Oath of Ex-Lover
chapter 12

(at my house)

"want to stop by first?." I asked Azzam while getting off the bike.

"that afternoon, this afternoon." Azzam chimed in on my invitation.

"emm yaudah be careful to go home" I said as I took off the helmet on my head.

"yes, my dear, I go home" said Azzam, stroking my chubby cheeks.

"dada.." I waved my hand at Azzam who had walked home with a flat expression.

I walked into the house.at night I remembered a question that Azzam had not answered. I tried to contact him via WhatsApp message.

"where else?." I asked Azzam.

"i'm lying down. What's wrong?." Azzam asked me questions.

"hmm earlier you haven't answered my question." I replied to her question.

"questions? which question?." Azzam seemed to not remember my question this afternoon.

"hmmm that's about the kiss." I tried to make him remember.

"where is my dear? did I not enjoy my kiss earlier? hehe." Azzam was joking.

"it's not that, it's you've had a kiss before I mean before kissing me." I tried to explain in my own language.

time shows at 21:30 Azzam never returned my message. "hmm not in bales-bales. has Azzam already gone touring huh?. if it is true, how desperate the azzam." I muttered to myself as I pulled my blanket and prepared to go to sleep.

"tuittuitttuittt" my alarm sounds at 05:00

"ah it's morning.where is the ceremony today. huff is so lazy I feel." while turning off the alarm I was babbling myself in this morning.

I saw a WhatsApp chat message from Azzam. "honey, I'm not going on tour, I'll pick you up. We go to school together." Azzam wrote.

I took a shower, had breakfast, and as usual I waited for Azzam to pick me up at the gazebo in front of the house.

"bremm" Azzam's motorbike's voice was heard.

(Azzam and his bike stopped right in front of me)

"morning baby!." Azzam greeted me, then put on my helmet.

"your eyes are so red. Why do you love?." I looked at his eyes that looked red. Looks like a person who did not sleep all night. "but where could Azzam not sleep last night? Azzam last night had not replied to my message since 20:00 if not sleeping, then also did not tour with his motorcycle club friends.then where Azzam?." I wonder in my heart.

"what dear was dust in the street maybe." Azzam broke my daydream.

"oh yaudah." I answered Azzam.

I immediately got on the bike. "breeemmm" Azzam motor sounds a little loud.

on the way, several times Azzam's phone rang.

"handphon met the sound of the continuous sound, not raised first." I tried to remind Azzam.

"no, baby gapapa." Azzam ignored his phone that from earlier sounded.

"it's important to be afraid, try to pick up first." I tried to persuade Azzam to pick up his phone call.

"ah gausah who, later we can be late. anyways this Monday. later we even get punished if late." Azzam was still ignoring his phone call.

"have you" I said resignedly.

(at school)

"i went to class first ya yang." I said goodbye in front of the school gate. while Azzam prepared to lead his motorbike to the parking lot in the back. still heard a phone call from Azzam's mobile phone.

"yes dear. hoaaahhh, yaudah I picked up a bentar phone" Azzam replied in a lethargic tone and occasionally he yawned.

while I left it and walked into the loby.

"azzam looks very sleepy. This is the fix he stayed up late not sleeping semalem.but why is he? not bales chatku too. hmm beware if he is strange." I said softly while walking to my class.

I went to class with a flat face. In the loby I passed Nisa and Anggie, it looks like they are from the park. "morning gini already dating in the park." I chirped in my heart.

it seems that my love for Anggie has worn off. When I passed by I no longer feel claustrophobic and jealous with Nisa. I have begun to accept Azzam as my lover and began to love him with all my heart.

"kriyingg" the ceremonial sign is about to begin.

I rushed towards the field.fia also walked behind me. Fia did not seem to hate me. only, we were not as close as before.

"Mel wait for me." Fia's voice rang out from behind me."

I heard a voice, yes, it was none other than a voice.

"iya fi." I stopped walking.waiting for Fia who was a little far behind me.

(suddenly fia took my hand)

I was surprised, my eyes wide open looking at Fia.

"yok!." Fia asked me to walk.

"yeah yeah." I'm still surprised.

"tumben fia took me and greeted me first. Maybe he was sincere if Azzam really made a fool of me? or actually he had forgotten Azzam and already had a new one. ah I don't know my relationship and Azzam also has been 8 months running maybe he has let go." I wonder in the heart.

me and Fia line side by side, fia is on my right. We joke while waiting for the ceremony to really start.

(the ceremony is ongoing)

my view was focused on the Azzam class. The class line was clearly visible from my line because the ceremony in the field formed the letter L.

"Azzam why not be seen in the ceremony line?? hmm where this child.I should look for this." I asked in my heart.

"i'm back behind ya fi." I say goodbye back to fia who lines beside me.

"want what Mel?." fia asked me.

"to the restroom!." I answered Fia's question.

I went out of the ceremonial row, walking towards the male students' bathroom. "there can be no students in the toilet during the ceremony unless there is an urgent need to urinate." I said softly. while I looked around the road to the bathroom that looked lonely, because all the students were attending the ceremony.

I walked into the boys' bathroom. I didn't see anyone. The bathroom wasn't locked either. "empty. Where is Azzam? maybe in class. I'll catch up with him." I muttered inwardly as I walked towards the automotive class. I walked through the hallway behind the classroom because I was afraid that a teacher would see me walking around and not attending the ceremony.

(already in front of the Azzam class)

"empty?. Then where is Azzam? was he ditching again. was right not to join the touring was malem, uh now even skipped not to participate in the ceremony. hadeh. hadhah I returned to the field aja, aja, if found out I'm here even in the thought that no-no later"

I said softly while stroking my chest.

I walked back to the field.

(in the field)

"what are you doing Mel in the toilet for so long?" asked fia astonished.

"eeemm mules earlier fi." I answered fia's question with a small laugh.

we followed the ceremony until it was over.