
Ai Changhuan thought.
When he returned to the bedroom, Lu Zhanke had not returned yet, he was thinking of waiting for Lu Zhanke to return, he had to talk to him.
I didn't know how long to wait, and as he was about to fall asleep leaning by the bedside, he suddenly heard the beep of the door, and Lu Zhanke who was returning.
He immediately jumped out of bed and ran towards Marine Ke, smiling flatteringly: "Why is it coming back so late?"
Lu Zhanke glanced at him and said lightly, "It's okay, you sleep first."
Ai Changhuan could not detect the trace of warmth in his eyes, and was even more disturbed. He whispered, “What's wrong with you? Am I bothering you?”
Lu Zhanke looked at him without saying a word.
Ai Changhuan was even more worried: "Is this really the mistake I made? Then I apologize to you, I say sorry, don't get mad, okay?”
Lu Zhanke's palm clenched again and again. Why is he so careful?
"It's okay." Lu Zhanke looked back and stopped looking at him. "Nothing happened. Don't think about it. I'm gonna take a shower."
Ai Changhuan immediately followed up: "I'm helping you undress."
Lu Zhanke grabbed his hand that reached to his neck, and said grimly, "No, I can do it myself."
He was not in vain, no!
Ai Changhuan felt that the current War of the Ke Sea was terrifying, and his eyes were terrifying. The cold air emanating from his body made him stand still. He could not move but watch the Sea War turn into a bathroom, and then stand in front of him. He closed the bathroom door.
Ai Changhuan bit her lips, feeling very sad in her heart, and she returned to the bed, sitting with her knees on her knees, waiting for Lu Zhanke to come out.
Lu Zhanke's heart was also uncomfortable. He did not expect that his closest relatives would lie to him. In the afternoon, Ai Changhuan said that her hands were useless and could not be better. He thought it was just his drunken words, so he was just hesitant and anxious. As he rushed home, he immediately asked Father Lu and asked if his hands were really tired.
Father Lu fell silent, and he knew that his hands were wasted.
To him, the news was like a devastating disaster. He walked out of Father Lu's study, and then locked himself in his study. After sitting there for a long time, he ended up angering everything inside.
His anger, his pain, can only be digested by himself, he cannot help but wonder again and again, for what he lives with himself, he said, when he sees himself with such compassion and sympathy. Pretty heart shaped.
If ... if that's the case, he prefers ... not ...
He reached out to unbutton his shirt, awkward and slow, and he would do so for decades to come.
Out of the bathroom, Marine Keben thought Ai Changhuan had fallen asleep, but he did not expect that he was still waiting. When he met his gaze, his steps stopped involuntarily, and he hesitated before moving forward.
Ai Chang wanted to speak, but was afraid that he would say something wrong again, and could only watch him in silence.
Lu Zhanke lifted the blanket, lay down beside him, closed his eyes and said, "Sleep."
Ai Changhuan also lay down, and the entire man fell into his arms.
Lu Zhanke raised his hand to push him away, but Ai Changhuan wrapped around him, his legs wrapped around his legs, his hands clenched tightly around his waist, and stubbornly said, "I'm afraid of the cold, I want to hug you."
Lu Zhanke's movements stopped, and he placed his hand on his shoulder, no more movements.
After achieving the initial victory, Ai Changhuan was a little pleased.
"It's so stupid." Lu Zhanke said with his eyes closed.
Ai Changhuan lay down gently on his arm, and said, "Who are you calling?"
"I said it myself." It was so stupid, always unable to resist any approach from him.
Ai Changhuan chuckled softly, he mistakenly thought that Marine Keken was holding him to sleep, but the two made peace, but did not know that there were more unknown people waiting for them.
When he woke up the next day and finished breakfast, Ai Changhuan did not go to work, and Lu Zhanke asked why.
Ai Changhuan asked, “Isn't the rehabilitation teacher coming today? Of course I'll stay with you."
Kemi Mei said: “He won't come. Go to work."
"Huh? You mean what?" Ai Chang asked happily, “Do you think the treatment is too low? No problem, I can double, as long as he can come. ”
Ai Changhuan suddenly burst into his heart, and he suddenly understood that Lu Zhanke knew the extent of his hand injury and knew that his recovery might be minimal, so he was furious yesterday.
He licked his dry lips, and smiled stiffly: “Who said your hand can't heal, I promised to kill him. The person who said this must be a shaman doctor, so we need to find a better and smarter doctor Come on, you mean? “
“Don't lie to me. I know everything, and I know my own body best. Since my injury, I have no strength in my hands. I can't even do simple movements like hooking my finger. A hint of pain appeared on Lu Zhanke's face, and his cheeks moved. It was only when he clenched his teeth. He tried to swallow all the pain, so his expression was very sad.
