your mother must have realized your departure. Don't make him worry,” appealed to Huang Chao.

Along the way, Huang Chao looked extremely cold. He did not say a word, and kept his mouth shut. Not usually Wan Hua saw the look on Huang Chao's face look lethargic. It was obvious that Huang Chao was hiding his sadness.

While Wan Hua only looked at him because he did not want to disturb him because it seemed that his mood was not good. If he disturbs her, he is afraid that he will have to face a sensitive attitude that has never been shown to him.

‘It seems, his conversation with his old friend did not go well. I wondered what they were talking about, but I couldn't ask them directly. His friend looked furious as he left Huang Chao there. Did they fight? It's impossible, right? It was their first meeting after being separated for so long. If they were that close, why would they have to fight after not meeting for so long? It turns out that there are people who are more childish than me, the inner’ of Wan Hua. Wan Hua was very curious about what was going on between Huang Chao and Wuxian.

Although very curious, Wan Hua could only harbor that curiosity. He didn't want to .publish it in front of Huang Chao. It was rare for Wan Hua to see Huang Chao show such an expression as he currently saw. No, more precisely Wan Hua just this time saw Huang Chao's expression that made those around him feel unwell.

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“Aisshhh, shit! Why is all this bothering me so much? Well, Wuxian, you can be angry and feel like everything that happened to you is unfair. But why did you even vent everything to Kak Chao? In fact, this is my first meeting with him after a long separation. Instead of chatting casually and telling my daily life in a good way, but I even vented my anger at him. Brother Chao isn't wrong, but I made him feel guilty. Everything that happened to me was not his fault. I could have said all that. Arrggghhh!!!”

Wuxian finally realized his mistake after he left Huang Chao and said hurtful harsh words to Huang Chao. Actually, he didn't mean to say any of that. However, his emotions controlled his words. He was extremely guilty after saying all of that to Huang Chao after a long time of not meeting.

“Do not know what after this I can meet him or not. So bad! Stupidhead! Stupid!!!” Wuxian beat his own head when he realized his stupidity. He felt very stupid being controlled by his momentary emotions. “If I go back, he's definitely not there. I have to apologize to him. I haven't even told him everything.” In the end, Wuxian regretted that he did not have time to tell Huang Chao everything, let alone hear the great experiences that Huang Chao had achieved so far. Regret always comes at the end.

“Hei, Wuxian! What are you doing there? You look like a stupid monkey, you know?!”