
"What do you mean Kil??" squealed Tara whose face had hardened.
"I mean, just so they know that Randi is actually Sandi's son."
"Crazy!." Tara raised her voice a little.
"Tar, why?" cut Kila fast.
"Karna Randi does not need to know!. Randi knew enough that his father was dead!"
"But Tar, it's been 10 years. When are you going to hide this fact?"
"Until I die." saut Tara quickly made Kila exhale rough, trying to be patient.
"Tar, aren't you the same as Randi?"
"That's why I don't want him to know! When I find out, I'm afraid he'll be sad. What else is not necessarily also Mas Sandi will accept the presence of Randi."
"Kil, I don't want if later Randi's presence even messes with Mas Sandi's family. I don't want Randi to be labeled as an illegitimate child or in some way want to call an inheritance or whatever. Enough Kil, I'm enough like that, not my son." added Tara lirih.
While Kila's face was resigned.
"Kil, you know how my life has been. So, please Kil, don't you say it's like that anymore."
After saying so. Tara then left Kila who was still sitting with an expression that did not know how to. On the other hand, he understands how his best friend feels. But on the other hand, Randi also needs to know who his father really is.
After the debate with Kila at the boutique. Tara sat in a chair in front of which there was a playground. The playground was so crowded visited by young children aged toddlers along with their parents. Apparently, everyone there was so happy in Tara's eyes.
Tara smiled, but her smile seemed bitter as she watched the harmony of several families before her. The attention given by the father figure to his son. And the attention given by the figure of the husband to his wife makes his mind feel envious.
A few moments of sitting there calming down. Tara slowly moved out of place. Di walked slowly back to the boutique with a face that was still a little grim.
Coinciding with that. From upstairs. A group of men in suits were descending the floor using an escalator. The group is certainly a group of Sandi together with its employees who, as usual, in their steps, they always discuss some work that needs to be completed.
"That means that the south side of the building rehab is finished tomorrow, right?" ask Password to Bagas who is behind him, but his gaze focuses on several sheets of documents in hand.
"Yes sir, if the south side tomorrow is finished, and the day after tomorrow can be rented again." replied Bagas.
"Okay, means our problem is now just the process of moving the blower. Later you call again Mr. Yuda, when surely he wants to come to the tool." Sandi orders again while submitting the document to Bagas.
"Yes sir, ready."
Sandi also looked straight ahead. At that moment his eyes hit a woman who was none other than Tara who was walking slowly.
Password glued for a while. His eyes continued to stare closely following Tara's figure. It is between believing and unbelieving. Is it true that Tara, this 10-year-old girl is only in her shadow?.
No more waiting. The awakened password, running down the escalator quickly made them employees so confused by what happened.
Sandi moved quickly not wanting to lose the figure of the girl again. Password is in a hurry, get to know the people who are walking casually in front of him. It also seemed that he had hit a few people several times as well and only apologized in passing.
Unfortunately, the crowded mall made the distance even further until finally Sandi had to lose Tara at that time.
"Aaaiiiissshhh!!!" he was frustrated without caring about the people around him who were looking at him.
But then, the figure of a girl who had just entered a stand that looked like Tara distracted her. Sandi ran back to the girl. He then grabbed the girl's hand to make the girl in front of him turn her back towards him.
The woman frowned, as she suddenly pulled her hand.
"Sorry," said Sandi Lirih, with a disappointed face because it turns out she is not Tara but someone else.
Password returned to his office and went straight into his room. He threw his body and head on his chair without forgetting to cover his eyes with his arms. It was impossible for him to recognize people wrongly. His face was very similar to Tara. But, somehow not even.
"Why San?" tanya Gilang who was just then saw her boss coming directly followed her in from behind.
"So you why? he said good luck, you arrived - suddenly ran after the girl." he said again. "Who's looking?"
Sandi also raised her hand that had covered her eyes. After that, he breathed his heavy breath.
"Tara.." siss Sandi, honestly no need to lie to Gilang, because Gilang is the only person who knows his relationship with Tara.
"Tara?" Gilang knitted his two eyebrows. "Their boyfriend?"
Sandi nodded.
"Continue?"
"It turns out not." siss Sandi lirih, while Gilang who had hoped to be disappointed as well.
"Maybe it was just your shadow once, Lu thought that person was Tara when in fact it was not. What's more there's no way he's here" said Gilang and Sandi just silently felt his friend's speech might be right.
"Udah, you don't mind much. Today please focus on not thinking about Tara. You see, I hear the hearing tomorrow Sasa who wants to intervene directly." said Gilang.
"Sasa?" Sandi frowned, Gilang's words really managed to make his feelings become distracted. "Not Sasa in Korea anymore?"
"Udah here. Yesterday he came. Now there is djakarta. And he said he'd fly here tomorrow."
Heard Gilang's reply. Sandi rubbed her face rough.
"What's okay, right?" tanya Gilang was worried.
How not to worry. Gilang knows everything. Because of Sasa, Tara left Sandi. Because - because of Sasa, Sandi's business went bankrupt. For her, Sasa is a crazy woman who is willing to do everything possible to get Sandi and make Sandi bend her knees.
"Gue is fine." said Sandi, although actually in his heart was worried.
"San, if there's anything. Green book ..."
"Yes, I get it." Sandi cut off her best friend's speech. "Let's not worry."
The green book is a book that contains evidence - proof of wrongdoing that has been done by the Wiraka group. The book was too risky if it was issued only because he was always stalked by Sasa.
Glad to look at his friend with a worried look. But he can't do anything. Only can obey.
"Yes, if so, I'm sure that Sasa tomorrow will have no blame for our deketin again" said Gilang trying to calm down.
"He'em."
"Ok, I'm out first. Lu rest aja ..." said Gilang who then left Sandi who was still sitting at her desk with a face full of mind.