Not my Son's Dad

Not my Son's Dad
Chapter.112(Excuse Dara)


"You or him who doesn't know the Self?"


Blue sharpens her gaze, a little annoyed at Alex who continues to show her dislike for Dara and her domestic relationship.


"Once again you speak that indistinct, I'll send you very far!"


"Hey ...!" alex's voice boomed, making all the praying guests look at him behind. Alex looks gnashed his eyes and felt embarrassed.


Until the ceremony is over. And people are seen going one by one leaving the seizing place. The only ones who continue to be there are family and relatives.


Blue keeps seeing Dara being sad from a distance, but she has to keep her distance so as not to make their relationship worse. Blue also gives Dara some time of her own and appreciates her wishes.


Zian held her back, while his wife was still here Dara.


"Bi ...!" Zian brushed his shoulders, giving his father positive energy and strength to his son who must be strong and have a mentality of steel. The nature of both is exactly the same when dealing with love and women. More than a fool who is blind and deaf let alone love who speaks.


"Bara looks so sad... What am I supposed to do? I'd love to be with her but she doesn't want me to be with her!"


"What can Daddy do to you? Daddy wishes you were smarter than Daddy when you were younger. But Daddy can't force you and Daddy can only regret his attitude!" sahut Zian's.


Blue nodded in understanding, anyone could not control his mind and heart, including the choices he had currently chosen. And Blue chose to stay away for a while so that Dara was better.


Dara looked at his back that was drifting away, and was getting further away from her sight.


I missed her support and presence, but maybe she didn't want to approach me after my previous attitude. I'm sorry Bi ... I know I've done too much wrong to you and I've done nothing but be a burden to you. Inner Dara.


Blue turned her head, looking at Dara sadly, but she did not move closer to him nor did what she had wanted to do since then. Hugged him and said everything would be fine.


Dara glazed over to see him, for a moment they stared at each other.


"Become ... Want Mami to call Blue?"


"I feel so caught up in confusion. Is he still angry with me? Doesn't she want to cheer me up again, Mommy?"


Agnia approached Dara. "Why are you talking like that?"


Dara holds the hand of her mother-in-law who looks more understanding than her own mother. "I'm sorry Mommy. I make Blue sad because I don't want to involve Blue anymore as much as my problem. But seeing her today why does my heart hurt so much?"


"You need time, baby. Mami's sure of Blue. He will still care about you, son!"


"Maybe he let you determine what you need now, Dara. Maybe he understands that you need to face this moment alone."


Dara nodded again, with a soft voice clenching her hand on the hand of a mother who understood her current heartbreak. "Maybe it's true, Mommy . I need to go through this process myself, even though I miss Blue's support and I'm sorry that it's not fair for Blue to be there for me all along. I'm sorry Mommy!"


Agnia leaned her body towards him. "Become ... Believe this. Blue will always be here for you, Dara, though maybe not directly at the moment. Feel free to approach her if you feel ready to talk or need her support. Hm?"


Dara hugged Agnia, not only understanding her situation, but sincere and very wise words. There is not a word that can corner him or blame him.


"It's lucky that I have a mother-in-law as good as Mami. Thanks Mami!"


"Same same darling ... Mom and Daddy will always help, baby. We will continue to support whatever is best for you. So don't worry!"


In a situation like this. Dara is conscious by herself. He kept seeing that Blue was also saddened by it. The man had obviously restrained himself since from the hospital. He did not even intend to approach her to provide any consolation. And that's what makes Dara feel confused and yearned for Blue's presence and support, but she also realizes that maybe Blue let her determine what she needs right now.


Agnia manages to calm Dara down and reminds her of her clumsy and soothing words that Blue will always be there for her, even if not directly as she is today. Dara felt she needed to go through this process on her own.


After the departure of the Maheswara family, Dara was silent for a long time even though the nurse had reminded her to return to the hospital immediately. But Dara asked for time for herself by staring at the photo of the father on the red soil that is still wet.


"Mr ... Sorry Dara, Dara can not be a child who makes Papa proud. Dara can only love Papa problem by problem and make Papa mind until finally Papa ninggalin Dara. Forgive Dara Papa." she cried again.


"Become ... Le's go! You can't linger here for long because your body hasn't recovered properly!" Sophia. She was really ashamed of Zian and Agnia who were still very kind to her daughter after her bad treatment of Blue.


"Mommy ... I'll try to fix my relationship with Blue after this."


Sophia gasped in shock, obviously it was a good thing for Dara and also Blue who had been so sincere


"That's a good move, Dara. Blue cares about you and wants to give you the support you need. Believe that he is here for you. Don't ever waste Dara. You see for yourself. Not only did Blue accept you sincerely, his parents treated you well. Even at the end of your father's life to this burial ground, they are most there for us."


Dara took the moment as an awareness of the importance of appreciating and thanking Blue for her help and support. Zian's sharp remarks made him realize how his previous cold demeanor could affect their relationship. With Agnia's support, Dara is determined to mend her relationship with Blue and express her gratitude after the funeral is over.


And Dara just wanted to leave the final resting place of her papa after she returned to calm and thought about many things.


While Blue and Alex who first left and handed everything to the Doctor and nurse are now driving the car at high speed.


"Are we going to go back to the hospital and see your silliness again?" alex asked with his hand on the steering wheel.


"No ... Let's go somewhere else Alex!"