OLEANDER'S OBSESSION
I'll Always Find You

..."Go, as far as anything. Because I'll always find you wherever you are." - Rain...

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The next morning, the rain was so heavy accompanied by thunderbolts that were interconnected. The clouds were so cloudy and the weather was so cold, that Joey's frail body shivered.

The girl pulled her blanket and tried to turn her body to the left, but it was difficult because of the close embrace of two burly hands belonging to someone who smelled familiar to Joey's sense of smell.

The pillow that Joey used this morning, it looks like the man's burly arm, as well as the warm blanket. It seemed not to be a thick blanket that warmed his body, but rather a close embrace of Rain's burly body, the lamp of his life.

Joey opened his eyes slowly. He felt pain in the head with vision that was still twitching and unclear. He also tried to move his hands and feet, aching and sore. What's the matter? Can't be because of the early effects of pregnancy?

"Ugh..." Joey grimaced while holding his aching head. He blinked and rubbed his eyes. It was faintly visible in his eyes the face of someone he missed.

Joey squinted his eyes in order to clearly see the face of the man who was hugging him tightly at this moment. A tired body and still clad in office clothes.

"He took care of me all night?" joey murmured in his heart.

Warm. It was so warm to imagine that the man took care of her last night. The longing that rippled in the chest grew increasingly unbearable and instantly wanted to explode. He was eager to hug the man in front of him at this time, expressing his longing and saying that he could not afford to lose the man.

"Om, if I were to be reborn into the world, I would rather not know you at all" Joey said.

He stared at the handsome man who was sleeping. Handsome, very handsome. Even before he had never seen another handsome man as handsome as himself.

"Ck! Maybe because of love, that's why he's the most handsome in my eyes" Joey thought. For some reason, he could not bear to smile, even though his head was throbbing pain as he smiled.

"Mh..." Rain came out of his sleep.

The man hugged his Oleander body tighter and tighter. Joey was made claustrophobic by his embrace. Although his eyes were still closed, the right hand supporting Joey's head, he stuck it to the girl's forehead. Hot, the body is still hot, he thought. The fever has not subsided. Rain opened his eyes in worry.

Rain and Joey's eyes looked at each other now. Joey looked at Rain with faint and weak eyes, while Rain looked at Joey with anxious and worried eyes.

"Would you wake up since?" ask Rain gently.

Joey just nodded slowly.

"Why not wake me up?" ask Rain again. He gently kissed Joey's forehead while gently rubbing the pale chubby cheeks.

Joey was silent. He did not answer Rain's question. His weak gaze was only focused on the face of the man in front of him. Deep and meaningful look. He tried to memorize every indentation that was perfectly engraved on the man's face, so that later when they separated again, just by imagining the man alone, his longing could be cured.

"Haaa..why am I gini-plan anyway," Joey lamented inwardly. Why is it that every time he wants to go let go of that guy, it's always hard. Is it because for these fourteen years he's been following all the updates about the man? It can't be, can it?

"Morning is daydreaming," led Rain as she pinched Joey's gnarled cheek.

Joey just grimaced silently.

"Om.." call Joey in his hoarse voice.

"Hm." Rain looked at the girl.

"Why is Om as good as me?"

Rain sighed slowly. He's holding Joey's pointy chin.

"Color I love you" replied Rain briefly.

"Why should I? Are there a lot of people out there chasing Om? In fact, Anya jug-"

"Sttitle..." Rain put his index finger to the girl's dry lips. "Don't name the destroyer."

"I love you, because you're the one" Rain said.

"Ck! Om's words made it harder for me to leave, "Joey clucked his throat and threw away his gaze. He did not want to look into those loving eyes. The more he looked into those eyes, the more difficult it was to be free of that man.

"Go, to any extent. Because I'll always find you wherever you are" Rain said.

They were silent for quite a while, drifting into each other's thoughts and feelings. Rain is growing in love with the girl and Joey is getting harder and harder to get away from the man.

There were faintly heard cries from the girl who was being hugged by Rain. For some reason, the girl cried so bitterly. Rain suddenly panickedly looked towards his girl.

"Om.. hiks... hiks.. I'm not strong if gini continues," Joey lamented. "It's too painful for me. Hicks..."

"Om know, every time I saw Om, the feeling got stronger and I couldn't control. The desire to monopolize Om is getting bigger, I am not even willing to see Om juxtaposed with other women. Even ... I can't even bear to squirm Om close to other women," continued Joey pilu. His chest up and down held back the feeling that was stirring right then and there.

"No communication with Om for a few days, it's really tormenting me. Especially when seeing Om into the room and make love to de-"

"I didn't fuck that woman" Rain cut. "I'm just paying him to play a show and want to make you realize you can't live without me."

Joey was silent, he looked into the eyes of the man who had just explained the incident that had made him think and not calm.

"I can't make love to anyone other than you. Somehow, my stern can't wake up k-"

"Om.." cut Joey with a flushed face. Slowly the water started to stop. "Don't be so vulgar. I'm ashamed to hear it."

Rain chuckled at the embarrassed girl listening to her words.

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SERIATE...