NOISY GIRL'S
BY ONESELF

Karin was still crying by herself, her husband had no idea where he was going. For her just this time watching the foster brother who a few days ago officially became her husband was really angry. He's very scared.

The woman covered her mouth with her palms, muffling the increasingly unbearable sobbing, her chest was so tight, and the occasional sobbing sound that escaped her mouth ached in the throat. This time he was alone.

"Mami," she said, even to just go down the stairs and approach the mother to spill her sigh, she felt not brave, many years blocked by iron bars, he said, now he felt a little foreign to the woman.

"Larasati Hotel threatened to be taken over by the younger brother of Oma Laras, he did not accept if the inheritance turned out to fall into your hands." Carla clasped her daughter's fingers nervously, afraid that everything she fought for their survival would be for naught in the end." Mami trusts all of you, Karin."

Karin was stunned, she remembered when the mother was so intense to take the heart of Oma Larasati, until the old woman was so fond of her, but the woman felt the mother was too excessive, too much, but to refuse the woman's request, she had no ability.

After the departure of the mother, Karin cradled a small bottle of the drug given by the woman just now, this is a pregnancy-preventing drug, and she felt worried in making a decision.

He intended to ask about this to the husband, but what made him doubt, how to express it, it is impossible for Karin to say that the mother told him. Until when he was not ready, the arrival of Ardi made him feel nervous.

Recalling the events of the past few hours, Karin cried again. She felt she had no shoulder to lean on at this time, not even to her own birth papi, if other girls were looking for a future husband based on the figure of the father. That was not the case for a Karina Larasati, who did not even carry the title Gunawan behind her name in recognition. He chose his own candidate.

A husband who she hoped would be the only one who would understand her, love her without any reproach. A man who several hours ago left him somewhere, without a word, without listening to his explanation, and he was his own chosen husband. Then, how the woman was able to complain of her sadness to others.

Swallowing sobs that do not subside, Karin tries to stop the flow of water. Tonight will soon pass, and tomorrow he will be fine again.

Ever since he left my life, I feel lonely,

He left me alone here, with no one for sure.

I don't know what to do, though,

I feel like I'm not a friend, though,

Besides you, besides your love.

But the anxiety in the heart does not also bring him to dreamland, should he continue to wake up until the morning, and with the contents of the head full of questions where the existence of the husband.

The knock on the balcony door made Karin close her eyes and open - she sat down, hesitating a little until the sound was heard again.

Carefully the woman went down the bed, too many thoughts, as well as tears that continued to be scattered made her steps so staggering.

The moment he hesitated, his hand holding the door handle trembled slightly, there was only one person he expected to come, but the heavy rain out there made him continue to voice impossibility.

"Hay," said the man he recognized when the door was open, soaking all over his body unable to fade the sweet smile on his slightly pale lips. That's husband.

Send me your angel, let me be my life partner

Show me the path you chose for me.

Send me your angel because I'm lonely here

And in this world, I don't want to be alone. (I don't want to be alone, BCL) 

Karin was stunned, "Abang," she muttered in disbelief, but the ego in her heart refused to scatter into the man's embrace despite wanting to. He turned.

"Sorry." Ardi who stepped in hugged his wife from behind, clenched her tightly, channeling a cold that slowly began to warm, his wife was heard sobbing.

"I didn't take the medicine" said Karin, letting her tears fall again, ignoring the husband's embrace that made the clothes she was wearing wet on her back, warm but shivering at the same time.

Hearing that, Ardi increasingly tightened his embrace, melding the guilt that felt increasingly arched. "I'm sorry, I said.

Karin sighed, slowly releasing the man's embrace from her body, then turned around.

The shady highlight of the husband's slightly reddened eyes made him feel full, then squandered into the man's embrace. "Never stay with me" he asked.

"I promise," said Ardi, back to wrap his arms around Karin's fragile body, kissed the top of her head, filled her lungs with the scent of her body to the brim.

