
"Dek, look at it first." Ardi pulled Karin's arm, making the girl who was about to open the door of her room stop her steps and turn her head. "How do you want me? Judah I follow, do not need to nerusin lectures. Let's have a husband who can't do anything."
Karin was stunned, looking at the young man before her who was so frustrated, inexplicably she felt selfish, had she been so demanding all along. The girl gulped, the huffiness suddenly stopped by."Pursue your ideals, do not think of me, Bang," he said then opened the door.
Ardi held the object open with his right hand, his gaze fixedly staring at the girl who looked uninspired. "If time could be repeated, I would turn back at a time when things were not this complicated, and forbid my heart to fall in love with you."
Karin was stunned again, her mouth was opened, there were a few sentences she wanted to say, and somehow it felt heavy.
"Udah already, Dek, already already have to fight, dapetin you are not what you want nothing, but I have to think, pantes what not."
The girl before him took one step forward. Hugging his body tightly, and continuing the new struggle halfway through, the young man felt heavier.
"Back left the same brother feels rich in the strong wind, continues to be shot many times, as sick as it is, Bang. But I'm ordinary."
Ardi let the girl hug him, without giving a hug back it felt like he was already very heavy. And until Karin let go of her arms, there she felt lost.
***
Returning to the routine in Negri people make the young man understand, the best place to stop is where he can find anything.
And if one day he has to come back, at least he's got everything.
This story must be passed with a bit bitter, accustomed to living alone makes him forget the news of people around. He was used to not getting any news.
*
Karin who went to college, divided the time was getting harder, the girl was busy with her own world. Even for his ideals that he had agreed to, must be willing to be exchanged for the return of people he loved.
"I can be a guarantee, and give whatever ransom money your mother can get back."
Karin was stunned, this kind of offer from the papi was certainly not without purpose and purpose, this time the girl was again faced with a choice.
"Yes, pi, I want to." And Karin chose that sentence to be the answer.
**
Marlina could not hold back her tears as Karin bade to stay with the freed mother. "Just play here often, yes" he said as he let go of the girl's embrace.
Jino who was crying because the aunt carrying the suitcase did not want to let go of her embrace. Making Nena overwhelmed to calm her second son.
Unlike Jino who blatantly refused the departure of the aunt, Nino seemed calmer, but the boy did not want to be approached, invited to shake hands or embrace though, he refused. One of the twins turned colder than before.
Justin patted Karin's shoulder slowly, then nodded, all the decisions were in the girl's hands, staying with Carla was probably the best decision, at least he wasn't too worried about the girl being hurt by her papi.
Nena hugged the girl she already considered her sister tightly. "Don't forget to tell Ardi, last time he said you were hard to contact," he said as their arms slipped
Karin was silent for a moment, "yes, Ma'am, I'm busy constantly, so it's rare to hold on."
Nena nodded, "keep yourself well, look after your mother ya."
"Yes, Miss Nena."
Karin's current departure feels heavy, heavier than when she bailed to inhabit the new apartment given by the girl's papi, because in fact she still often returns home. But this time there is already his mother, the girl may not be going to this house to return to live.
***
Ardi was increasingly upset, his lover did not also give news, the last number he got from his friends was not able to be contacted.
Through her days without news of the girl forcing Ardi to think positively, it is only a matter of time, and maybe the girl just wants to be alone first, when she comes home later everything will come back. Back to okay as before. So hope.
Time goes by so fast. Much has changed from the atmosphere around the local building, almost everything he has ever met seems to change except for some memories that once stopped by.
There was doubt as he was about to knock on the door of the house building before him, for some reason, something like having him prepare himself for the possibility that would happen.
When his brother gave him this address, it was as if he wanted to say something, but he told him to find out for himself, and whatever happened, the message was only one. Go home.
Ardi raised his head from his pair of shoes, the young man had already pressed the bell twice, and the person who appeared behind the door looked extremely shocked.
"Hey!" As for the young man, there were many expressions of longing drawn from the curvature of his lips, and the girl before him was silent in a thousand languages.
"So, who's coming?" Carla asked, the woman looked at the guest who was still standing at the door. "Eh, Son Ardi," said Carla, looking awkwardly at Karin who looked back at her.
"Night, Aunt." Ardi kissed the back of the woman's hand with the tip of her nose, and stepped forward as the housekeeper told her to enter.
"I'm sorry, Son Ardi, it's a bit messy because it was the arrival of guests." Carla said while tidying the glasses on the living room table.
Ardi nodded, "It's okay, Auntie," he said, turning to Karin, who was still watching his mother's movements.
"Jaudah mami rest first well, make a drink for Ardi," Carla messages to her daughter, then turns to Ardi with a smile, "aunty to the room first yes, you continue aja."
Ardi nodded, after the mother of the girl before him disappeared behind the stairs leading to the second floor, the young man turned to Karin who also seemed to be staring at him. "How are you?" Ask.
Karin blinked nervously, "well, Bang. Let's sit down."
Ardi shook his head, "i didn't come here to sit," he said, then approached.
Karin who was a little bit upset felt wronged as well, "that's why I want to drink what I want to make," he said, then turned around to the kitchen.
Ardi grabbed the girl's hand in front of him, pulled her gently to get a little closer, "don't go, I'm not here to ask for a drink, but look for you, I might go first, but I don't disappear, and why you're the one who disappeared, Dek." Ardi pressed his hand against the girl's fingers. "Abang misses, Dek," he said.
