
Zio followed Zea's steps stopping at the back garden of the house. Zea just stood up, staring straight ahead as she hugged her own cold body from the gust of the night wind.
Zio placed Zea's dinner at the table in the garden before he approached Zea.
Zio stood beside Zea without speaking for a while.
"What did you say? Just want to be?" ask Zea at the end.
The man who was now putting both his hands in his pants pocket turned his head and smiled.
Zio took off the jacket he was wearing and he put on Zea. The girl refused but Zio forced her, "It's cold here" Zio said, and Zea did not say.
Suddenly, Zio slid down on the green grass with one hand on his back. Zea just glanced at him.
"here! If you look at it while lying down the sky is good," said Zio.
Zea shook her head.
Zio got up and sat down, his hand pulling down Zea's hand slowly, "Here, it's safe. Not dirty!" said Zio.
Not having time to protest, Zea finally joined in laying down beside Zio, "Is that really my word?" ask Zio.
Zea was silent, not saying. But, he admitted that it is very fun to sleep on the grass while looking at the clear sky with stars.
Zio tidied up his jacket which was now used to cover Zea's upper body.
" Why are you doing this?" it wasn't Zio who started asking questions, it was Zea.
Zio turned his head to the side, looking at the girl who was looking straight at the sky.
"Don't I tell you. You don't have to do all this. Now look, you're hurt like this" Zea continued before Zio opened his voice.
Zio turned his head back and smiled, "Thank you for caring, but it's not just about these minor injuries, Ze. It's about him, our son," Zio said.
Zea subconsciously held her breath as Zio said 'this is about her, our child'.
Throw down Zea's defenses, her tears coming back. At least he feels guilty with the fetus in his stomach. But they also cannot fully accept it.
"Why the hell should this happen to me," said Zea Lirih.
Zio snorted softly, he hated seeing Zea cry like this the most. What after that assures, the sufferer receives his good intention to be responsible.
"gue will be responsible, you do not need to cry anymore" said Zio.
"I don't need your responsibility, go!" expel Zea.
Zio clucked," continue, you want my brother in charge? That's my seed! I'll take responsibility! Ngeyel was told!" said it.
Zea's crying is breaking, "all because of you, I hate you Zio!"
"Don't you hate me?" zio said without any burden as usual.
"I hate you more!" zea shouted as a vent of his anger.
"Then let's get married!" said Zio lightly.
Silence, only leave the sobs of Zea audible. All Zio could do was let it stop on its own. Want to offer a hug, must be rejected as well. After Zea's cries gradually subsided, the girl was already feeling calm again.
"I just don't want to make your family messy," said Zea Lirih later.
Zio sat down, "You're too worried about both of us, Ze. I know that. But it's actually okay, isn't it? Stop looking for excuses to avoid my responsibilities. Now it's time you think of him, our future son. If you had previously rejected him for all of us, now is the time for you to accept him. He needs me, Ze. Don't make the innocent bear what I've done to Elo. If you hate it the same as me, the same lanterns as me, not my son,"
"When?" one question from Zea g makes Zio gawk.
"What?" ask Zio.
"Married," Zea said briefly and indistinctly according to Zio.
"Who's married?" ask Zio who even diggedblank.
Zea glanced cynically, I swear by the chest she wanted to feel like she kicked this man next to her to pluto there.
"Gue is the same? We mean?" ask Zio to make sure. Until a few minutes ago, the girl still refused. So, Zio did not want kegeeran first.
There was no answer from Zea, just a snort she gave. And Zio drew his own conclusion this time.
"Okay, I'll take my old man to your parents soon. Tomorrow!" said Zio steady.
"So fast?" ask Zea.
"More cept better. I don't want you to change your mind as soon as you make a decision tonight" Zio said.
"I also think about it carefully, not spontaneously make a decision," said Zea did not accept. Because it was true that he had been locked up all day in his room, he kept thinking about things.
"There are also fortunately you bgurung yourself in the room all day," said Zio nyengir.
Zea just grunted. The atmosphere was silent again, they looked at the sky.
"But I don't want our marriage to be known by many people. Enough family," said Zea suddenly.
Zio who had fallen asleep on the grass again and was enjoying the gust of wind that reconciled his soul tonight after Zea was willing to marry him immediately opened his eyes. Staring at the back of the woman who was now sitting next to him while looking up at the sky.
"If you don't want to keep it a secret, I don't want to marry you" because there's no reason, Zea spoke again.
"Okay, whatever he wants. I follow!" sahut Zio later. She married him until he had to be hidden. But, it's not what's important marriage first he thought.
Zea did not know if the decision she made was the best for her. He will marry the man he hated. I don't know what their life will be like after marriage because it will definitely not be easy.
And in the end, his destiny is not Nathan, the man he has been fighting as a future husband. Precisely fate led her to her own sister-in-law, Zea smiled bitterly imagining she would be paired with calona in her own sister-in-law.
Is this God's way of awakening him from the one-sided love he has always felt but always covered up? I don't know, Sometimes it's this funny fate, isn't it.
"It turns out that falling in love alone hurts, huh?" muttered Zea unconsciously.
Zio was stunned to hear it, he tatted Zea's back fixedly, "Yes, loving yourself is indeed sick," he murmured bitterly.
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