Our Long Story
Chapter 21's

For a long time, all Rania did was stare at her glass of warm chocolate. This time it is certainly not a matter of work, even Rania can be sure if the sleep disorder that he experienced lately is not from there, because his work is smooth.

Three days ago, Adam had told me about another reason behind why he accepted his match with Rania, and to this day—Rania is still confused, about how Adam thinks. Did he think someone would continue to be dissolved by the shadow of someone else, when he was just left behind? If in the end he went to return to Rania's life even for a very long time, why not be frank from the beginning? Why not ask Rania to wait for him? Why did everything have to end this complicated for Rania?

Continuing to continue his relationship with Baskara even though Rania already has a husband is definitely not right, but that does not mean Rania will leave Baskara just like that, Rania knows a sense of emptiness. A sense of emptiness when someone is suddenly abandoned when the previous situation went well.

"May I sit down?"

Rania who was busy with her thoughts— which was too complicated and difficult to decompose, turned her head for a while, then she found Adam was already standing there, with a navi shirt still attached, the man also purposely exclaimed his tie, before finally sitting down as Rania nodded.

"Sit down."

Then Rania offered a glass of chocolate that she was holding.

"Not drinking, but it's cold."

"Make me?"

"You're thirsty, aren't you?"

Rania is too tired to go to the kitchen and prepare a warm tea for Adam, although it must be underlined that it is part of her obligation.

"Nyesel, right, marry me? I'm not that mature yet, I haven't been able to become mandatory as an obligation that I must do."

This time Adam who instead looked at him, slowly sipped the chocolate earlier, right, the chocolate was cold, the warmth went away from when.

"It should be after you get married, women who are married can take care of you well, can drink warm drinks to lose a little from the fatigue lo, can make you breakfast, can make you, can masakin your favorite cuisine, can nyiapin lo clothes so you do not bother choosing clothes."

"Clicense not really, if I answer, I do not mind your unpreparedness in this matter?"

"Klise, that's a lot." Rania laughed in the second.

"It is certain that in your heart you feel aggrieved, even to the taste of money, it's time to be honest with me, Dam. I won't be offended, so forget all your complaints."

"So far nothing, really nothing."

"If you are already bored, you are tired, you can immediately leave me."

"Why should you leave?"

"That's the way, isn't it?"

Adam put down the glass, then looked at Rania for a moment.

"That must be removed is the boss, the tired, not the relationship."

"You can ask anything from me, Ran, but not with a divorce."

After saying that, Adam intends to leave Rania, but Rania's words actually hold back his steps to go deeper.

"Why? Why not if I can't love you in the end?"

"Why not if until anytime I can not eat Baskara? In life, not everything will go your way, Dam, there are some things that are indeed when you have tried to make maxain but the result is still so—sama—not changed—not like you want—maybe afterwards all you have to do is not force anymore, but accept. Accept the reality even though it is very heavy. Like when the cave accepted the sudden departure of lo at that time, as if I was nothing, it's as if you're never afraid that we're strangers and don't even recognize each other."

"Ran—"

"And you chose not to question the reason behind why I suddenly left? Even after we meet again?"

"It's not the reason why you suddenly left it's obvious huh? I'm not important, it's not important at all, so you go without a burden."

"Yes, mending you clean up, this problem, I don't want to discuss anymore."

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This morning, after waking up and preparing all the necessities for his work, Adam took the time to make Rania breakfast, but it seemed that Rania was still angry, because the breakfast that Adam made was intact, the glass of milk Adam had prepared was still on the table.

Adam justifies the anger of the girl, even if viewed from Rania's point of view, Adam is too evil, but of course Adam has a reason, only that reason has not been able to convey to Rania. The real reason, the reason that Rania had to hear.

"Gue seems to think you're not normal." That night Adam decided to go to one of his friends at the bar, his friend said so after sipping a glass of wine. Then he chuckled and poured the wine into the glass in front of Adam.

"It turns out you like girls."

"Success again."

"How did it work?"

"Successfully yours, not like me."

This time Adam laughed. The sentence just now somehow sounded so funny when it came to his ears.

"Not going as smoothly as you think, status she already became my wife, but not his heart."

"Not to joke."

"The two are no longer joking."

Then Adam said again.

"Don't be like me, Ham."

"Why with you?"

"Gua selfish, I was thinking too much of my own feelings, the love I maxed out just ended up like shit."

At times like this, Adam always blames himself all out, but still, he can't if he divorces Rania and leaves the girl with Baskara. Damnit.

"What's wrong with a man trying to fight for what he wants, until he finally succeeds?"

"Like someone is not always about chasing or trying to belong" said Adam. The man decided to drink a glass of wine. Makes the throat wetter.

"Maybe the way I like him is wrong." Without waiting for Inspiration, Adam poured his own wine into his glass.

"Maybe I shouldn't insist until he ends up in his current state. Because for him this is too complicated."

"And it's all my fault."

"So how are you going? Divorce her? Isn't that too early?"

"Which I fear, I'm the same he never ends up finding his bright spot, Ham? What if the more we go far, the more things continue to go badly?"