Only you

Only you
Hate But Love


after cooking shandrianna cleaned herself in the room, she took a bath again because she was exposed to the ingredients that made her dirty.


she should always be clean so that if she is near her mother she feels comfortable.after finishing her bath and wearing thin makeup only she comes back down and prepares food for her mother.


she desperately wished for her mother to recover if she continued with her. After there was chicken and rice soup she brought it up because lately her mother just wanted to eat that alone.


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" mother lunch is over, wake up first yes I will feed mother. "he said while putting it next to the nightstand, but early still not wake up.


" mother "call her softly while touching her shoulder.


" anna made the chicken soup my mother asked today, I would be disappointed if she didn't eat it. "her lips trembled when she said that, her heart felt bad at all, looking at the pale face of his mother who continued to fall asleep.


" mommy "he changed into holding her hand, he felt his mother's hand was so cold it had no strength at all.


her tears fell instantly but made no sound.


" mother ... anna is done cooking, come on get up and eat with me ! mom hasn't seen mom-to-be grandchildren here yet ! " he touched his mother's hand to her little belly.


" i know you're asleep, but wake up .. just once ! just once mom. I want you to say mom loves you anna "


" hiks ! hiks ! hiks ibuuuu ! " he hugged his mother who was no longer there, either when his mother left but he just left her an hour ago.


****


hearing that the dawn was gone, everyone went home and cried.The most sad look was Anna, even so Tara was also sad but she did not want to show it, she had to strengthen anna.


in front of her mother was laid with a neighbor who came to pray and pray.Tara has now helped Anna wear black clothes and a scarf on her head, her tears continue to fall on her face.


" Bagas still can't be contacted ?" tanya tara held back her crying.


anna shook her head as she continued to cry "It's done let's go down anna "he said as he buttoned the top shirt of anna.


" brother "weep shandrianna with her blank look.


" Sister is sad too, right ? " sanyanya.


" hiks! hiks ! hiks ! anna "pulls that hold back her tears, she hugs shandrianna.be both embrace each other throwing sadness.


" Sister lost two mothers anna hiks .. now there is no longer a mother who loves me hiks "


from the front of the room Handika saw her two daughters who were crying each other embrace, her heart was so broken even though they were grown but lost a mother anyone and any age would cry.


" Dear why you left, look at your two very sad children.If you go their lanterns will be extinguished. "the mind says.


" anna ! Tara ! " call him until the two men in line release their arms.


he came to his two daughters and hugged her together "there's still a father. Mother is gone but in our hearts she will still be there, I promise I'll take better care of you both, baby ... mother loves us very much .. father is also not willing but that way the mother is not in pain anymore, happy mother at this time. "he explained that gives understanding, which gives understanding, but it's a lie if he doesn't actually accept all this.


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" The word below, the mother should immediately be bathed "said mahen with a lethargic face staring at the three people.


" Tara, Anna you two do "Reply to her Father.


Tara and Anna stared at each other, and tara stroked her shoulder and held her hand. " Come anna, let's do our service for mom "


the two walked together, followed by handika and Mahen behind him. The shandrianna glance towards his mother was very deep, the woman who first embraced him is now gone does she still think that this is a dream ? of course it feels like he wants to wake up soon but unfortunately this is real.


Now Handika is waiting for his two daughters to bathe his wife, from earlier he just stood in front of the room, but suddenly his heart was very painful, and he was very sick, he wanted to hold it in, but the pain was very stabbing in his heart.


" ahhh "he cried, who then fell while holding his heart.


Mahen who was welcoming guests with his son was wrapped around the handika "father ! " he immediately surprised him and managed to catch handika.


" father ! are you okay ?" tanyanya was worried


until everyone noticed it.


" anna, Taraaa." she said.


" Anna ! Tara ! " yelled Mahen from the outside until the two who had just finished bathing his mother just ran out, and were surprised to see his father who looked in pain.


" father ! " say them simultaneously.


" sister quickly bring daddy to the hospital hiks let's go fast! " pinta Anna who doesn't want anything to happen with her father.


" anna, Tara ... Mahen ha (his breath is already panting) take good care of yourself yes .. a-yah is not strong collectible, a-yah is not .. can live without your Mother "


" no dad don't leave Tara, don't leave us both dad ! " saut tara while anna looks shocked and silent, as if this is a film for her who is acting but really this is real.


" tara and Mahen stay together and love each other, a-yah will be very happy if you are happy.along with kevin and his sister-to-be. "


everyone was crying hearing that, and so was Mahen.


" a-yah hiks " isak anna.


" dad's most cheerful son, Forgive all the faults of dear father.gas will make you happy, do not quarrel with him and obey him .. he, If you part, I will be sad with my mother. "


" no " answered little Anna.


" ahh "his his hiss was in pain again, then after that he fell down, until Tara cried hysterically because her father died in the lap of Mahen.


while anna he could not speak anymore, a few hours ago his mother is now his father.God did not even give him a pause to be sincere just a little bit it feels no in his heart.


***


the eater was accompanied by heavy rain, both buried in a pit together, Anna saw Mahen continue to embrace tara and her child.


" mash bagash "his inner self who wants to complain with the bagas of how sad he is.


after everything was buried and the rain began to subside the introductory fathers and mothers one by one went from there, anna did not want to leave here she still wanted to be with her parents.


" this anna is almost dark, the rain will fall again soon let's go home "give me a soft-spoken mahen.


" Go home I'll catch up with you "


" No anna, let's go home your parents' brother now let's just say "saut tara.


" i don't want to brother ! " strictly


" hiks ! hiks ! he said he wanted to take care of us better ! but he lied ! he keeps lying to me! not before or now ! I hate it, but I love you, hiks, "his stuff kissed the signboard of his father and mother.


Tara understands how much pain anna, this also includes her mistakes first.she is not angry she understands what anna feels more pain than what she feels.


" Well just a moment we'll be here, okay .. After that we go home, we have to prepare for later tonight "Tara explained to anna, and there is no answer from anna.


****


A few days later, Anna was completely destroyed.she still lives in her parents' house but always alone in her room.


some days are also difficult to contact bagas not know when she came home, anna was really lonely. eating was not regular, she did not remember if she was pregnant now.


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" anna sister has eaten, you eat yes "


anna shook her head "with you this father and mother can't go back, do you want them to come back and give food ? no. Anna. they won't come back, you can be sad but you live on, I also lost my mother the difference when I was a kid so I don't know exactly how that feels. but I lost the love of my mother until she came to give me a lot of love. "


" we are both equally missing our loved ones.if not for you then for your husband and your children, Arunika and Aileen." he said.


" I don't know where the bagas are now, maybe he married another woman there. "he said just so, he was angry at all this because the bagaskara could not be connected.


" don't talk like that, he loves you so much, you have to remember what Dad said. "


" if he's not weird why can't he be contacted ? I know what kind of mas bagaskara, there is a woman who is more beautiful and forced her to marry him. "


" what do you mean ?"


the strong baritone voice, both of whom could hear from the end of the door, stood in the middle of the door with their two children.