Not a Dream Marriage.
The hardest choice, son or mother?

Fourteen.: The hardest choice, son or mother?

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Pov prilly.

"Prilly promise me that if anything happens to me, please take care of my son and love him as much as you love your own son."

I shook my head, not that I didn't want to take care of our son but I didn't want to if Nikita's sister's words would happen. "Sister please don't say that, brother will be fine as well as our son later." I said holding Nikita's brother's hand.

We were in the car on the way to the hospital, but the road was so jammed that Ali's car could not move fast.

Ka Nikita shook her head, "no! Promise me, please." said brother Nikita begging me.

I finally hesitated. My tears have flowed rapidly since then, do not have the heart to see Nikita's sister who grimaces with pain. I don't know what happened to her, I just left sister Nikita for a minute to make dinner for her. But when I went back into the room, sister Nikita was already in pain in Ali's arms.

"Sister must also promise me, if you must be strong. We've planned a lot of things for our children later." I said.

"Shitt.." I heard the curse of Ali because it was stuck never ending, because at this time the road must be very crowded because this is the hour to go home from work.

"Don't cry." said Brother Nikita while smiling falsely, his hand wiped away my tears that kept flowing.

After half an hour we arrived at the hospital. Ali immediately carried Nikita's sister and brought her in so she could be treated quickly by a doctor.

I sat quietly with tears still streaming down the door of the ER, while Ali was busy walking here and there while continuing to curse indistinctly. I knew Ali was afraid something might happen to Nikita and the baby, and I was just as scared.

The door of the ER room opened, I immediately got up to the doctor who came out of the room as well as Ali.

"Doctor how's my wife and son doing?" ask Ali directly.

The doctor let out a long sigh making me bite my lower lip in fear. "The baby must be raised immediately, otherwise his life will not be helped" said the doctor.

"Doctor mean" I said in a trembling voice.

"But only one of us can survive in between, so that's why we need your consent" said the doctor.

"I don't understand." said Ali.

"Look sir, if you want his mother to be safe then his son will be gone, if you want your son to be safe then his mother will probably be gone. So whichever one you choose, the child or the mother, I have to save." said the doctor at length.

"The mother doc." said Ali together with me but different words.

Because I said "his son."

Ali glared at me, "what the hell are you!" said angry.

"I'm sorry, so how's the mother or the child that we have to save. We don't have much time" said the doctor again.

Dam we sound different again. It's still the same way Ali wanted his mother and I wanted his son.

"No! Save his mother." said Ali.

I breathed a rough breath. "Ali you must not be selfish, remember said brother Nikita whatever happens he wants his son to survive. Sister Nikita will be sad if something happens to her son later." I said trying to tell Ali.

I ignored Ali's words and looked at the doctor pleading. "Doctor please save his son and his mother also I beg doc." I said.

"I'll try to save him, please sign this" the doctor handed me a paper and pen.

I immediately signed the paper and handed it back to the doctor.

"What are your goals" said Ali pushing me against the hospital wall. My back hurt from hitting the hospital wall.

"Toddle... It's for Nikita's sake." I said.

"What?? For Nikita's sake you said? By choosing her child, you're happy if Nikita doesn't make it, huh?" ali snapped roughly right in front of my face.

I was horrified, my whole life I've never had this kind of treatment from anyone other than him. "It's not like that Ali...."

"Then what was it like?" ali said cutting my words.

"Ali, don't you know yourself if Brother Nikita really wants a child. What will happen if until the child dies, surely brother Nikita will be very sad" I said lirih.

"I know that, and you don't think I'm sad, huh! I'd be sadder if Nikita were to leave" Ali said in a high voice.

"I know Ali, I don't want this to happen either. You don't think I'm sad if Nikita's sister leaves, but I already promised her." I said in a tone of voice that stayed. Where do I get my courage.

"You.." said Ali pointing at me with his index finger.

"Arrghhh.... I hate you." he yelled ruffled - his hair was frustrated.

"Try to understand the situation."

"So what happened ? How's sister-in-law doing?" ask Dahlia and Rasya who just came.

I wiped my tears and looked at Rasya and Dahlia alternately. "The doctor is still handling my sister" I said, trying to smile.

While Ali breezed away somewhere. I know he's fucked, I'm fucked too. It's not that I'm selfish to prefer saving our baby instead of the mother of the baby.

But that was my promise to Nikita's sister, no matter what happens to her the baby has to be saved. And ka Nikita said she'd hate me if I couldn't save our baby.

"Sister sat down first" said Rasya to help me sit in a chair.

I feel like sitting down because my back hurts a little if I stand up. Maybe because it hit the wall too hard, I don't know.

I saw Dahlia who was looking at me cynically, I knew from the beginning that Dahlia did not like me too much.

"Everything will be fine" said Rasya while wiping my tears that had been flowing from both eyes.

I did not reply to Rasya's words and instead sobbed, how would everything be fine if I had... Ahh I don't want to talk about it anymore.

I knew after this Ali would hate me even more. When Nikuta fell down the stairs, Ali could not forgive me, especially with the verdict that I had taken. I'm sure he hates me a hundred percent. Because I know I was wrong, but not entirely wrong in my opinion.

I just kept my promise to Nikita's sister, but Ali thinks I want Nikita's sister not to be too good.

I closed my eyes for a moment, somehow my head felt so dizzy. I wanted to re-open my eyes but could not, it felt so heavy for these eyelids to be opened like there was glue stuck to my eyelids.

Samar faintly I could still hear Rasya calling my name, but I was unable to open my eyes at all until I finally really could not hear anything else.