Not a Dream Marriage.
Guilt.

Thirteen.: Guilty Feelings.

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Ali pov's.

"How are you?"

"Well! Uhm I mean good." I'm not too sure, because since that incident I never pay attention to it again. Even though we lived in one house and always had breakfast and dinner together, but I never once glanced at him. Tell him I'm evil, because I'm still mad at him for what happened.

I know I shouldn't be like this, Nikita has explained to me many times if it's not her fault but if she wasn't careless it wouldn't happen, right?

I am currently in my room enjoying hot coffee with Mr. Haidar after finishing the meeting. He looked at me suspiciously hearing my answer just now.

"I hope you can take good care of it" he said again.

"Yes-yes that's for sure." I said.

"Next week is his 23rd birthday." said Mr. Haidar again speaking after a long silence.

"Oh, I know that too."

"I'm planning on making a surprise for her." Said Haidar sir with a smile.

My in-laws will always smile sincerely when they talk about the princess who is none other than my own wife. I sighed in frustration at calling her a wife . Because these few months I have ignored her, even I never considered her to exist and I still call her a wife?.

After talking with Mr. Haidar for a long time about his surprise for him until the afternoon he finally said back home, 'titip greetings to putriiki' he said before really getting out of my room.

I ruffled my hair in frustration, however I felt guilty for ignoring her but she remained with me no matter what my flat and cold or even rude treatment was , he stays with me.

It was getting dark and I decided to go home.

I parked my car in the garage and rushed out and locked the car. Put the car keys in the pants pocket and walk into the house.

Sliver.....

Where everyone is, there are only a few servants who open the door and take over my bag. Usually when I get home he'll do it not the waiters.

"Where are they?" ask the waiter who brought me my tote bag.

"Miss Dahlia and Den Rasya have just left and both Madam are in the room."

I just boasted 'oh' ria and continued walking towards the upper lighthouse. Faintly I heard the sound of laughter from inside the room, I opened the door of the room with a heart. Inside I saw Nikita lying down with Prilly sitting on the edge of the bed, I don't know what they're talking about so they can make both of them laugh like that.

I should be thankful that the two get along and are always together. There was never a dispute between them like in a soap opera I had seen before when I was a kid.

I feel if I smile by myself watching them. I know that Prilly loves Nikita and vice versa. They are like real brothers.

Prilly who always take care of Nikita and always pay attention to the diet needs of other pregnant women. Sometimes I wonder, the pregnant one is Nikita but here Prilly is the most enthusiastic in everything. The thing I was supposed to do as a husband but already she did, I've heard Nikita ask her 'why is she so considerate of him and the baby? And he replied that Nikita's son would be his son too.

"So, wait a minute, don't go anywhere, I'll make dinner for my sister" said Prilly, then got up from bed.

I thought she wanted to walk out but I was wrong, Prilly rubbed Nikita's stomach and said. "Mama cook first yes for you same Mommy, you do not be naughty yes in Mommy's stomach. The Cassian Mommy's tired."

"Thank you." said Nikita smiling.

"There's no need to thank you, brother, it's my duty." Prilly replied with a cheerful smile.

"I'm sorry I always bother you" said Nikita.

"Sister never bothers me, he is also my son so I have to take good care of him, if his mommy is healthy then his son will also be healthy. So you don't have to apologize and thank me anymore, okay." said Prilly at length with a smile that was also no less wide.

I took a deep breath and opened the door again, walking slowly towards the bed. "Have you come home?" asked Nikita astonished, because it is actually not yet home office hours.

I smiled as I continued to walk towards him and kissed his cheeks and his cheeks alternately. "How are you?"

"I'm good, even very good." she replied.

"Hallo Daddy's son how are you there, don't be naughty you're in there" I said kissing Nikita's distended stomach.

"He kicked" I said as I felt movement in his stomach.

"He's happy to hear your voice like it is." said Nikita.

"It seems so.."

I don't know why the mood is turning awkward now. And it's weird, I've never felt this good before with Nikita.

"Original..."

"Yes." I reply.

Nikita looked me straight in the eye and I did the same. "If anything happens to me, will you take care of our son with Prilly like you take care of your own son."

"What are you saying! That's not gonna happen."

"Toddle... It could happen, you know me...."

"That's enough" I said, cutting off Nikita's words. I took Nikita in my arms, I couldn't hear her words anymore. I was afraid that if all his words would come true, I was afraid to lose them. I can't live without it, I won't.... Ah I don't want to talk about this anymore.

"I beg you never to say that again. Everything will be fine I'm sure of it, I'll do anything for you guys to always be okay. I promise." I said as I tightened my arms to her.

"Original..."

"Sttts... Please." I almost whispered.

"Original..."

"Darling..."

"No Ali, let me talk" Nikita said.

I let go of my embrace to her and looked at Nikita's face that was getting pale, paler than usual.

"Darling why are you?" I panic myself.

Nikita grimaced while holding her stomach. "sick.... Ali."

God, am I holding her too hard to make her stomach hurt like this. "Dear sorry, I'm going to the doctor now" I said without babibu directly lifting Nikita's body drooping.

"What happened to my sister?" prilly asked, carrying a tray of food, when she saw me holding Nikita.

"Side, I'll take her to the hospital." I didn't reply.

"Wait on! I'm coming along." cried Prilly following me walking out of the house.

Oh God, please don't take my wife I can't live without her God.

"Ali was faster." said Prilly, I knew she was panicking and was also afraid something might happen to Nikita and her baby.

"It's fast, you don't see the streets jammed like this... Ahh shit.." I'm sorry.