Our World Is Different
Reasons to avoid it

"Alhamdulillah if it's like that doc, I've been very afraid if there's anything with Airin"

The doctor smiled."The patient is fine, I stay first, if there's anything just call me, I'm next door"

"All right doc" Zidan replied.

The doctor came out of the room.

Zidan looked at Airin who looked pale, but thankfully the blood that had flowed in Airin's nose had stopped.

"You have to rest a lot so you don't have nosebleeds anymore, but before you have to eat first, I've bought you food"

"I don't want Zidan, I'm full, I'm not a laper"

"No way, you have to eat, so you don't get sicker, look at that your face is pale, you have to eat even a little, I don't want you to get sicker because you don't eat"

"But Zidan, I don't want to eat, I'm still full"

"No way, you have to eat a little, let me take a bribe"

Airin immediately shook his head quickly, he really did not want the young man to give such a priceless attention.

"I can eat alone, I don't want to be bribed"

"You don't have to eat, let's not your mouth now, I'll bribe you, if I let you eat alone, I guarantee you will not finish this food, I will not finish this food, now let's hurry you open your mouth"

"But Zidan...

"Open your mouth"

Airin let out a heavy sigh, he was forced to open his mouth as Zidan wished.

Zidan fed Airin with the chicken soto he bought in front of the clinic.

"Pinter, you must be a submissive child, do not like to volunteer, you are still sick, now, if your condition tomorrow has to be fully recovered so that your parents do not suspect that you are in an accident, you do not want if they are angry and will not permit you to leave the house again?"

Airin shook his head, he really did not want it to happen, he would be depressed if his parents really locked him in the house as he imagined.

"I don't want to, I don't want to be locked up in the house"

"When you have to eat and don't forget to rest, if I think you've been sleeping lately" Zidan thought.

Airin immediately started to tense."Where there is, people every night I sleep on time, I never stay up"

Zidan looked at Airin who was unwilling to look at him after he asked that.

"Lying, you must often stay up late, staying up late is useless, you do not use your sleep to want to play hp, you must remember that health is more important than anything, play hp may but do not make your condition become like gini, you have to think about the consequences" Zidan began to speak, Airin's response was nothing but silence, he did not say a word.

"Where I am, I don't stay up, you don't just accuse me!"

"Had it still cringed, look at that eye bag you like a panda, still a lie" Airin immediately smiled, he has lately been staying up late because he can not sleep.

"Why do you stay up late, what do you do?"

"I'm not doing anything, I'm just playing hp"

"Main hp, means that in your phone there is a valuable person who is usually quite special?"

"No one, there's no one special in my life right now, I'm just playing and reading novels, nothing more"

"Keep if there is no special person accompanying, what are you staying up for?"

Airin was silent, he looked at Zidan's face carefully.

"Because of you"

"I" Zidan pointed at himself in disbelief, he was completely confused at Airin's reply.

"Yes you"

"Why with me, I've never made any trouble, why did you just stay up because of me?"

"Actually not you, rather the person whose face is the same as yours, his name is Bima, he is a man whose face is exactly like yours, he is not real but I continue to force him to be real"

Zidan furrowed his brows."Not real, not real how do you mean?"

"Yes he is not real, he is the man I met in the dream, he continues to be present in my dream, I used to love to sleep, because with sleep I could meet him, he said, but I never thought that the man who was always present in my dreams was the one who had disfigured me"

Zidan was in shock, only this time he heard everything about why Airin could not be a virgin anymore.

"So you're right...

"Yes, I'm not a virgin anymore and the person who took it is Bima, Bima is real, she is in this world, but not everyone can see her like me, like me, I could only meet her in a dream, not in the real world, and from then on I didn't like to sleep, because I really didn't want to meet her, I wanted to forget him and accept my fate, but unfortunately I met a madman whose face was just like him and it was you, I hated it, I was upset, I want to avoid you, because your face is the same as her, but that's why I refuse your invitation that wants to stop me"

Airin hit Zidan's chest, he was really upset at Bima and vented it on Zidan.

"Aauw's sick don't hit me"

Airin stopped beating the young man, he turned his eyes the other way, he really did not want to see Zidan's face because it would all make him think of Bima.

"So this is the reason why you're always hindarin me?"

"Yes, I really want to forget him, but why do you have to come with the same face like him, I can't forget him"

"Well how else, my face from birth is like this, yes I surgery face let it be different and you no longer hindarin me"

"No, I can definitely forget him, even if it should take a while"

"Even if you're trying to forget him, but remember I'm not him, don't equate me like him, we're different, I don't want to be equal to him!"

"Yes I know, just your face is exactly like him, like there is no difference at all, that makes it difficult for me to forget him, he said, moreover, I have to meet with you every day and that makes it difficult for me to escape him, the only way I have to avoid you, so that I can quickly escape him"