He said mutely, "I know, I was a waste."
He knows!
He really knows!
The secret they were trying to hide was still known to him. Ai Changhuan fell on the sofa with a slumping energy, and her chest was tight as if she could not breathe.
"You ... when do you know?" He asked, leaning tightly against the sofa cushion beneath him, and speaking very roughly.
“This doesn't matter anymore.” In order not to blame her, she did not drink it and tell her secret, but simply said indifferently.
"So?" Ai Changhuan turned to look at Lu Zhanke, “Only because of this, you said that you don't want to be treated, right? Lu Zhanke, when did you make such a fate? This is said there is no hope will not be healed and we change to another Ah, let's go abroad if the domestic governance is not good. You see, isn't this an expert? Why did you give up before you met? “
“I just don't want to waste time. When I was in the hospital last time, the doctor should have explained to you. It is deactivated and cannot be cured. That's why you're trying so hard to hide from me. I'm right, aren't I? "Lu Zhanke said nonchalantly, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him, but it was out of sadness and despair.
He gave up in his own way.
Ai Changhuan couldn't help but rage: "Zhan Ke, what are you talking about? We're not telling you, but we don't want to worry you. ”
"Again? I'm worried just because I can't cure him, right?” Lu Zhanke sneered, “You don't need to say anything, I remember thinking of myself like a fool lately with hope, and even stupid words to return to the army, I remember thinking of myself like a fool, I'm feeling ridiculous. There is no need to have someone to witness my pain, just like that, don't say that. “
Said, Lu Zhanke got up and turned around to go upstairs.
Ai Changhuan immediately jumped up, gripping his arm tightly: "Don't go, just say it clearly, what's up?"
Lu Zhanke looked at the hand that was holding his arm, and could not help but laugh at himself: "You know, now you can easily catch me, what am I doing?"
Ai Chang was so anxious that he wanted to kill her: “Lu Zhanke, you are so kind, even if you say such a thing, how can I hug you, and how can I not hug you? Isn't it all because you love me, so only then will I be allowed to approach you like this, and this has nothing to do with whether or not your hand is hurt? Don't make excuses for your own violence and incompetence. “
"This is not an excuse, it's a fact." Lu Zhanke kicked him out and had to leave.
Ai Changhuan was entangled with hands and feet: "If you don't tell me clearly, don't want to leave. I'm not sure what you think in your heart. I just know that hope is in front of you. You should give it to me. Do all you can, You can't give up, You can't run away, Do you hear me? “
Lu Zhanke reached out and grabbed his tightly coiled hand at his waist, trying to squeeze his hand, but he was more entangled, like a koala, unable to get down.
Conner could not help him, he had no choice but to close his eyes and say, "I just don't want to be disappointed again and again."
Just as he thought his hand would heal soon, but was told that it was completely useless, and that it was impossible. He felt like he had fallen from heaven to hell, and he did not want to try it again.
What famous doctor, what expert, no matter how great, could not possibly come back to life?
So, he didn't want to try anymore, and he didn't want to fall into the bastard again and again.
Ai Changhuan's face stuck to her back, feeling a slight tremor from her chest, and a calm sadness, could not help but hug her again and again: “No, I believe that your hand can be healed, I believe, no matter how unlikely.is, you should try it, right? Why give up easily? Lu Zhanke I know has never been the type of person to give up easily. Try it, Dad, whatever the outcome, I will always be there for you, and I will bear it all with you. “
Lu Zhanke could not help but clench his hands, his throat moved, and he uttered a difficult sentence: "If .. if my hands .... couldn't be better?"
“Then what's wrong?” Ai Changhuan said anxiously, “Are you not hurting your hand, aren't you a ground soldier? Isn't that why you don't love me?"
“Not ...” Lu Zhanke barely said, “Only I can't hug you anymore ..”
Red Ai Changhuan eyes: “Stupid, then I can hug you. After all, does love only speak through the mouth? What about stupid? Love isn't expressed with a hug, so, no problem, it really doesn't matter, even if you can't hug me, but you can still hug me, right? Hold hands, and take the old one with his son, You once said this to me, have you forgotten? “
“Chang Huan ..” Lu Zhanke felt uneasy in his heart, but could not reveal it. He was a man, and many things and emotions could only be buried in his heart.
Ai Changhuan let go of her hands, walked around her, then raised her toes, hugged her neck, and looked into her eyes firmly: “Lu Zhanke, promise me, try? Even if we fail, we will never give up. If we fail once, we will try again, and if we fail 99 times, we will try again 100 times. One day we will succeed. “
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