
The heavy night had passed by Elea with great difficulty, and when the morning greeted was still not to erase the sorrow of last night. Today was supposed to be an amazing day for him.
Later that day she will sign a contract with the publisher, and in the evening Vania will be engaged. After signing the contract, he would have lunch with Barra, then pick a gift for Vania and prepare to go to Vania's engagement with her beloved Barra. But that may not happen the way he wants.
Although there was no appetite Elea forced to eat a piece of bread to fill her stomach. Then he went out to buy some of the equipment he needed at the publisher's office later.
But his eyes were round looking at the scene in front of him. Barra and her assistant were sitting at the door of her apartment. Judging from the appearance of the two men did not seem to have come home from last night. Indeed Elea heard Barra's voice at midnight last night but she chose to sleep and ignored him. He thought the man would come home after tired of calling his name, but his guess was wrong, his lover was still waiting for him complete with his loyal assistant.
" Shan.." Elea shook Barra's shoulder for the man to wake up.
" Dear you finally want to open the door "Eela took a step back as Barra tried to reach her hand. In addition to the strong aroma of alcohol from Barra Elea also can not forgive a lover yes it.
Barra's voice also woke Mateo who was asleep not far from the door.
" Dear please listen to my explanation, I beg "barra's step to try to get closer and Elea steps back. Of course it hurt Barra, the girl who always spread a smile when she was with him now seemed to stretch the distance to him.
" Ako beg Elea, please listen to my explanation "Barra begs again but Elea remains silent.
" But I don't have long, I have to go to the publisher's office" Elea said after a brief pause.
They enter, more precisely Barra and Elea because Mateo decides to wait in the car, letting the lovers solve their problems.
Elea was silent without looking at Barra who was now sitting in front of her. While Barra himself was at a loss as to where he should begin his explanation.
" Elea.what you saw in my car was right was mine "Barra started the sentence, he chose to honestly reveal everything on Mateo's advice. According to Mateo Barra must be honest and open she is sure Elea will take it back if Barra really changes.
Elea did not flinch at Barra's words, although they felt like a visible light piercing her heart, but she tried to be calm.
One by one Barra explained his war behind Elea, from her drunken self to her frequent change of woman to satisfy her biological needs. It was all for the sake of keeping himself from being solemn to the point of forcing Elea to have sex with him, that was what Barra said.
Barra was speechless when she saw Elea sobbing and tearful, her hands closing their mouths to hold back her crying voice.
" I know I'm so dirty, baby, but please give me one chance "Elea is speechless about pulling her fingers.
" If need be I'm going to Bali now, I'll ask for your blessing on Kak Bian to marry you dear, so that you know that I'm really serious and just love you " Elea was still silent sobs did not even subside.
" There was never any love when I did it with those women dear, trust me..."
" What if it happens to me? " that sentence came out of Elea's mouth, a sentence that made Barra confused as to what it meant.
" What if I change partners and sleep with a lot of Barra's men?do you still want to accept me?? " the question was like a dagger that directly pierced through Barra's heart, making him speechless.
" I loved you so much Barra that I was confused how to convince my sister to accept you, but what you did you didn't care about my feelings and chose to have fun with other women " the barrage of words Elea completely dropped Barra on the deepest ground, making the man unable to even look at the girl.
" Now there is nothing left between us, you better go home because I don't want to hear anything else "Elea moves but Barra pulls her hand with Elea in her arms.
" No Elea I beg you I do not want us to part like this" though Elea wept and thrashed Barra still clutched Elea tightly. She even tried to kiss Elea by force.
" Take me off Barra.." Elea thrashed with all her might to release Barra. His hand reflexively swung and slapped Barra with all his might. It seemed that the man was not the Barra he knew, not Batara who had always been gentle with him. It wasn't Batara who always treated her like a queen.
" Elea forgive me." Elea's slap made Barra realize how stupid she was. But Elea is really fed up and pushes Barra out of her apartment. His body immediately slumped to the floor shortly after closing the door. Her chest felt full of pressure. The voice of Barra who was shouting his name seemed to add to the thunderstorm roar in his heart at this moment.
The dream of a happy household that he built with his lover has been shattered. The love that used to bloom beautifully is now shapelessly broken. Leaving a big hole in Elea's heart, it plunged her into infinity of grief.
While Barra himself could only regret his stupidity. Make the lover he so longed to go with a gaping wound in the heart. Wounds that might not heal even though he insisted on apologizing to her. The dream of living together and aging together with his beloved is now destroyed with his own hands.
If she was so hurt, then she could not imagine what Elea was feeling right now.
Barra cried out in frustration as her body went down and down and fell down, her hands squeezing and pulling her hair very hard. Just this time the man was crying, crying out for remorse and the destruction of his heart and feelings.
Two lovers who failed are now bowed with tears each. Lean on the same door but on different sides.