Not Dream Heaven
Fear Mike

...~Happy Reading~...

Because the holiday did not match expectations, they finally agreed to end it and go home.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Chila and Mike said as they entered the house.

"Waalaikumsalam, how come home? Didn't yesterday say three days?" asked Anna's mother frowned when welcoming the arrival of the child and daughter-in-law.

"Yes Bun, everything is a mess," Chila replied instantly sighing heavily.

"How messed?" ask Anna again.

"Sorry Bun, Mike went inside first huh?" said Mike immediately cut off Chila and Anna's talk, then he immediately walked into the house and headed to the room.

His head was so painful and throbbing. Pain that he had felt before, but he was still afraid to think until there.

Mike's feelings are erratic, between fear and confusion. How not, if it turns out what he thinks is right happened, I don't know what he will do later. Especially parents who might blame themselves.

"Astaghfirullah," hissed Mike immediately dropped his body onto the bed and covered his head with a pillow.

Before long, Chila entered because she was worried and confused by the state of her husband, the end of which looks strange. Not the end of this, maybe more appropriate when they left for the holidays at that time, which was two days ago.

"Mas, what's wrong with you?" chila rubbed her husband's shoulder.

Mike immediately changed his position to supine and looked at Chila. He sighed quite heavily when he saw the look of a confused face on his wife, then Mike's gaze dropped to the area of Chila's stomach that looks flat.

"What the hell is it?" chila asked, confused.

"Father, just a little scared," answered Mike honestly.

"Fearful? Scared what?" ask Chila again.

"Darling, when did you come to the moon?" ask Mike directly at the core.

"I don't know," Chila replied shaking her head, "What's the matter?"

"You don't remember the last time you were on the moon?" mike asked again, getting more anxious.

"Last month I came, before I became pregnant with Joseph. What the hell is it?"

"Astaghfirullah," Mike immediately rubbed his face quite roughly, he immediately got up from his bed and invited Chila to come out.

"Where are you going?" chila asked in surprise when Mike arrived to hold her and take her out of the room.

"Just for a minute" Mike replied without stopping his steps.

While descending the stairs, Mike again met with Anna's mother. Again he got the same question as Chila.

"You've just come home, are you going again? Where you going?" ask Anna's mother.

"Titip Yusuf is soon Bun. Mike has a little business with Chila," answered Mike immediately to his in-laws and quickened his pace.

He hoped that what became his premonition was wrong. Not rejecting God's gift, it's just that Mike thought of his first child.

Joseph is only a few months old. Half a year is not even yet, what if it turns out his guess is true? Joseph has a sister? Really, Mike can't imagine how his future would be.

However, even though he hoped that his conjecture was wrong. After all, what he felt right now was exactly the same as what he felt when he lost Chila. So how can you think positively? mike's mind is a little frustrated.

Meanwhile, Chila who looks confused and does not know where to take her husband. You can just be quiet and obey. He resigned to be taken anywhere because asking was useless.

'Oh Allah, may the husband of the servant not why, ' murmured Chila prayed in her heart.

Yes, Chila thought that her husband was sick or had a little problem. Without realizing that since then, Mike was worried about him.

...~To be continue... ...