ONE NIGHT With BROTHER
Chapter 32. ONE NIGHT WITH BROTHER

Barra clasped Khayra's hand. He looked into the woman's eyes with regret. Barra took a deep breath before saying the word.

"Listen Khay, all men are born holy. There is no such thing as bad luck. You're kind. Those people are wrong. Never been sincere. Someday I'm sure they'll come to their senses and apologize for ever ignoring and hurting anyone as good as you."

Khayra only nodded as Barra spoke. He hoped his father would come to his senses. When Khayra's mother was alive, her father loved her very much.

Khayra's father changed his attitude since the death of his mother. The man considers the death of his wife, Khayra's biological mother because of the child.

At that time, Mama and Khayra went to the market. At the market Khayra saw a kitten on the street. Afraid of a kitten getting hit by a car Khayra wants to help.

When going to cross, there is a motorbike that speeds up. The mother who saw it immediately ran and pushed her daughter did not want Khayra hit. But unfortunate for him, the mother who finally hit.

I felt like my mother's departure was due to Khayra's mistake. He was the cause of her birth mother's death. Since then his father changed with Khayra. I am always angry when I see it.

"There is no such thing as a pesky carrier. Everything that happens in this world is of the will above. So too with death. It's fateful that your mother died helping you. I shouldn't blame you."

"Maybe I'm a son of a pesky carrier. Wherever my presence is never considered. But they forget that I never asked to be born. I just need attention and affection, it can't be given either."

"Everyone in this world did not ask to be born, but they did. Everything is out of our control. We have to accept all of that. You must not say that, it is the same as you against God's destiny."

Pessimism and misfortune are the opponents of grace and blessing. Pesky supposition is an attitude that shows prejudice to Allah Swt . Optimism means being prejudiced with Him. And a believer is a person who is prejudiced against Allah in every circumstance.

The birth of us as human beings is an inevitable destiny. All we can do is accept that we are alive right now and we have a great responsibility to take care of life.

Imagine if we had never been born, we could not have felt the joy of the world. If we live, we can feel it even with thousands of burdensome responsibilities.

"You should be grateful for this life. You are given the advantages of a beautiful face and also a smart brain. There are many more less fortunate than you. Don't regret everything."

"I'm not grateful for destiny. Sometimes I feel fragile and feel alone. I also need a place to share. All this salama I face myself. Sometimes I feel tired, and that's when I'm often pessimistic and feel like life has never been on my side. I tried to be strong and smile, but this heart had broken and wept."

"The destiny of every human being has indeed been determined from the moment they are born, but with hard work, we can defeat destiny. Our job is to live out God's destiny with sincerity. Don't ask why because God knows what's best for us. Good and bad are choices in destiny. Your destiny to be born and your choice to do" Barra said.

Khayra looked at Barra's face carefully. It turned out that Barra was more mature than he thought.

"I'm not as strong as people see me either. I also felt fragile and desperate. Try to be in my position right now. Ferdi and I were born from the same womb, but were treated very differently. Ferdi and I are very different. We are both their children. Which is more painful than you. If you and Naina are indeed half-brothers, there might be a difference in treatment!" barra tried to give strength.

Allah SWT has set a destiny for every human being. The destiny of Allah SWT is never wrong. Always on target and on time. Nothing is missed one bit. No more and no less, according to their respective levels.

"Thank you, Bar. You have given me strength." Khayra pulled her hand tag still in Barra's hand.

The man returned to run his car to Khayra's place of work. Barra is happy that Khayra has begun to accept him again.

When she reached the place where Khayra was working, she asked again about Naina.

"What about Naina? What are you hiding from me about Naina?" ask Khayra again.

"I'll say it all at dinner. I need your opinion and your help. Actually it's my family's disgrace. However, I won't hide this because it's related to you as well."

"All right, I'm waiting for your honesty!"

"I'm taking you home from work. We had dinner and chatted about Naina. I also want to ask you for help later."

"Hopefully I can help. I'm sure I won't concentrate on work because I'm curious about what you're going to say."

"I didn't mean to make you curious. I promise this time I'll be honest so there won't be any more misunderstandings."

"Alright, I appreciate your good intentions. Thank you" said Khayra.

A woman enters her workplace. Barra leaves after Khayra disappears from sight.

"Honest at the beginning will feel better than lying along the way. An honesty will give birth to tranquility, comfort, and safety. Honesty is the first door to peace" Barra murmured to herself.

Perhaps, you already know about the saying that honesty is the currency that applies around the world. Yes, the saying is not just empty words that you can ignore. The saying can be said as a wise word about honesty that contains the advice of life.

If you could apply such words of wisdom about honesty, there would be many people who sympathize with giving their trust. Although honestly it is not always fun, there will be its own inner satisfaction if you manage to do it.

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Some quotes are quoted from Google.

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