OH MY WIFE
31 DINARS POV

This afternoon mas Al arrived to take me back to the city, but the initial plan we both will return to the city tomorrow because I have applied for leave on Monday. but Mas Al told me that his opa was sick and was currently being treated in the hospital.I could see the look of anxiety from his handsome face. without waiting twice I rushed to tidy up my luggage into the backpack while mas Al asked permission from father and mother.

long story short we arrived in Jakarta at four o'clock in the afternoon. I rushed down from the taxi because it had arrived in front of my boarding house. I guess after I got off, I got off, mas Al will go straight to the hospital, because from then on he seemed very worried.but apparently mas Al asked the taxi driver to wait for him because he came down with me.

he took out his wallet and handed me a few hundred thousand bills, maybe two million and then gave them to me. of course I refused because I felt bad because yesterday he also gave me a dowry of two million.

all I know is that Mas Al works in a tent stall because he is responsible for his actions which at that time accidentally hit the stall and its owner to experience injuries.In addition, said Mas Dani, who was also injured, the son of the owner of the shop, he said if possible mas Al a driver of a rich family because the car in the future by Mas Al is a very luxurious car.

I who did not feel good refused for fear that the money mas Al will not be enough to support him, after all I also work so that it is still able if only sufficient for my needs.

but he forced me to accept it, he grabbed my hand and then put the money in my palm, finally inevitably I received the money he gave me, he said if this was his responsibility, giving a living for the first time for me. Of course I as a woman was very moved to get sweet treatment from her. but I also realized that I could not be too hopeful because between the two of us there was nothing to do but this forced marriage.

after giving me the money, he said to go to the hospital first thing the afternoon.I agreed then let go with an erratic heart.

I walked towards my boarding room, apparently there was Mia who was sitting in the front seat of her boarding room while playing her phone.

"so seriously Mi" I said to Mia who was focusing on her phone.

"loh, uh. how come back, he said on Monday leave, why have you come back today? " ask Mia

"yes, there's a little need for a quick return" I replied without telling her the problem. I'm sure if Mia doesn't see me coming in between by Al because the first question posed by Mia was just a shock because I came back early.

"oh so, yes you have entered the room gih, must be tired"

"okay, I went into the room first yes "I went into the room immediately then put my buh in the bed. it feels comfortable after a few hours of sitting on the bus then can mere even themselves on the mattress.

after half an hour I lay down, then I took my phone which I had placed next to me, then tried to send a message to Mas Al.

[how is your opa now? ] I sent a message to Mas Al to ask him about the state of his opa.

a minute and two I waited for a reply from him, but never reply.maybe he was still talking to his family. I decided to take a shower and then eat because it was very late in the afternoon and my stomach was hungry.

after finishing the bath and changing clothes, I rushed out to look for dinner.My main goal is the tent shop Dani mas, I step my feet out of the boarding area towards the tent stall.

trings

[sorry to reply. thank God the opa state has improved, it turns out he was just exhausted and now opa is resting]

[thank God if it improves, hopefully opa mas Al will recover soon and be allowed to go home, aamiin]

[aamiin, thanks Din]

after that, I did not reply to Al again because I was confused about sending a message, especially because I felt strange if I had to send a stale message to Al.

"huuff... "

"it's only been a day but my heart and mind have been erratic like this, can I survive in this confusing relationship? "

mas Dani came back to me, it turned out my order was ready. "this has been so, as usual twenty thousand only" said mas Dani when handing over my order

"this, thank you, Dan" then I immediately paid for my order.

"i've been back Din, he said until Monday at home, this Sunday has been back aja. or not so go home his village? "

"yes, there was something urgent so rush back here"

"where did you not come here? "

"mas Al went straight home mas, it was already from four o'clock we arrived in Jakarta. yes I have returned first mas, already this laper" I immediately said goodbye to Dani before he asked again.

I rushed home to the boarding house because it was getting dark, it seemed like it was going to rain later that night. Looking at the sky that looked cloudy, I became reminded of yesterday's tragedy until it felt like I hated the rain so much.

arriving at the boarding house I immediately washed my hands and then ate the food I had bought. After finishing eating I immediately performed the Maghrib prayer service.

I raised my hand to ask God to help me solve the complex problems that have befallen me.

'O Allah, if indeed you send me a mas Al, to be a priest and a complement to my life, then make it easy for us to unite in perfecting our marriage. But if we cannot be together, then I beg you not to open the door of the heart for him, I do not want to be disappointed, O Allah"

I spilled everything on my prayer mats.I gathered and pleaded for my marriage to my Lord to be given the ease and the way to live it.