
Adam looked so painstaking when he treated the wound on Rania's leg, several times he also lowered his head to blow the wound, making Rania's heartbeat pounding unruffled, not that Rania was lethargic, but the way she cared so much about Rania was slowly able to change Rania's view of Adam, and yes, as the opinion of those closest to her, Adam was indeed a good man, he said, he is also responsible.
"Next time be careful."
"Lo's a baffle, huh?" Rania snorted, then the girl clucked softly and turned her face away from Adam, while Adam, with a slow sigh the man stood up and tidied up Rania's p3k box, in the house there was no one, maybe they were going somewhere, so Adam decided to sit down first instead of going straight home.
"In the middle of college, I did not know someone, because it was already, at nyakitin." Rania smiled gamang, it was true, according to him having a girlfriend will only add to the burden on his mind, moreover, she is typical of women who once in love can be stupid to be so buciful to a partner, especially if she is not, until he finally met Baskara and he knew, what it was like to be loved sincerely by others.
"Yes, maybe, for the people closest to me Baskara is not a good figure, but for me, he means."
"Gue can tell me what he is because I know he will listen to me without judging me, even when I complain about my problems to others, they'll say that I'm a less grateful person, while Baskara doesn't, he knows I need a break and he knows that if I'm tired, he's justifying all of that because he's aware of one thing, I'm human, who can be tired, who can be desperate."
"Gue never sued him because he never sued me. He is a realistic guy, he is not a person who is always optimistic, on the contrary, he always looks at the capacity he has so that he knows, he is capable or unwilling for something. Like getting married for example, when he feels he is not capable, yes he will not get married, no matter how many people have been waiting for the moment."
"Gue had told him once, if you tell him to go home and ask for clarity with our relationship, but he still did not come because he thought, he said, he can't bear to take on as much responsibility as a household, and I can't blame him, I can't claim he's messing with me because he's not kidding."
"So?" ask Adam, interrupt Rania. And the female took a deep breath before finally turning her head.
"Maybe I'll marry you, but I don't want Baskara to know about this, I want to take all this from him, until I'm ready and I'll tell him directly."
"So you're still in touch with him? That means you don't value me as your husband."
"Well, how do you want me?" rania asked, the girl rubbed her hair in frustration, she knew, continuing her relationship with Bagas would hurt Adam's feelings, but if she suddenly decided Bagas then the man would be suspicious, he said, why is Rania so wrong?
"Lo won't know how much Baskara means to me, Dam! I was three years with him! You think it's easy to forget people who are already very dear to suddenly like this? If you think I'm selfish, what about you? You're just as selfish, you make decisions that I don't think make any sense!"
"Ran,"
As for Rania, the girl sighed as soon as she reached the room, while when she took out her phone, some notifs from Bagas appeared on the main screen, since Bagas yesterday there was work outside the city and they have not met at all, maybe the man will come back next week, rania should have been busy worrying because she had not met the man for a long time because of each other's busyness, but now, she was even worried about her marriage and Adam.
"Yes yes, if the person who has been with us for a long time suddenly ends up marrying each other, it means we keep the soul mate?" at that time, when the wedding ceremony of her office friend, Rania randomly asked Baskara, making the men laugh softly and turned a glance to Rania.
"I don't think so anyway, instead of keeping people's soul mates, at that time I just want to keep the person I love, even I don't know who he will end up with."
And after remembering his conversation with Bagas some time ago made Rania feel even more guilty. He also did not think that such a thing would happen to him.
"But it's not my will to marry someone else. And the funny thing is I can't refuse, the funny thing is I'm actually getting married to her, Bas."
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Later that night when she finished dinner, Rania decided to call Baskara first, especially now it was a bit late, so it was likely that the man was done with all his work. And sure enough, the call was immediately raised by Baskara with a little bit of pangs as an opening conversation between them.
[Rannn, tired today my work is a mountain.] The man took off his glasses and moved from the chair to the balcony of the apartment, looking at the night view from there, the same thing was done by Rania, and so did Rania, the difference is that the girl immediately lowered her head when she heard Baskara's voice, if Baskara knew that their relationship was not okay.
[Have you eaten?]
"Hmm," Rania muttered briefly, making Baskara let out a slow sigh, it seemed like the girl was in trouble, the habit was always this, when she had a problem maybe she would call Baskara, he said, but he let it become an empty space with a bit of potluck talk.
[I want you to come here sometime, the view is really good Ran.]
"Do you believe in destiny?" rania asked, exactly after a long time both of them just stayed and heard each other's breath, the question just now made Baskara a little guess actually Rania why? Because it is not usually they will talk about serious things in these moments.
"You believe me, if you don't care how long you've been with someone, you won't be together because you're not part of that person's destiny?"