
"What's the matter An?" asked Amanda, the middle-aged woman picked up the magazine that had fallen on the floor.
Kana sighed, as much as possible you should behave normally, she did not want her parents to be suspicious. "Where not Papa Mah" elak Kana.
Kana's heart raced twice as fast as usual. For four years Kana tried to forget the shadow of the face of the man who had taken his future, but nil, the shadow of a man sleeping soundly on his side was still clearly drawn. And now Cana must be reminded of that bitter memory.
"Well, what is the man in the magazine who beat our company?" ask Kana nervously.
Wijaya nodded. "Yes, therefore, Papa hopes that you will help Papa in the company. Papa is sure if you are able to compete with Revan, you are still both young, maybe the thoughts of young people like you who are preferred in modern times as they are today," he explained.
Suddenly sweat soaked Kana's forehead, was it possible that she could meet the man. Just remembering it made Kana melt.
"Papa heard he is still single An," said Wijaya again.
Kana looked up at Wijaya, she could not comment yet. It still does not believe that fate must bring him to meet Arfa's biological father. Kana always hoped that she would never see him again.
"Try you think An, when about you are ready to jump into running the Company, Papa hopes soon," urged Wijaya.
"Father! please do not force Kana too much, however Kana still has a lot to learn," said Amanda disagreed.
"When our daughter is smart, she will not take long to learn business, if there is another Anton who will accompany her," said Wijaya yakain.
"May Kana ask for time to take care of Pah first," he said.
Wijaya nodded. "Sure, Papa gave you time" he said.
Yesterday Kana had accompanied her Papa overnight in the hospital, and tonight came Amanda's turn to take turns accompanying Wijaya. Kana stared at every building she passed, her mind was wandering, thinking about what would happen if she met the man.
"Sounds you're nervous Miss?" ask Anton.
Kana stared ahead, where Anton was sitting in the steering wheel. The man glanced at Kana from the rear-vision mirror glass, and from then on his master's son looked anxious thinking about something. Anton asked himself.
"No sir, I'm just tired" Kana replied evasively.
"If there's anything you want to ask, you can ask me" the 46-year-old said.
Kana smiling. "Well, I'll ask if there's anything I want to know" Kana said.
Kana lay on her bed. Although already in Jakarta for three days, but only today he returned to sleep in his bed. All the memories of the past suddenly came back to him. Missing, Kana really misses the past. Missing her friends, age 26, maybe Kana's friends are married, she even accidentally cut off communication with all her friends. Just because no one wants to know about Kana's life in New York.
Kana snatched the phone lying on the nightstand. The woman contacted Yasmin, she had missed her son so much, it felt like Kana was eager to bring Arfa to Jakarta, but all was impossible for her to do in the near future. What else is the condition of the Papa is not as stable. As smart as Kana keeps the carcass, it will certainly smell as well, and Kana is not ready if Mama and Papa know what Kana has been hiding. What else Kana has just got is a very surprising reality, where the real father of Arfa, the man who has destroyed his life, the man is also the enemy of the Dhanijaya business.
"Hallo Mami" said a small voice from a phone call.
"Hallo Boy, What are you doing?" ask Kana.
"I'm coloring Mami," said Arfa enthusiastically while showing the results of his warning.
"Good job Boy" Kana said.
Kana talked for a long time, asking about the condition of Yasmin, Arfa and Mrs. Lena's. The woman stopped her phone call, because it was getting late. Kana rushes to clean up before eating her dinner.
Kana put her legs down, despite not having an appetite for food, Kana had to keep herself in order to keep her body fine.
"Non Kana wants dinner?" ask Minah.
Kana nodded, the atmosphere of the house was already very quiet, only Minah stayed there, the middle-aged woman seemed to be making instant noodles. "Non Kana wants to eat what?" ask Minah.
"Just like a kayak, just make it" said Kana.
"Non Kana sure you want to eat instant noodles?" ask MInah did not believe, what else was Kana always forbidden by her mother if she wanted to eat instant noodles.
Kana nodded back. "Kana sure, it's been a long time Kana did not eat instant noodles mbok," he explained.
Minah nodded, the middle-aged woman obeyed what Kana wanted. They eat together, Minah tells a lot about the condition of the house when there is no Cana there, again the words of Mannah make Cana sad. What else when Minah said her mother often daydream alone, and sometimes often sleep in the room Kana Sat Papanya service outside the country and outside the city.
Kana ate the instant noodles with tears, she could not imagine what the atmosphere of a house this big if her mother was alone. Although there are many ART here, but still if the night they will rest in their respective places.
Kana's hatred for Revan is growing, if not for Revan, it is impossible for Kana to do this to Papa and Mama. Kana's determined, she's convinced that she'll help her Papa lead the company. Kana will avenge all the pain that her family has felt so far. Kana wants to behave Masa bodo, even though the man is Arfa's real father, but Kana is sure to do all this.
Kana wants to get up, Kana wants to repay everything, she is sure if by doing this can slightly reduce the tightness in her heart. He no longer wanted to hide and run away from all this suffering. This time Revan regretted his actions to Kana, for having made Kana's life miserable for these four years.
"Revan Mahardika, you will feel the pain that I have felt all this time" Kana muttered in her heart.