Without feeling, Karin's tears just dripped, she could not resist as the young man before her brought his fingers for her to kiss, but the young man was stunned.
As Ardi brought the girl's hand closer to her lips, a ring coiled there made the young man then ask. "You-you"
Karin pulled her hand to cover the stuffed stuff in her mouth, the girl nodded quickly, "yes, Bang, I'm engaged, I'm engaged" she said in between sobs.
Ardi laughed softly, refusing to believe, "you, boong right, Dek?" The question is a little shaky.
Karin shook her head, her sobs got stronger, she could feel the same pain as the disappointed look from the young man's eyes. "sorry, Bang" she said, "sorry, "sorry me," add it once again.
"Bang!" Karin hugged Ardi from behind, buried her face behind her brother's back, her crying without letting go made the jacket the young man wore wet.
Ardi turned around when the arms of the girl who is now officially his former lover were then released, although not seen to shed tears, but the look of his face was very chaotic describing how disappointed the young man was.
"Why so rich gini anyway, Dek, futile struggle brother in Negri people," said Ardi lirih, his breathing is increasingly crowded.
Karin cupped the young man's face with both palms, directing him to meet each other, the look of his eyes that seemed empty made him feel even more guilty."You must have a better woman than me."
Ardi shook his head, "What do you want, Deck."
Karin grew sobbing, hugging the young man tightly, melting a sense of disappointment in her who was also injured. "It's not my will, my heart just makes it, brother."
***
Ardi rode his motorbike shrouded in disappointment, the brother's message to go home direct the young man's vehicle until also in his yard.
Arriving at the room, the young man shouted furiously, inviting the entire house to come over to him.
The wide-open door allowed Nena as well as the mother to see when the young man smashed his belongings.
Nena then approached, trying to calm the brother who looked in awe, the woman pulled Ardi's body to face him.
"What's wrong with you, Ar? Why?"
Ardi shook his head, his empty gaze made the woman before him afraid, "free, Ma'am, free, useless, useless, all useless!!!" His shout then went back to smashing the items before him. Makes Nena jump back.
The young man turned on the picture frame that snagged neatly on the wall of his room, the sweet-smiling portrait of Karin unable to stop the young man's fist from landing on Sana. The blood that flowed made Marlina cry hysterically, the woman pulled the son into her arms.
"Istigfar, Ar, it's mom, you can't be rich."
In the arms of the young man's mother again shook her head, "It's in vain, Mom, all my efforts are useless, for what!? Why do I get everything if my purpose for it all turns out to be in vain. Make what!!" His shout was full of disappointment, releasing his embrace and then re-reaching the picture frame for him to throw anywhere.
Nena approached her mother to take her away, then told her housekeeper to take the twins watching outside the door to return to her room.
"Om Ardi why, Mi?" Tanya Jino, one of the twins who is now in kindergarten.
"It's okay, baby, you're the same Bang Nino to the room first yes," said Nena, who was asserted by her two sons.
The woman called her husband and was relieved when he was on his way home.
Marlina continued to cry, next to her, Nena tried to calm the woman down, and let her sister do whatever she wanted.
For this time, Nena felt that Ardi was already on the edge of being disappointed, never before had he seen the young man get out of control and almost go crazy, all the items in his room he had smashed with nothing left.
The arrival of Justin made the wife look, without any explanation, the man knew what had happened in his family.
"Mas, let's say Ardi himself first, let him do what he wants, I'm afraid you're even okay." Nena spoke with her husband's arm.
Justin turned to the younger brother who seemed to be unloading the contents of the drawer, and threw away whatever was in it, the young man seemed to be looking for something.
Finding nothing, Ardi turns on the sleeping lamp on the table, making him fall and then kicks it.
The young man returned to the picture frame there, grabbed the object and he pointed it at the windowpanes, but someone's hand suddenly blocked his wrist.
Justin did not say anything, only his sharp gaze was then able to make the guts in both eyes of the young man dimmed.
Slowly, Ardi lowered his hand ready to throw the glass, letting the brother take the object in his hand to put it back on the table.
Ardi's body squeezed, took a few steps back and sat on the bed where his pillow and bed sheets were scattered everywhere. "It's in vain, Bang," he said weakly.
Justin approached, touched the young man's shoulder to make him look up, from his increasingly slack gaze, he knew the young man before him was being crushed.
"What's the way this whole house is gonna come back?" Justin asked who got no answer from the young man. "There is nothing in vain from a business that you have succeeded in obtaining."
Ardi shook his head, "Make what? Why if my goal is to achieve all that I can not even have, Karin already belongs to someone else, Bang. And everything I fought for him ended up useless."
Justin leaned over slightly, grabbed his chin until the young man looked up, allowing Justin to look into the depths of his injured eyes. "Dengerin brother, Dek," he said seriously. "You're right love him, chase, don't even destroy your own hope like this,
He's just Ar's fiancee, not married, even you yourself know, yellow janur curved for your brother alone can I fail even though the word legitimately already at the tip of the tongue. Your chances are long."
Ardi was stunned, what his brother said was indeed true, he was too late in feeling disappointed, unable to think of executing his next plan.
"Karin's heart is in your hands, just beat his partner, and melt his papi heart, you can definitely."
Ardi thought that all his struggles to stay out of the country was the last attempt to get his happiness, he never expected, a challenge was waiting before his eyes.
"You must rise up, just one step, and if you manage to get everything, I will give you the blessing to get married. That's my promise to all your struggles, Dek."
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