Playboys And Playgirls Unite Because of Love
Hammy Diary

There are many opinions about dating times.

First is the courtship, beautiful.

The second is that courtship, can make us happy.

Third is the courtship, filled with twists and turns.

Fourth is the courtship, is the initial stage towards marriage.

Lastly is the courtship those are the times, during which the couple, experiences the name of being indulged and pampered, loved and loved.

But are all opinions true?

Then, how can we feel all that, if our loved ones only, it is difficult to admit his feelings because his ego is too big?

This is what I feel, Hammy Okubo.

My happy and sad feelings are mixed.

Starting from reason, I can feel happy.

First is of course, I feel happy because my efforts to get Lucky, achieved.

Second, I feel happy because my current position is not as his second girlfriend Lucky, but as his first girlfriend, as well as Lucky's only boyfriend, which of course, after successfully making himself break up from Tsukasa.

Third is that I feel happy, in the moment, we managed to live our relationship for a few months, which means, this is the longest record compared to when we were dating because of betting.

Fourth, I felt happy, when I found Lucky who had felt jealous, when I was about to approach another man.

Lastly, I felt very happy when I felt that my dream was about to come true.

Those were the happiest times for me.

But, is that all enough?

Sure didn't!

Like I said, it wasn't always that I felt happy, when I managed to date Lucky.

Of course, there was also, a sense of sadness that lingered in my heart.

This is proof of why, I also feel sad, at the same time as my happiness!

First, I feel sad, when Lucky, has not wanted to be touched by me.

Every time I wanted to touch her, she always gave me a cold, sharp look that pierced my heart.

Second, it's true, my position, is now his first lover, but that doesn't mean, his playboy nature is gone.

He was still trying to find my replacement, when I let my guard down a bit.

The third is that I feel sad, because Lucky never once asked me to go on a date.

I was the one who always took the initiative to invite him and it had to be a little forced.

So, inevitably, our usual days during college always make an excuse for us to be able to date, of course with the reason to go and go home together.

Meanwhile, especially on Saturday and Sunday, he will always refuse to invite me, on the grounds, if he wants to relax at home on the weekend.

I know, if he's lying that's why I use the excuse, if on the weekend, I'm the one who's gonna play at his house so he can't go with any other girl.

Fourth, for me, Lucky sometimes seems to dislike me when I'm around other guys, but every time I ask, is he jealous?He always replied, "no, no! It's just your feeling, I'm doing it because I don't want to, you're getting along wrong!"

Hearing that reason, I felt careless. For me, that's a reason that doesn't make any sense at all.

So great is your ego, so difficult to say the word love or just a word of jealousy? When are you going to admit it?

The last one was my dream that I felt was almost a reality, now made me doubt.

How can it be true, if at the time of dating alone, his heart is difficult for me to get, especially later, when I have become his wife? Begh, I could've married a handsome, ice-cold husband.

Then, if I ask him what the reason is, he just says to give him a little time because he still doesn't have a taste for me and he's still learning to open his heart to me.

Again, I know he's lying. Because what? The main reason was because of Tsukasa.

And as her lover, what can I do?

I am confused between two choices.

My choice is I have to hold on or rather, I have to let go?

But, while I was making that choice, I was also aware of the risks of my choice.

He would definitely utilize that to make up with Tsukasa again.

Then the question is will I be willing, if that's the case?

The answer is no! I've managed to get it with great difficulty and with the help of two people, when I should just let it go for another woman?

No, I'm not willing!

But, if I choose to stay, when will our relationship be like this?

My ego, if I keep it by my side?

My ego, if I want to monopolize him?

My selfishness, if I wish that someday, we will get married and there will be no more Tsukasa in our relationship?

I don't think so because I'm the one who deserves it.

I am his lover now.

I have the right to keep him away from Tsukasa and make sure they can't get back together.

Yeah, true! That's what I have to do! I have to be sure, if keeping Lucky by my side, it's the right choice.

I must be sure, if at any time, his cold nature would turn warm and his sharp gaze would turn into a loving look at me.

Love can grow out of habit, if I always give him loving attention, I am sure, one day, his heart will soften and open to my possession.

I have to be sure, if one day, that's what's going to happen in our relationship, going forward.

Yup, I've decided not to worry anymore and make sure, Lucky will be mine for good!

Lucky is mine and my future.

Lucky is mine and my future.

So, this is my fight to defend Lucky who is already mine!

After writing it all down in her diary, Hammy kept it in a drawer.

He decided to keep fighting, melt the hard of Lucky's heart and turn it into a heart full of love and do not want to let go.

He kept hoping in his heart, that one day, that would happen.

He is excited to get Lucky's heart.

She smiled happily, imagining that this dream would come true.

So here it is, the story of Hammy struggling to get Lucky's heart, the playboy!

Can he survive?

Can he change Lucky's nature?

Can he make his dream come true?

Can he get and monopolize Lucky for himself?

Will there be anyone other than Tsukasa, who will snatch Lucky from him and will he be silent about letting Lucky be captured?

What's he gonna do?

Will he be able to make Lucky say love to him?

When's that gonna happen?

Who will give up at the end? Lucky with his ego or Hammy with his hurt and hurt feelings of love?

Will Hammy be able to replace Tsukasa in Lucky's heart, according to his wishes?

What's gonna happen next?

And what about the other couple?

You with Asuna and Kairi with Tsukasa?

Who among them will really fall in love first with their partner?

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