
"Ana, aunt went to work first yes," said Yasim. "Oh yes An, don't forget to eat breakfast," continued Yasmin again.
"Yes tan," said Kana, has been almost a week the girl did not also go to college, for some reason lately Kana felt uncomfortable in her body.
New York that morning had a temperature -30°C. The temperature is very cold for Kana who used to live in tropical climates. Two months already the girl lives in America, even Kana has started her college.But lately she has taken more time off.
Kana leaned her body on the dashboard of the bed, almost every morning she felt nauseous and weak, making her activities disturbed. The girl opened her phone, she just remembered, if for almost two months she had not received monthly guests. As Kana squeezes in, the dark night comes back to haunt Kana, the girl hoping that what she has in mind is wrong. Kana hopes the nausea and vomiting she experiences just because she adjusts the temperature.
The girl tries to figure out what the signs of pregnancy are, and everything Kana is currently worried about is at the beginning of the signs if a woman is two. Kana shook her head.The girl still did not believe what she had just read.
Cana got up from the bed, took a coat and walked out. He has to make sure clearly, if what is on his mind right now is wrong.
Unlike New York which is snowing, as usual, Jakarta is always jammed, flooding if the rainy season arrives, and hot if summer. Two more months Revan searches for the whereabouts of the girl he once spent a beautiful night with. Even for two months, Revan spent most of the week staying at the hotel again, with the same room. Hoping that the woman was looking for her, but nil, Revan never found the girl's whereabouts.
How can Revan find it, while the name and photo of the girl Revan did not have. He only hopes to meet the girl, and apologizes to her, no matter how Revan has ruined someone's future. The one that still stuck in his heart, what if the girl was pregnant? Could it be that the girl had a hard time finding her whereabouts, or perhaps the girl had ended her life.
Revan sighed, hopefully what he thought would not happen, now Revan can only hope, if fate reunites them. Revan promises, will redeem in any way, for the girl to forgive herself.
Kana waited anxiously, the girl had just returned from buying a pregnancy test kit. In the end, inevitably Kana ventured to buy the test kit. After reading how to use the tool, Kana is now waiting for the results, she prayed in her heart, hopefully what she felt at this time just because of the weather adjustment factor.
Her body is squeezed, her eyes condense, her hands are holding the pregnancy test, how not, the test tool states that she is indeed two-bodied. As Kana cried hysterically, the girl left the floor. What to do now, if his parents find out. Kana can guarantee, if Papa until knowing this, the middle-aged man's heart disease will return.
Kana nailed her belly, the girl kept cursing at the man who had the heart to do this to her. Dara was guilty, but if the man did not buy himself, it was certain that this would not happen.
"Yeahaaaaaa.." Kana shouted, the girl ruffled her hair.
"Well, Pah, sorry Kana, Kana has disappointed you, Kana can't make you proud" muttered Kana, with tears that never receded flowing in her smooth cheeks.
"Bastardly men," Maki Kana vented her heartache. The woman again beat her stomach, hoping that what she did could make the baby in the womb shed. But everything Kana did was in vain, it had no effect whatsoever on her content. That, in fact, only hurt himself.
The path that Cana can choose at this time is only to end her life, if she does that, of course, her parents will not be ashamed, even she also does not have to bear the shame of being pregnant out of wedlock, and more shamefully, not knowing who had impregnated him.
The girl looked at the ceiling. The happy life that he had been living, was just destroyed by irresponsible people. If Dara had said what was wrong, or explained why she was doing this, maybe Kana could understand a little. But the girl simply disappeared without explaining a word to him.
"Ra, why do you have so much the cave," Kana again cried bitterly, their friendship has been established for 6 years more, and is now destroyed without rest.
"Well, Pah, thank you for loving Kana, loving Kana sincerely, for always following Kana's wishes, sorry, Kana can't make you proud, sorry, sorry, Cana can not accompany your old days later," the girl was stunned, lamenting the unlucky fate that befell her.
"Well, Pah, stay healthy, be happy, Kana's life is ruined, if Kana doesn't end this, Kana is sure, Mama and Papa will get hurt even more" he added.
Kana pointed the knife at her wrist. The girl closed her eyes, and began to say that knife, the pain and tenderness that was inflicted from the sharp object, was not at all felt, for Cana the destruction of Jiwan and Raganya was the most painful.
Yasmin opened her door, today was the weekend, so she did not have to work until the evening as usual. Although Amanda had asked him to stay in Indonesia, and did not allow Yasmin to work, but the woman remained at home settled in New York, however simple life like this that woman wanted.
Yasmin banned the bell of her house, but there was absolutely no authentic from within. Though Kana was on college leave, and her shoes were lying at the door, but somehow the girl did not also answer her call.
"Where," Yasmin exclaimed repeatedly, even the woman had pressed the bell repeatedly.
Yasmin was silent, she just remembered that there were other jars in her bag, and Yasmin quickly opened the door. The woman checked every room, from the kitchen, the tv room, Kana's own room and back again in the living room. Yasmin scrunched her forehead, the woman took her phone, tried to contact Kana.
The ringing of the cell phone went on the air, and it belonged to Kana, quickly Yasmin followed the origin of the voice, the woman reopened Kana's room. On the screen bed of Kana's phone flashing, Yasmin took the phone, her face seemed confused looking for the whereabouts of her nephew.
"Where dear," cried Yasmin again.
Yasmin opened the toilet in Kana's room, but still, she did not find Kana there.