
"Are you in trouble?" the doctor's question made Zio aware and immediately wiped his tears.
"One more time, thank you doctor, I'm sorry!" instead of answering, Zio chose to pay his respects to the domter.
"Where is your real purpose?" ask the doctor.
"Come on, I'm also confused" Zio said as he walked away.
Zio went straight to his bike which fortunately was not badly damaged and can still be driven. Now, maybe he's really too late. Perhaps he would never be able to see his child born into this world. She didn't expect Zea to actually do it.
When he was about to turn the motor, Zio saw the plaque of the puskesmas. Then he saw his phone. Without a second thought, he immediately gasped. No matter how small the opportunity, he will still try to reach the lowest point.
.....
Miranda was really anxious. After trying hard to remember Zio's mobile number when the man called earlier, he was finally able to contact Zio. But, it was not lifted because the man was unconscious elsewhere.
Until Zea's turn came in. Miranda panicked even more, she sent a message to Zio, hoping that the man would read it soon. And right, just entered the message directly read by Zio. But not in reply.
Miranda just sent them the address they are now, because so confused he forgot to tell where he is now. Maybe Zio was confused looking.
While Zea hesitantly did as she was told. He lay on a small bed while waiting for officers to prepare tools.
Previously checked first to make sure if she was really pregnant because Zea himself said he had not checked with a doctor and only through a tespeck that could have been an error in the results.
Zea clutched tightly on the edge of her bed as she looked at the monitor screen, which showed a fetus in her womb. There was a sense of haru when he saw it. Her tears came back.
There was doubt in Zea's mind after clearly seeing the innocent fetus. Yeah, that fetus is completely innocent. He's innocent, and what's wrong is him and Zio. Their wrong actions.
Zea involuntarily touched her stomach, "He's not wrong, Ze. You want to kill him?What's her fault? That's how you are, ze. Until your conscience goes numb? The fetus is innocent, why would you lose his chance to see this world? You are not a person without a heart. Nyakitin a minute you don't have the heart, Ze. This is your son's life, your own flesh and blood. You want to be the murderer of your same innocent child?" one side of his heart said so.
His head shook strongly, dismissing the fear and guilt within him.
" Will you kill my son? Want to add to my list of sins? I have many sins, don't add them!" Zea recalled Zio's words.
"Wickedly a tiger, he would never have killed his own son. And you're human, Ze. God created it with compassion and conscience. You really want to drop it?" this time it was advice from Miranda that crossed her head.
Ignoring those who were still preparing, Zea continued to be dropped in the lema. There was fear also seething within him remembering the incident before his eyes earlier.
But, on the other hand, there is a strong urge to keep at it. Zea really doesn't know what to do now. He felt desperate. He was in that damned place. Just one more step, the problem will be solved, he thought.
......
Zio's not thinking about anything right now. The most important thing for him was to quickly get to where Zea was now. Although he also desperately tried to accept all the possibilities that occurred. If it's too late, Zio doesn't know if he can forgive Zea or not.
After going through a long and twisting journey, Zio managed to enter the courtyard of what is now the place he hates the most.
As soon as he set foot on the ground, his chest immediately rumbled violently. There was fear, worry, sadness and also anger mixed into one. Just his one wish at the moment, hopefully he is not too late even if that is a small possibility.
Miranda who saw Zio immediately ran towards the man.
"Where's Zea?" ask Zio without saying anything. His eyes were already red withstanding anger.
With tears in her eyes, Miranda replied, "He came in a while ago. I dare not go inside. L'm... I don't have the heart," he said.
Zio closed his eyes for a moment to slightly relieve the tightness in his chest. As far as she was concerned, Zea was a sweet girl who was very tender in heart. Even with Miranda, the girl was much more tender and loving. If miranda alone could be this sad, would Zea really have the heart to do it. Did that girl lose her tenderness and empathy because of her hatred towards Zio. Whether the pain and disappointment that Zea felt made her numb.
"But why is Zio's silence?" miranda asked as she watched Zio take off her helmet.
Zio did not respond to Miranda's question. He immediately stepped with an erratic feeling towards the room at the intent with quick steps and full of anger.
When he arrived at the room, Zio saw the Sea coming out. The two stayed in each other's temoat for a while.
Zea looked at Zio hatefully, while Zio looked at Zea full of anger. His hands clenched tightly.
"Follow me!" sentak Zio's. He forced Zea's hand. The girl still broke into tears, staggering in Zio's footsteps without a word. Zio did not care if the girl was in pain that might be caused by the abortion she had just done.
"Lo car keys!"
Give me the car keys. Zio violently opened the car door, "Get in!" he said there was Zea.
Zea who felt limp and trembled all over her body just complied. He is not energetic now to fight with Zio.
Miranda got into the back seat without being asked by anyone. He knows himself well enough with the situation and conditions.
Zio drove Zea's car out of the yard. Some time the atmosphere in the car feels gripping.
Zio was still silent without saying a word even though they had been almost half an hour in the car that was traveling at a high enough speed.
Zio was just trying to temper his emotions. To ask how Zea was doing now he couldn't. I don't know, he really felt angry, but couldn't vent it. Although he was actually very curious, whether the fetus was really no longer in Zea's stomach.
Then, where is the fetus now? Why didn't Zea bring her along, as hateful as the girl to be untouched at all to take the innocent fetus with her and leave it alone. Or because the new form is a blood clot and has no shape due to sharp objects that tear it so no need to bring it home to bury?
Hah imagines if the sharp object rips through the innocent fetus so that it is destroyed and unflappable makes Zio ride black. He gripped the car stor.
No, he can't just keep speculating. He had to ask Zea where their fetuses were now. At least he could take it and take it before he left the city.
However, before Zio asked, Zea had already opened her voice after she managed to calm down, "She is still there. I didn't abort it" he said softly.
The two sentences were at least able to make Zio breathe a sigh of relief. So panicked, afraid, sad, disappointed and angry he did not pay attention to the condition of Zea's road that did not show like people had finished abortion.
Zea was weak and trembling, but it was because of her fear and guilt. She is not a woman without a heart. Only circumstances put pressure on him and made him lose his mind. But, just as he was about to start the abortion process earlier, he regained his senses and unloaded it.
Zio remained silent.
"But that doesn't mean I want to marry you,"
Again, Zio was silent and did not respond to Zea's words. He focused on the road ahead of him.
"Did you hear me, yo?" Zea was upset because zio was indifferent. Isn't this the man's intention not to abort his birth.
Zio turned his head, "Come now!" he said then refocused forward.
Zea snorted," I've thought about it. You don't have to do anything, let me talk to my parents. Taoi I need time. I wouldn't say it if you were his father. Just take it, I'm not gonna sue you,"
"Hem," said Zio briefly.
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