Not Dream Heaven

Not Dream Heaven
For Joseph


The dinner went pretty well. Not wanting to linger long, Chila immediately invited Mike to come home for fear that Joseph would cry.


Although in fact, Joseph may not be fussy when with his grandfather and grandmother. But still, Chila felt worried when too long away from her son.


"And I told you. Yusuf if you've entered Mother's room, do not expect to go out again, except tomorrow morning." said Mike sighed heavily when entering his room with Chila.


Yes, Chila knocked on her parents' bedroom door. But I didn't get an answer at all. It was precisely the aunt who came out and approached Chila from behind.


Bibi said that before bed Mother Anna advised that when Chila came home there was no need to wake her. Mother Anna also said that Joseph would spend the night with his grandparents.


"Is it often like this?" chila asked looking at her husband's face.


"Not often, but not very often. And Joseph also took care of his grandfather, so let it be. Don't worry," said Mike, trying to calm Chila down.


"But how is this? It was full, sick tau gak," hiss Chila grimaced a little while pointing towards her chest which did look a little swollen, and a little translucent. However, because since the veil that Chila wore was quite long, so the veil could cover the chest area.


"A pump, huh? I got the tools ready," asked Mike and Chila finally nodded her head.


Patiently and attentively, Mike accompanies Chila to pump her breast. At first, Chila refused in shame. But finally he resigned, and let the husband see his activities.


"Sshhh astagfirullah," Chila murmured as she took a deep breath as she felt a slightly strong pull from her pumping device.


"Is it still sick?" mike asked as he saw Chila grimacing a little.


"No, when the pump does hurt a little. But only a few seconds, because it's too full," said Chila, making Mike can only nod his head.


"Tuh, gini rich. The crane was just at the beginning," said Chila immediately sighed her listless, when she saw her breast milk had started to drip a little.


But he just got a little. One bottle is not full, but it feels empty in there.


"Need help?" ask Mike slowly.


For a moment, Chila blinked her eyes a few times. Don't ask how his heart is beating at the moment. Just hearing such a question alone, had already made his heart unwell.


"B—help?" chila was a little nervous.


"Hmm, I've read articles. About the cycle of lactation, and the way the massage is so," Mike replied with his flat facial expression to cover up the nervousness.


Again, Chila was made silent to hear the answer from Mike. She who is a mother who never read read such articles, just ask her parents and friends. However, Mike is more alert and looking for a lot of knowledge.


Now, he is also confused as to how. He recalled how his friends gave advice some time ago. Until finally, he nodded his head slowly.


Not only Chila was nervous, Mike was no less nervous. He had not faced two things in front of him for long. However, he attempted to take a deep breath and focus on his goal.


"Bismilah"


'For Joseph!' mike murmured inwardly, before he finally began to touch her again.


...~To be continuous......