Oath of Ex-Lover
chapter 20

one afternoon in January 2018.

"Mail..!!" azzam's voice called out to me from behind.

I looked back, I saw Azzam behind me.

"what is it?." I asked with a flat face.

Azzam approached me who was already in front of the parking lot

"are you why Mel?" asked Azzam with a worried look.

"me?, I don't why-why zam." I replied in wonder.

"Mel, you realize that you're not like the Amel I used to know." said Azzam, his hand now holding mine.

"then I'm like what zam is?." I asked with a flat face.

"Mel... Please don't believe me." said Azzam.

"i'm tired of zam, honestly I'm really tired of you. You said in the eleventh grade this will change. But in fact what is zam?, you still like to skip. yes you change, you change, only in the beginning when he went up to the eleventh grade, but now what?.is not that aja zam, I am also tired every time you ditch always I am called Miss Winda. always I'm the one who asked a lot. always I was pressured to make you change. From your parents too, they want you to turn zam. if you are still a gini and later do not go to the twelfth grade, who is disappointed?. Not only your parents, but also me. You do not want your parents to say what time it was?. they will not be our blessing to zam if you are still like gini." I said while removing the hand of Azzam.

on the other hand, Fia was in the student bathroom close to the motor park.fia heard everything that Azzam and I were discussing without my knowledge.

"wow, Amel and Azzam quarreled, will they break up?" said fia lirih in the bathroom.

"sorry Mel, I'm sorry.I promise to change, but this time please don't believe Mel" said Azzam.

"sorry zam, I've been too cape, it looks like our relationship got here" I said as I walked to the parking lot leaving Azzam.

"agggrrtt" cried Azzam as his hand struck the wall.

I ignored him, I continued my way to the parking lot.

in the evening.

"forgive me Azzam, I don't want us to break up. I still love you, but I'm tired, you can't change" I said in my heart, while looking at the photos of the two of us while still dating.

"drtttt.drtt..drttt.." My phone suddenly shook.

"fia, tumbel called malem-malem gini." said I lirih.

"hello fi?." I answered a WhatsApp call from fia.

"hmm, what else is Mel?." asked fia.

"nothing else, what's up?." I asked back.

"Mel earlier I was sorry, actually this afternoon I heard your quarrel (Amel and Azzam).but, I didn't mean to nguping Mel's oath. I accidentally heard it when I was in the bathroom next to the parking lot" Fia told me.

"hmm yes gpp kok fi." I answered briefly.

"you really broke up Mel with Azzam?, wasn't it?. It was just an ordinary fight right Mel?" said fia.

"i really broke up" I said lethargicly.

"Mel.. kok can?. gosh, when you are really suitable. many are jealous of your relationship" said Fia with a surprised tone.

"i'm tired of fi, you know.Every Azzam has problems whether it's his absence or what.for sure I also participate in the call fi. I was pressed to get Azzam changed. I can't fi. besides if Azzam doesn't go up to the twelfth grade, my relationship and Azzam's not at the blessing of his parents." I replied in a limp tone.

"you're patient, Mel" said Fia.

the next day, at school.

"Amel.." Suddenly Miss Winda called me who was sitting in the classroom.

"yes, ma'am." I replied.

"what's the matter." I said softly as I woke up from the bench and walked towards the counseling guidance room.

"excuse me?" I said at the door.

"come in, sit down Mel." said Miss Winda.

I saw a woman with a lungaya, looks familiar face.True, the woman is the mother of azzam.

"azzam's mother said she was in BK's room" I said in my heart.

"Mel, this is Azzam's mother wants to talk to Amel. but Miss Winda this hour is teaching a class that Bu Winda can not leave. So, Amel can talk to her mother Azzam first yes. ma'am Willa will be here again." Miss Winda said to me.

"Mom, this is Amel already not called here. mother can talk first with Amel yes. I stay for a while because there is teaching in class. later I will come here again." said Ms. Winda to her mother Azzam while leaving the room.

"how are you?." I asked Azzam's mother.

"good son, sorry I want to see Amel again" said Azzam's mother, look like a person who feels confused.

"yes ma'am, sorry in advance. Why did you want to meet me?." I asked.

"Azzam broke down the school again son Amel, the mother was worried if Azzam did not go to class later.Even Azzam said he wanted to get out of school.His father had lost his hand because Azzam is very difficult in nasehati. mother had asked him to talk well when his father had left for work.is it true that Amel decided Azzam?." asked Azzam's mother to me.

I was very surprised.how not, I decided Azzam to make Azzam want to change after I left. I guess Azzam will prove that I was wrong to decide it, but instead, on the contrary, I think Azzam will prove that I was wrong, Azzam didn't want to go to school because I decided yesterday.

"sorry Mom, then what should I do?. My intention to decide Azzam is for Azzam to change.so Azzam thinks if he can prove if my decision decided he was wrong.why not even want to go to school." I answered with a flat face.

"mother please son, so that you can talk to Azzam and not decide" said Azzam's mother with a sad face.

"but, ma'am." I stopped.

it was truly heartless to see a mother pleading like this.

"mother asked this one for help, son, for the future of Azzam. Azzam is the only child of the mother son, the mother wants Azzam to get the best education.mother wants Azzam to succeed son." said Azzam's mother.

"well Mom, I'll think about it later" I said.

"mother will always support your relationship, son, I believe son Amel can change Azzam" said Azzam's mother.

now, there was a little smile on her face.

"oh, how complicated is gini. I have to how is this?" I said in my heart.

"excuse me" said Miss Winda who had returned to the counseling room.

Miss Winda sat next to me, turned her head and smiled at me.

"how did Mom?, talk to Amel." asked Miss Winda to Azzam's mother.

"after Ma'am, I say thank you very much for helping me in educating my son, namely Azzam" Azzam's mother said to his wife.

"me and Amel will try Mom, this is the last chance Azzam.if Azzam still likes to truant.by forced the school can not raise Azzam to the next class Ms." said Ms. Winda.

"i feel like I failed to educate Azzam Bu, his father was now out of hand and let all Azzam's attitudes" said Azzam's mother who looked resigned.

"we will try also ma'am, please pray yes" said Miss Winda.

Miss Winda let me go back to class, Miss Winda and Azzam's mother resumed their conversation in the counseling room.

"how is this?, do I have to call Azzam again?" I said as I walked to class.

on the other hand, Anggie saw me who was walking out of the counseling guidance room.

"definitely Amel was called because of Azzam. Kasian Amel, had to bear problems that he did not make." said Anggie in his heart. Actually Anggie also had a taste for Amel. it's just, just that, Anggie is too heavy to leave nisa, a boyfriend she has known since middle school.