Our World Is Different
Travelling Bima

Airin was still crying in his room, the rain that had subsided was now back in his village, the heavy rain in addition to the storm made it more complete.

It's like nature knows she's hurt, it's just nature can't tell her.

Airin continued to shed all her tears in her room, repeatedly saying that she hated Bima, he never imagined that the man he expected to be real was the one who had destroyed him.

"Why did he have the heart, why did he have the heart, what was my fault, why did he get this hard on me" in a semi-conscious state Airin kept repeating his words.

Airin's body began to limp, tears continued to flow in her eyes, the spring of Tirin slowly closed firmly.

The atmosphere of Airin's room became quiet, usually there was Bima who stood in the corner now he was no longer there, Bima really went to leave a million wounds in Airin's heart.

Airin opened his eyes, he was in a lot of flower and beautiful, the smell of flowers was very fragrant, Airin felt a little calm in that place, for a moment he forgot everything.

As he was enjoying the beauty of the place, his eyes suddenly looked at someone in the distance, the person did not want to approach Airin, he only saw Airin from a distance.

The smile that had been on Airin's lips instantly vanished, with Airin's devastated feeling approaching the man.

"Why are you still bringing me here, aren't you satisfied making me ruined huh!' a drop of tears streamed down Airin's cheeks, he stared pushyly at the man.

The man who was none other than Bima just stayed in place, he did not say a word, he just continued to look at Airin's face fixedly.

"Why are you quiet, answer me!"

"I'm sorry Airin, I'm sorry that you're like this" Bima regretted but regret was too late.

"I'm sorry you said?" Airin did not believe what he heard, after making his life destroyed the man just said sorry to him, really sorry it will not make his life back to how it used to be.

"I know Airin I was wrong, I'm really sorry for you, I pray that you meet a good person who will accept you for who you are, I know you're mad at me, I wish you were, I accept that you hate me, but listen to one thing, from this moment I will never bother you again, I will leave your life, you can live quietly after this, there will be no more me present in your dreams"

"Go, that's what you want, you can go as far as you want, but remember, never come back, I don't want to see you again"

Bima was silent, he realized that surely Airin's heart was very sick and it was all because of him.

"Once again I'm sorry Airin, I'm going first, take good care of yourself"

After saying that Bima disappeared from the face of Airin.

Airin woke up with sweat drenching her body, a drop of tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Fuck, why did he leave after making it all ruined, I hate him, I hate him!" furious Airin.

Airin banging pillows, he currently feels completely destroyed, already smeared now he is even in stay away, indeed he and Bima will not be together, he said, he also does not know whether to be happy or not when the man who has taken his crown away from his life.

Airin returned to his body, time still pointed at 00.

"God why did you give Airin such a big test, Airin is not that strong, O God, Airin is not that strong" Airin stared at the ceiling of the room, occasionally tears flowed as his mind was reminded of Bima, the man he once hoped to be in real life, but now everything is gone, after this everything will change, he said, not the same as before.

Airin continued to think about his chaotic life, bad thoughts continued to cross his mind, over time the eyes of Airin closed tightly.

Next day.

Airin woke up when the clock showed at 8 o'clock, he woke up with the voices of boisterous people in front of his house.

"Kok a lot of people's voices, maybe they already know everything" immediately panicked Airin.

"Why do so many people know what happened to me?" worried Airin, he really does not want everyone to know that he has been smeared by genderuwo.

Airin bit his lower lip, he sat back on the bed, he became afraid to go out of the room.

Krieets

Airin's face immediately panicked when she heard the sound of the door opening.

Airin stared in shock at Nana who was approaching him.

"Mbk" called out to her with her sweet smile.

"Why are there so many people outside, they're here to do what?"

"They know mbk"

Airin's face suddenly became sour, he would definitely get the nyiny, diatribes and also the mockery of people who clearly do not like him, he felt unable if to be tested mentally, he felt unable to test it, airin's mentality was not that strong, he was just afraid of not being able to pass this test.

"Mbk don't be sad, there is still Nana kok who loves the same mbk, mbk now don't worry anymore, genderuwo is gone, he will definitely never come back here again"

Airin stared at Nana in disbelief.

"Is it true that he's going to leave and won't bother you again?"

"Yes, he's gone, he won't bother me anymore, Nana is sure he won't dare to enter this house again, if for example he comes again, then he will deal with Nana, Nana will not let him follow mbk again, if Nana knows if this will happen, maybe Nana will not let the genderuwo roam freely" said Nana.

Airin smiled, even though his life is currently being ruined because of men, he still has to remain enthusiastic, because there are many people who love him.

"It turns out to be true what Nana said if there was a genderuwo who followed me from the past, if I believed him earlier, maybe this would not happen" Inner Airin.

Airin sighed."Everything has happened, I have to accept, I know it's tough, but I'm sure I can get through these difficult times alone, I have to be stronger after this" inward Airin convinced himself.

Nana was still accompanying Airin in the room, she did not want to let her sister alone in her sad state.

People who are in the house Airin one by one go home, they still have a lot of homework so can not linger in the house Airin.

Airin felt that outside was quiet, his ears had not heard their boisterous sounds.

"I think they're home"

"But then, Nana will check first, just shut up"

Nana got up from her seat, she approached the window, she peered whether there were people outside or not.

"Aman mbk, outside no one, they're all on the go, mbk can get out now"

Airin felt relieved for a moment, he was really afraid to hear the spicy words they were about to spurt out on him, he was still not ready to live in pressure.

"Let's get us out"

Airin agreed, both of them came out of the room, they went straight into the kitchen for breakfast.