Only you
The Kesah Shandrianna

the afternoon atmosphere at home was cool and fresh, after a rain of mists shandrianna invited Aileen to play outside.

she was just watching him from a distance, before long her mother came to bring her cake and drinks.shandrianna turned her head and smiled at her mother.

" eat baby so you have enough energy during pregnancy. "

" thank you mom" she said, taking the cake and eating it.

early looks glazed when he saw Anna who grew up to be a child then a wife and will now be the mother of two children.

" It felt like it was only yesterday when mom gave birth to you, and now you are going to give birth to two children" she said as she stroked the straight hair of shandrianna.

" I also never imagined that I could feel a moment like this. Look mom .. I have a very smart boy, whatever he always thinks of me ... and now ... God sent one more child and this time I was accompanied by all the people I loved my whole family was with me... "

while saying that while smiling and shedding tears, this is very much the opposite when she was pregnant aileen once where she felt the silence and loneliness of both husband and parents.

" You must have felt so lonely first "

" Mom .. can I say everything ? I always cover my feelings for both my mother and others, I think if I share my feelings I will feel better. "

" of course, that's what I wanted from you. Ever since you were a child, I've never listened to your heart. "

back she remembered her past while she was pregnant and felt tired of always being alone in a small modest house, until her stomach was enlarged she always worked because she did not want to bother andrew thought.

" when I found out I was pregnant with aileen I didn't know if I could take good care of her, I tried to pedal myself as best I could. When I felt tired I remembered my baby, I was tired, until I gave birth to her I thought it was the end of my troubles .. but taking care of the child was not as easy as I imagined. "

from the back of the gazebo, he stood straight behind him, and there he wanted to listen to all the shandrianna he had been listening to him.

" i have to bring Ailleen to work with me, every time I have to take her. I often cry when she cries I don't know how to silence her, I don't know how to silence her, when I want to rest for a while aileen cries and thirsts for milk, I hardly have time for myself, but I am also happy with her at least I am with my son and Mr. Bagaskara, he said, when she was little she was so similar to her I got jealous to see her. "

he said with a smile to remember everything and shed his tears, his mother was empty to cry about how difficult his daughter's life was.

" why should she be similar to him while I was pregnant and giving birth to her, when her body was hot at night I also cried because I did not know what medicine I was giving because the hospital was far away, I could only silence him in my own way. I left for a while his voice had sounded unable to bear to be alone. "

" but now it is no longer, Ailleen has got his happiness.he has met Pak bagaskara and knows what his daddy's face looks like. many times I saw him quiet in the room while being sad because he was mocked his friend had no daddy. he did not want me to know and was sad until he covered his own wound. "

" Mom .. It's my fault why I went first, if I had gone not too far aileen wouldn't have felt that way.I made her a fatherless child for a few years, I did, he lost the moment to grow up with Bagaskara. "

" Don't be sad baby .. You're a very great woman who can do anything for the sake of her child.not everyone can do it. It's only natural that we're hurt in someone's mother understands that. "

shandrianna looked at her mother and cried softly, prematurely wiping away her falling tears "love ... have you ever loved your husband ? or have you loved her until now ?"

" it was , the night I left .. I wanted to tell him I loved him .. but the woman made a misunderstanding between us until Mr. Bagaskara was angry with me, I wanted to apologize and come to the hospital but there I heard that the woman was pregnant .. I thought .. I thought it was his son sir hiks mother "

bagaskara was amazed to hear it, it turns out that shandrianna already loved him but he did not realize it. it caused destruction for shandrianna to feel deep difficulties.

" that's why you're leaving, baby ? "

shandrianna nodded her head "mother was very sick to hear it let alone you at that time.no wife wanted to hear all that "he said while hugging tightly shandrianna.

" and do you still love baby ?"

shandrianna let go of her embrace and looked at her mother again "I was angry with her I was also disappointed in her but in my little heart I still loved her. I know I never said it in front of her, she wanted me to say that I loved her, but I was afraid that mother, I was afraid that I would have to go back to heartache again. "

in his heart he was happy to hear it, finally he said his heart.he knows now behind the ever-changing attitude of shandrianna he loved her.

but she also understood why shandrianna was acting the way she is now, everything was her fault. "i'm sorry dear, your suffering is so great and I promise to make amends for all my mistakes and love you only you. "

" I'll be honest with him "

***

nightfall

shandrianna had just finished bathing, she untied her hair which she did not rinse because it was cold the night was soon she was going down to the dining table.

chequeleked

" lucky "

shandrianna turned her head, approached her and smiled at her "I love you" she said

cup

then a brief kiss on shandrianna's lips "what's up ?" shandrianna asked who was confused by the bagaskara's attitude.

" we will stay here, Aileen wants to sleep with mom and dad.we go down to dinner and then take medicine after that there is something I want to talk about. "have her hold the hand of shandrianna.

" you're weird" said Shandrianna looking at him deeply, then she smelled something

" why baby ?" his tan..

" hoek ! hoek ! hoek "shandrianna ran into the bathroom again and threw away all her entrails.

bagas massages the neck of the sahndriana with a "hoek" plan ! hoek what are you wearing, you don't smell good hoek ! "

" stinks ? I wear my usual perfume, baby "

" hoek "

his breathing was stingy and his forehead was sweating his body was so limp after he threw out all of his entrails.

" change your clothes if you need to take a shower, I can't stand the smell of "shandrianna.

" all right but wait for me in the room don't come down first okay ?"

Shandrianna nodded her head until she came out alone.bagaskara also took off the buttons of the shirt and made her shirt.he kissed her clothes that smell good but according to shandrianna did not feel good.

" it's for your sake baby "he said and immediately flushed his body.

chequeleked

bagaskara came out with just a towel wrapped around her waist, Shandrianna had already prepared her clothes and told her to wear them.

" wear it "

" put on "

" ck why are you so spoiled" said shandrianna who unfolded the dark blue shirt.

" lucky "

" hmm "

" you don't scream anymore seeing my hairy chest ? usually always angry. "task bagaskara as well as trying to tease shandrianna.

indeed, at this time his face was directly faced with the chest of the bagaskara because its height was not the same as the bagas.

" I'm used to seeing it"

" so like it ?"

" not even "

" why not ? I just love yours, baby. "

" my chest is hairless. "

" hmm that's why I like it there. "

" That's so sad, already put your pants on there. "

" hhahha, remember fondly taking her medicine. "

" yes "

****

bagaskara and Shandrianna came down from their rooms, tonight they will stay here.The two were immediately welcomed by everyone.

" Anna survived yes, sister just heard from mom and dad" said Tara sincerely.

" Thank you "pick it up.

" let's sit down and mom has made you your favorite meal, special for today. "

today's food looks delicious and appetizing, shandrianna is so happy to see Rendang and there is also Seafood.

he picked it up and put it on his plate.

" mommy don't eat spicy later adek baby spiciness." said Aileen.

Shandrianna stopped her slings "is it really dear ?"ask shandrianna.

" yes mom "

aillen nodded innocently, her mother and father just chuckled at hearing her.

" this baby is not spicy just looks red because the sauce.after all the baby's sister can not feel it. "clearly early on aileen.

" No grandma. mommy should according to the same aileen. mommy should not spiciness later her stomach hurts. "

" all right, baby mommy won't eat much okay. "