Not my Choice Husband
76. Patient

Three days Nira has not been able to make peace with reality. The shadow that her brother was the mother of Geo kept popping up as if to shackle her. And these three days he spent shutting himself up in the room.

Secretly Arka stood in the doorway, looking at his wife who was lying down. He walked closer and sat down on the edge of the bed. Dibelanya cheeks Nira, as well as to make sure the woman was asleep or not. There was no movement, indicating that his wife was asleep.

Yes, this is what Arka did for three days. Entering the room when Nira fell asleep because his wife was still reluctant to meet him face to face. Don't face to face, just talk won't.

Arka sighed softly, looking at his wife's somewhat pale face as these three days Nira had no appetite for food. He rubbed Nira's stomach with a worried look on his face. Worried about his future baby in the womb of his wife.

"Ahh, fuck! How long do I have to be like this?" the Arka is currently lying on the floor because Nira is moving. He was afraid that Nira would suddenly wake up and scream if she found him next to his wife, as happened two days ago when Nira hysterically found him sleeping next to Nira.

Arka raised her head, making sure that Nira went back to sleep. Arka rubbed his chest, feeling relieved because he could linger looking at his wife. Unfortunately for him, he could not get close to his wife.

Arka sat back on the edge of the bed. "Honey, how long are you going to be like this? Get angry at me, hit me or what can make you not silence me anymore. I'm sorry, honey. Please, I'm sorry. I should how?" said Arka while peeping the back of Nira's hand many times. Because he had been there for a long time, Arka then came out of the room.

After Arka's death, Nira opens her eyes. "Who is angry? I'm not angry at all. I accept you for who you are with all your past." he said. "But I just don't know about me right now. Why do I want to be angry every time I see you. I think I really hate. But, I can't be far from you either." he muttered, Nira herself also doesn't know what she's feeling right now. An ever-changing feeling. Kangen when there is no Arka, hate to see it.

"I couldn't if I had to lose Geo. What if Brother Mira demands child custody? If Geo is taken,,," Nira shakes her head. "No! I'm not gonna let that happen!" nira's gaze looked forward, with both hands clenched tightly. He will not let Geo go from his side, no one will be able to separate him from his son. A child whom he considered to be his own. In fact, Geo is his nephew.

He'll put up a body if Mira wants to take Geo. Indeed, Mira is a real mother and Nira must have lost a lot. But his affection exceeds that of Mira.

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"Why?" ask mama Sovi.

"Until when will it be like this, Ma?" Arka asked her mother. He could not stand it anymore if he had to separate the room from Nira. There was no warmth every night. He went through three cold nights alone without his wife's caress. Every second feels very long. Plus his eyes that do not want to be closed.

"Patience." said mama Sovi who can only encourage her son with the word 'patience'.

"Is there nothing but patience, Ma?" seloroh Archa's.

"You are!" exclaim mama Sovi. "Here," Sovi's mother thrust out a tray containing lunch for Nira. "You bring it upstairs. Try persuading Nira to eat!" mama Sovi's orders.

"If rejected again, how about Ma?" ask Arka.

"Try it." said Mama Sovi.

Arka took over the tray from her mother's hand. With hesitant steps in walking back to his room.