Positive with you
chapter 21

Tara sits at the bus stop after her meeting with Sasa. His face was so gloomy and looked deathly pale. With her own eyes, she looked at the stomach she was touching.

It was impossible for him to have to abort his womb. Because after all this is not the fault of the baby in the womb. But this is his own fault for doing what should not have been done.

The bus came and stopped in front of the bus stop. For a moment, Tara was still staring at the bus blankly before she stood up and lined up with the others to board the bus.

Just a step away, his head suddenly felt dizzy. Dizziness is so intense that it feels like Tara is unable to hold it even though it has been held with both hands on her forehead.

BRUUUUUKKKKKK!

*The body fell unconscious. Make a little noise in the middle of a crowded bus queue.

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Moments later, Tara wakes up in the ER of one of the hospitals with an anxious Kila half-dead standing next to her.

"Thank God Tara, you finally came to your senses as well" Kila breathed a sigh of relief.

"Kil, where is this?" Tara asked as she tried to sit up and lean on the bed.

"A hospital,"

The atmosphere was silent for a moment, because from then on Kila just silently looked at him.

"Why?" tara frowned looking at Kila's expression as if she was waiting for an explanation from him.

"Tar, you .." said Kila although not continued but quite explained that his best friend already knew that he was pregnant.

Tara lowered. His fingers play the nails like they want to be peeled. Who then cried.

"Yes Lord Tara .." exclaimed Kila who saw Tara's reaction.

Confused as to how, Kila hugged her best friend and patted her back with occasional loud breathing.

A moment of crying Tara dissected and Kila let go of her embrace.

"That's her son who's Sandi?" asked Kila who answered a nod.

"So you tell me?" This time the slings were answered.

"Yet??" Kila widened her eyes. "Why haven't you told me?"

Looking at Tara who was just silent, the impatient Kila then grabbed Tara's bag and pulled out her phone and made Tara react to snatch her phone.

"Kil, no..."

Kila stopped hearing Tara's words. Face hardened.

"Don't??" Kila can't believe it. "You said no? Tar, you're pregnant again, you keep saying no?"

"Yes, no. Kila please .. don't" Tara pleaded and came back crying.

"O Lord Tara, you ..." An upset Kila was unable to say - words. His face turned sour because he was too upset.

"Don't, I'm fine Kil. I'm fine" Tara's voice sounded vibrating.

"Tar, you're pregnant. Pregnant Tara. Pregnant." said Kila. "That's a baby in your belly, not a toy. He needs a father, and you need someone to take responsibility. So why did you say no?"

"Don't, I beg you not" Tar insisted on upsetting Kila and exhaled her rude breath.

"Okay, now you're clear what's the reason you said no?"

"Mas Sandi, next month, want to marry" replied Tara stammered.

"What????" Kila.

"That's not because of Mas Sandi Kil's will" Tara quickly ralat. "But it's because I'm the same that she can't be together. Like you said, the prima group loses constantly. Did some factories close down yesterday?. Especially now that Mas Sandi has become his official successor, so I do not want with my presence what else there is a fetus in my stomach for Mas Sandi is increasingly in a difficult situation. So I beg Kila, for my sake and also for my son's sake, please don't tell him"

Seeing Kila not flinching. Tara then got off her bed. No matter what people look at her, Tara then blushes in front of Kila.

Seeing his best friend until it's like that. Kila could only sigh and cuss. Until finally because it could not bear, Kila also obeyed the will of his only friend.

It was dark when they got out of the hospital and now on their way home.

"What's your plan now?" Ask Kila whose eyes remain straight ahead watching the road because she is driving.

"My visit to Mas Ilham and Mbak Desi"

"Keep after that?"

"Pengen went far away" replied a laughing Tara staring out the window.

"Go? go where?" Kila frowned.

"Don't know, the important thing is far away and not here anymore"

"Continue college?"

"Drop out"

Kila did not comment and just exhaled his coarse breath.

"Keep that which is wrung?" ask Kila again.

"I want to take care of him" Tara replied as she looked at her still-little stomach while stroking it.

"Are you sure you really want to take care of him yourself? really don't want to tell Sandi?"

Tara smiled faintly and then nodded.

Like what he said to Kila in the car. Arriving at home, Tara immediately confessed to Mas Ilham and Mbak Desi if she was pregnant. He also expressed his desire if he would take care of his son alone. Although Mas Ilham was initially emotional and disappointed, but eventually he accepted and did not demand too much Tara.

The next day, after going through everything that happened. Tara decided to go and live in Surabaya with help from Kila. And on that day, for the last time Tara came to the campus to submit her resignation letter and also a statement letter if she would not receive a scholarship for her S2 college. Weight, really. But this is his choice, which gave up his dream as long as he did not sacrifice his son.

"Kil, have you left? here I just finished" Tara who was on the phone with Kila while walking down the campus hallway was about to go home.

"Ni's leaving. Do you want me to pick you up or do I go straight to your house?"

"You go straight home, I take the bus, let's not be heroes"

"Okay if so, I wait at your house yes..the goods that want to be under have all been sorted out, right?"

"He'e, really, just haul it"

"Well, I'll be ready, if so. You ati - ati"

"Yes, you're also ati" And the phone call ended.

Not yet included in the pocket, Tara's phone rang again making her step stopped for a moment. The phone was still from Sandi who kept trying to reach him and stopped by herself because it was not lifted and just left alone.

Clenting.

1. The message is back in, which although not opened can be read through notifications.

"Which, I'm in front of the campus, where are you? let's talk, I beg you"

Deg. his heart seemed to stop when he read the message. Just contact Tara set her sights around because her position is now also in front of the campus. Until finally his eyes were fixed on one point.

That's her lover. Standing in front of the campus entrance gate that looks paced back and forth with his mobile phone in his ear.

Tara still silently nailed with her glassy eyes. His body seemed to be unable to move when honestly in his heart was eager to run as fast as possible and hugged the man. But, because of Sasa's words at that time, Tara decided to turn around and walk away from Sandi.

Along with her slow steps, her tears also began to fall down her cheeks. Feeling tight and worried. What else the ringing of his cellphone that had been continuously deserted in his ears made himself seem to be hesitant and want to turn around.

Tara paused for a moment her footsteps. He drew a deep breath while closing his eyes. Arrange feelings so as not to hesitate to make a decision.

Braaakkk

The phone he held was thrown into the trash can with the feeling this was the right choice.