
Shena was crying in her room. The girl spilled all her emotions and cried so much that her eyes became puffy. For hours, Shena did not come out and only cried on a bed that was wet with Shena's tears. The boxy kissyu she had spent as long as she cried in the room.
Bela who witnessed her former young mistress was crying like crazy, so she cried too because she could not bear to see the acute heartbreak of Shena. The adorable beautiful face of Shena, now turned messy because it shed too many tears.
“Nona, are you okay?” ask Bela in her tears.
“Do I look okay, now?” isak Shena's. “And you why follow crying?” Shena was so confused because this young female servant named Bela was crying along with her.
“Nona cries like that, I am so sad too,” isak Bela while lowering her face because she is embarrassed to see Shena.
Shena felt so moved that her tears started to stop flowing, “Don't call me miss again. From now on, I am no longer Leo's wife, hiks .. huuuuaaaaaa,” Shena again cried bitterly because he remembered his new status is now no longer Leo's wife candidate anymore. Shena again took a kissyu and took out all her snot until it sounded, ‘Sssrrrrrtttttt’. Shena wiped her snot with a kissyu who knew how many boxes she had spent.
“Nona .. sorry, if I interrupt .. but it's time, if Miss is not getting ready soon, you can miss the flight.” Bela tries to remind Shena because the time has come to leave this palace and return back to the original. Shena recalled the words that Leo's father had said to her.
“You will be escorted by one of my bodyguards until your last destination. Keep your promise to me, never see Leo again. Then ... I will also fulfill my promise to keep Leo happy even if there is no you beside him,” Leo's father said shortly before Shena returned to his room.
Shena's heart felt sore to remember those words. Shena hoped that this was all just a nightmare that would be lost if she woke up. Shena repeatedly patted both cheeks but still felt pain. That is, everything that happened was not a dream. Shena again sobbed as she thought of the face of Leo who always looked at her with a million gestures of love when they were together.
The shadow of Leo's face, began to fill Shena's mind. For the first time, Shena misses Leo so much. He remembered Leo's memories by his side, taking care of him, looking after him and protecting him. Shena begins to realize that the longing can also stifle the chest because the reality is that now, Leo is no longer hers. Shena is eager to meet Leo one last time before he really goes missing from the life of the very person she loves. But it seems, his wish is an impossible thing to happen, if until the two of them meet, everything will definitely fall apart and the problem will get worse. It does not demand the possibility that Leo will take the toughest choice, which is to fight his own father just for the sake of being with Shena. That's what Shena wanted the most. The only best path is .. disappearing without a trace. It would be even better if Leo thought that Shena was no longer in this world.
I miss you Leo .. Right now I really miss you. Shena screams in the heart.
Thinking of the days without Leo by her side, Shena again felt sick, sad and disappointed. Shena was really hurt. The girl does not know how she will live her days without Leo, because indirectly, Shena is used to being with Leo. That guy never even really left Shena alone. Although both are busy, Leo still took the time to meet him and accompany Shena. But now, Shena will not be able to meet Leo again even for good.
“What is Leo currently doing, is he still looking for me? Does he also know that his father does not agree with this marriage?” shena's muttering groan rubbed unceasing tears streamed down Shena's cheeks as she walked towards the exit of the Pyordova family's palace.
Bela escorted Shena to the front door of the palace. “Be careful on the road, Miss. May happiness be with you forever.” Politely, Bela lowered her head in a sign of saluting Shena.
Shena bowed her body back and looked at the cute face of Bela. “Thank you, Bela. I'm so happy to see you even though I ..” Shena could no longer continue her sentence as her tears broke again, but she tried to refrain from crying again. “I hope, if you meet Leo, tell him to stay happy, because I will always love him even if I am no longer with him.” Shena held back her tears from coming out while saying the last message to Leo.
“I will definitely tell you Miss, and I also hope that someday, the two of you will be back together somehow. I'm sure of it! I believe in the existence of miracles,” Bela explained with full confidence that came out of nowhere.
“Alright, I go first.” Shena hugged Bela tightly and got into the black BMW mob prepared by bodyguards that would take her all the way to her destination.
The view in this place is very beautiful and charming. From the features of roads and buildings and writings that are plastered on the side of the road, it is clear that now, Shena is in Germany. During the trip, Shena observed the people who were walking along the sidewalk. They are all native Caucasians of this country's citizens.
Shena should be happy because for a lifetime, only this time she felt life in a foreign land. Moreover, this is a German country. A developed country that is also famous for its many favorite universities and the desire of everyone, especially people like Shena. Many students from Indonesia who choose to continue their education in this developed country. One of them is Claudia Emmanuela Santoso who had won The Voice of Germany, which is one of the prestigious events in the country and beat thousands of participants from all over the world. The name Claudia managed to bring the fragrant home country which is also the home country of Shena, Indonesia.
Shena herself also has the ambition that someday, she also wants to scent the name of the nation like the young girl named Claudia. But now, Shena's mood is bad, let alone to pursue her sky-high ideals, living her next life alone Shena doubts whether or not she can afford it.
Right now, all she had in mind was Leo, Leo, and Leo. Even everyone he saw on the street, it was always similar to Leo's face even though it was clearly not Leo.
Is this what it feels like to be heartbroken? Why does it hurt so much? It hurts a lot more than any gunshot wound I've ever had. Shena's mind while holding her stomach that had begun to heal from her wound.
Shena distracts herself by looking at the beautiful scenery and amazing places that Shena has passed along the way. Unfortunately, all those amazing panoramas became pitch-black as she was feeling right now. It was because Shena was trying desperately to harbor such a deep longing for Leo that for more than two days the two had not met.
My days might be hard from now on, without Leo by my side. Goodbye Leo .. May you always be happy and find someone who is much more worthy of your company. Shena screamed in her heart as she continued to wipe her tears all the way to the Hanburg international airport.
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