
"in pacarin doang not in marriage, pait pait pait" Zura sneered
"I went to the room first mom, dad" said Al arrived, he immediately stood up and walked towards the elevator.
instantly all members of his family stared at Al's departure with a shocked and sad expression.Even Azura who had been chattering immediately closed her mouth tightly.
not without cause they express like that, they know if Al again remembered his past that still resides in his heart, the past that makes him almost desperate.
now Al is sitting in a chair on the balcony of his room, his mind is now looking at the incident a few years ago, he said, at that time he was waiting for the presence of his special woman in a luxury restaurant on the beach, he even rented the place and decorated it as beautiful as possible to welcome the presence of his heart, Luna name.
that night Luna wore a maroon-colored long dress with her curly hair beautifully smoothed out.The smile fluffed after the two faced each other, Al immediately extended his hand towards the lover and led him towards the chair he had provided.
"for you." said Al while giving a sprig of red rice to his lover.
"thank you dearly" said Luna softly kissing the flower.
without waiting long Al immediately proposed to the lover right in their second year, Luna who was proposed by the lover was very happy, too, even he immediately replied that he received a proposal from Al.
a smile expands between the two, even after finishing proposing to the lover by pinning a diamond ring on Luna's ring finger, Al quickly decides to immediately marry Luna.
one week after the romantic proposal that night, Al got word from Luna's stepmother, if Luna had a single accident that resulted in the car that was driven by Luna mired into the ravine and exploded, even Luna was reported dead on the spot.
'aarrgghhh' cried Al when he had returned from his past memories.The pieces of his past seemed to re-congratulate with him who was lonely.
"how can you be reported dead if your body I did not find Luna, I have to how, this chest always hurts when remembering the memories of the two of us, do you calm there dear" guman Al lirih while pressing his chest that feels very painful
a subtle pat on the shoulder made him turn his eyes, it turned out that the mommy was already beside him,
"Al has tried sincerely mom, but why is it so difficult" he replied
"you know, son, the more you drop your heart on a human, the more pain you feel, the more you know, boy, it makes God jealous of you because you are more dependent on man than on Him. istighfar and multiply the prayer, always close yourself to the creator, if your heart is sick again come to Him "said Citra slowly so that the son can digest his words.
"astaghfirulis.... "
"astaghfirulis.... "
now that Al's feelings were much calmer, his heart that was originally throbbing pain slowly healed, Al looked at the mommy who was still faithfully accompanying his silence, fixedly, in grabbing the hand of the mommy then in his kiss repeatedly while apologizing for him.
"forgive Al yes mom... "
"yes dear, stop your sadness, there is us your family who is always beside you. Remember mommy's message, if your heart feels pain again, immediately take ablution and then empty your prayer mat, remember your message, and ask for peace from - Him" Citra's message to the son
"well mom, Al will always remember mommy's message, thank you mom"
as the day went on, the men were busy arranging the grills in the back garden, while the women were in the kitchen preparing the stock of food to be used for the evening. after the incident during the day, there was no more mention of romance, especially marriage because they did not want to incise a wound in Al's heart that had gaping. Al himself has also joined the men in the park, even he can now show his sweet smile again.
*****
In his boarding room, Dinar returned to pursue his cellphone which he had not touched at all because all day he spent sleeping, he looked so cramped after a while the phone in his grasp, unceasingly his thin lips expressed gratitude for the blessing he got.
"alhamdulillah, just in staying asleep there are already buyers again" he murmured softly with sparkling eyes.
in addition to being a factory employee, Dinar also pursue his online sales that he has lived for the past two years, he said, it was in because he wanted to always be able to send his salary to his parents who were in the village and for the money in the tube, because he had the desire to renovate his parents, because he had the desire to renovate his parents, while the money he sells he uses to buy food every day, although not too much but he is very grateful because by selling at least there are additional funds that go into his pocket.