Paper Plane For Kyeri
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"Gua Dateng here wants to say something, important Nad. If.it... Nadt, um hmm, hmm Gary."
"Dad? Dad why?" I asked him to start panicking a little.
"Om, um suddenly critical again Nadt."
"Lo has to go there now" said Zera, looking down in lethargy.
"A-What? Yaudah anterin cave to the hospital now. Go to the cave to the house."
I went back to the hospital with Zera, my heart started beating fast and the feeling of a bad premonition reappeared.
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Tap.tap..
I ran to Dad's room. I saw my mother waiting outside crying in the waiting chair.
"Mother?" call me to come to mom.
"Nadta," mother hugged me so tightly.
And the crying became even more, I did not know what to do, which must be mother crying so much.
"Mom, why dad?" ask me not to know what the cause is.
"Mom doesn't know Nadt either."
"Mom, run out to the doctor's room and I kept talking to dad for a while. Mom tells me if you get a scholarship at Citra Bangsa High School and your dad smiles he also says 'Proud of you Nadt.' hiks.."
"I-mom, sit down and sit down."
"The mother's mother stayed in the toilet, suddenly the father convulsed no matter what the cause. Keep calling the doctor."
"And the doctor from earlier had not finished examining father," explained the mother who was so difficult for me to digest.
'Zera said he was in a coma, but it's not done yet. What is this really? Father.' I flow in my heart.
After half an hour, it,
Grasses..
"We have to move him to the ICU room ma'am, because his condition is quite severe" said this doctor.
"Dad why Doc?" ask me.
"We haven't been able to confirm exactly, but we think there's swelling in the blood vessel area of his head."
"Swelling of blood vessels" I murmured.
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That was my father's condition at the time. I don't want to say that sad thing anymore because my heart will be sadder when I remind you again.
After struggling in the hospital for 60 days, he was finally able to return home in peace, feeling no pain or burden.
My dad, Gary died in this hospital when I just went to high school. The feeling of being hit so deeply enveloped my heart.
The one who used to always be by my side, laughing with me, playing with me, now I can only see him lying stiff in the shroud.
'I will miss you always and I will look after your tree house. Father I love you and this is my last word to you.'
I still remember everything we did together, playing kites on the back porch, justifying the blue sofa together, helping mom cook, chatting, watching tv together and so much more.
All the contents and corners of this house we once enjoyed together, me, mom and dad. But now it's just me and my mom who fill this house.
No, I still filled this room. Memory room with Gary's beloved father.
'I mustn't cry, mustn't, ' I murmured as the last earth sealed off my father's tomb.
"Hiks. hiks.. hyks.." Mother's cry broke when the tomb was closed and perfectly formed.
I could only rub my mother's shoulders, giving her strength to live the life to come.
"Gary," she called out the father's name.
Neighbor whispers appeared when they saw me not crying, just glazed.
My mother was crying so much. I want to cry, but who will support my mother's shoulder to be firm?
Can they do it? No. gabe. Only I can do that, even though my heart is broken, my hopes are falling but I must endure.
After returning from the tomb, Kyeri and her parents still accompanied my mother to calm her feelings, and comfort her.
"Nadt, the cave will always be on your side. The promise cave, the cave will be your father's bride in the future."
"Thank you, for your support, I am truly grateful to your family. I'm going to be in a repotin sa-"
"There is no word ngerepotin. We are neighbors, we are brothers. I'm helping you you help me, that's Nadt's living system" Kyeri said.
"Kyeri," I muttered.
I could only smile bitterly as I looked at Kyeri, seeing all these events so quickly.
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7 Days passed,
I couldn't come to school to do orientation because I didn't want to leave mom.
So I always gave Kyeri permission to tell the school that I couldn't attend the student orientation yet.
Thankfully, the school understood my situation. "Huh..." I breathe heavily every time I do something.
"Nadta, I'm going to your grandmother's house today. Do you want to come?" ask mother.
"No ma'am, I'd like to be home."
"Well then, take good care of yourself, tomorrow you'll be home."
"Mother stayover? Why the grandmother?" ask me wonder.
"Your aunt was out of town for 3 days so I had to take your grandmother's place so she wouldn't be lonely."
"Oh okay mom, be careful."
"Bye dear."
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After my mother said goodbye, I brought the food I cooked to the field or tree house.
"I'm coming" I said every time I came to this tree house.
Deliberately bring pillows and sling fabric to relax here.
Techs..
Bruck..
"Huh... My eyes are heavy, like someone wants to spill but can't."
"Well... Nadta Garwita, what's wrong with you?" ask me myself while hitting my chest.
...~< School >...
Spiritual meditation also began.
Not everyone can or will succeed. There must be a way to get past the sharp winding twists while trying to make himself like a superhiro.
Even if someone who cannot cry it is a weak soul and must be fragile because it covers into the void in his heart.
Moreover, women, the most sensitive heart problems, if it is silent, just be aware of it. Not because he had to turn over but, there was something that made his heart upset so he saved his emotions.
"Sir, is there not a woman who is not crying when her parents died or her family died?" ask another student.
Maybe she covered her grief in that way. But there are also those whose hearts are dead. Why die? because his first love was gone.
"You know who the first love of women is?" ask ustad in front.
"Dad!"
"Yes right, if this woman's first love no longer exists. Then don't expect more for her expression."
"That means Nadta?" kyeri muttered in a confused question.
"Gua had to meet Nadta after coming home from school, the cave must be his shoulder."
Seriate...