Their hugs were then released, but the gazes of the two still lingered, sharing smiles, also sharing lessons with what they went through.

Karin touched the T-shirt her husband was wearing, "Why come home? Out of the rain, where are you from?"

The successive questions made Ardi smile, grabbing his wife's fingers and then he kissed her, "Your Kangen" she replied.

Karin smiled, "Why not through the door anyway, why climb, slippery right, if you fall how?"

"Fear disturb your mother" replied Ardi, and it made his wife speechless.

"You're not comfortable staying here–,"

"Ssssttt," cut off Ardi, touched the woman before him on the cheek, and bowed her lips with her thumb. "We'll talk later," he said slightly shaking, "i'm cold" he added flatly.

The husband's palm was so cold as it stuck to Karin's cheek, her trembling lips further adding to the pale, facial appearance of the man before her.

Karin helped take off the jacket and the T-shirt that her husband was wearing, cupped her face with both palms, and then flicked, she landed a kiss.

Ardi was silent for a while, the heat that began to radiate from inside his chest forced his eyelids to close, enjoying every touch of the warm palms down every inch of his body.

For this time Ardi touched the wife so gently, disguising the brutal traces of her previous romance, erasing the painful memories left in her mind.

***

The two were still wrapped around in thick blankets, lying on their sides facing each other with gazes thrown out. Ardi raised one hand, touching Karin's cheek which then got a smile from the woman. "You want to procrastinate, I'm okay" he said.

It made Karin speechless, her gaze dimmed, there was something she wanted to say, but felt afraid. And the rubbing on her cheek again made the woman turn her gaze to the husband before her."I..," he said doubtfully.

"I already know," cut Ardi, pulling his hand from his wife's cheek. "About your problems with the extended family of your papi who denied inheritance rights on your behalf" he added.

"Where do you know?"

Ardi shook his head, grabbed his wife's fingers and kissed her, "It's not important I know where," he said, sticking her palm to his own cheek. "From now on if there's anything, try to open up to each other."

Karin nodded, "you should also be horrified by my explanation first, not directly emotional," he said carefully.

The man before him smiled, then nodded, "you should also obey me, do not make your own decisions," his purchase began to trigger the next debate.

But for this time, they are both willing to learn to respond with adults, taking the middle path faced by both.

"Tomorrow we move," said Ardi.

"To mom's house?" Karin asked.

And seeing her husband shake his head, Karin frowned. Ardi told me about the house given by his brother, and invited the woman to see him tomorrow.

"Are you not working?" Ask Karin.

"I think I'm starting to get sick" said Ardi, then close to embrace the body of the wife, "luangin time to pay attention and spoiled me yes," he asked once again.

Karin rubbed her husband's head against her chest, it was indeed warm tarasa when her hand touched the man's forehead, it seemed like she had a fever.

"Lagian blasphemy," Karin's nagging that then made her husband raise his head.

"You don't wonder how I'm struggling to climb a raining tile?" Ask Ardi.

Karin laughed, "no," he refused, "you were used to climbing the roof of this house," he later said.

"Yes but it's different, it's not right anymore to try."

Given that Karin became anxious himself, "why not go through the door?" Ask.

"Eat it next time I give you a key dong."

"Aren't you moving out?"

"Eh, so-so."

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Author: the spread of the coronavirus makes some schools forced to be closed, I also intend pen holiday that is two weeks mah. 😂😅

Netizen: He said that for the living author, you should not take thor off. 😑😒

Author: The Astagfirullah. 😑

Netizen: Lagian has been updated once every two days still ask for a holiday, I catapult from here hit nuta lu. 😒

Author: Heh it's my words 😭😭

Do not forget to take care of your health, may God always protect you from all kinds of diseases. Hopefully the troubling virus can be resolved soon. I love you guys.

Nb. Jan forgot to comment Next just add points so that I am excited, the spirit also starts for you.