
Zizi pensive in shower that wet his body. It is undeniable that at this time his heart feels very sick.
The answer Zein gave him was not in line with expectations. Zein couldn't catch what he wanted. Zein seemed indifferent and unwilling to understand, what was really happening to his heart.
Zi took a deep breath. Feeling how he wants to untangle the tangled thread that is currently binding the tight shackles of dishonesty in the relationship between himself and the husband.
However, Zi was troubled. Because Zein himself does not want to be open to the problems that appear in plain sight. Zein was impressed to let himself be in a pit of dilemmas.
Pain, confusion, sadness and anxiety.Such is the feeling that currently shackles Zizi's heart. I want to tell you, but to whom. He wanted to complain, but with whom.
Brother doesn't have, husband like this. Zi could only shut up and bite about her ego.
***
The next day...
All his family and relatives accompanied Luis' body to the final resting place.
There, Juan and Stella hug Vita, who has fainted several times. Behind them was Sapphira and her husband. Rehan and Renata also come to the funeral. Not to forget Zein, the man was now standing upright beside Stella. He hugged the woman who was crying. Tranquilize. If only his family were not there.
Selfish, yes... Zein is selfish. He wanted to show the Vita family that he could calm her down. He can make the woman happy. And he was also able to make the woman smile again.
There was no conversation between them. However, the tense atmosphere remained Zein felt here. Sapphira kept looking at him. Sapphira watched his every move. Made Zein feel intimidated.
All the mourners started to walk away. Leave this funeral. It's all been on Vita, on Juan and on Stella. Without exception Zein, the man had also said goodbye. But in his heart he promised to return. Back to make her lover smile.
Zein stepped into the car, but Safira quickly confronted him.
"Abang, wait.. Can we talk?" asked Safira in a super serious tone.
Zein stopped his steps. He was also seen disengaging his intention to get into the car.
"Sorry, Bang. I'm sorry if this warning puts a little pressure on you, but Fira please, don't make the same mistake" Safira warned.
"The same mistake, you mean?" ask Zein, no less serious.
"I know where you've been for five days? Brother don't play with fire, Bang. Poor Brother Zi," Safira replied, this time in a gentle tone. As gentle as a mother when talking to her son.
Zein gave her smile a glance, then with his selfishness she replied. "You don't know anything about my heart, so don't interfere!" zein replied as he stepped into the car.
"Abang has chosen, then you must stick to that commitment. I'm stressing it one more time, don't fuck around, Bang. Please think again" Safira said seriously. Because he knew, his brother must have hidden intentions behind his departure to Singapore to hug his best friend's husband.
"Sorry, Ra. This time, he won't give up again. It's enough for you to sacrifice for people who ultimately don't want to understand the love we have. About the love that exists between us. I'm tired of giving in, so don't force me to give up again" Zein replied firmly.
"What about Brother Zi? he doesn't know anything, Bang. Maybe you'll also force this bulshit brother's love?" safira asked annoyed.
"Brother's love for Vita is sincere, just so you know it!" zein replied full of emotion.
"What kind of heartfelt love hurts others? What kind of sincere love in which there is still selfishness? Sincere love how you want to show us. Heh, you're too greedy, Bang!" safira replied without giving up.
"Whatever. Obviously, this time I won't budge for any reason. I want to be with Vita, period. About Zi, if he wants to accept it better. If not then I will not forbid him to leave either" Zein replied, still enduring with high selfishness.
Get in the car and leave this annoying place for him.
Yes, Zein has made a solid choice. He does not want to care anymore with the advice of others who he thinks oppose his feelings. Against desires. In fact, if you think, his desire is not heavy. Just want to be with the people he loves. Where is his fault?
Yes, such is the blind love virus, if it has attacked. The good is hard to understand.
***
After his conversation with his brother, Safira looks silent, but upset. Very-very upset. Not only angry, but hurt. How not? The man was so stubborn and irritating. Sapphira was also afraid, for what he feared had happened.
Zein is blind. Zein has lost control. His stubbornness and selfishness have returned. Safira is afraid of having to remind the man, so as not to hurt the heart of a woman who really sincerely loves him.
"Bun, hay." said Lutfi, a bit of a surprise.
"Well, sorry," Safira replied with a gloomy face.
"Out the road, everybody's in the car. Mother okay?" Lutfi grabbed the wife's hand and invited her to leave this place.
At first glance, Lutfi looked at the wife. I asked in the mind of this handsome man. Could it?
"Mother was arguing with brother?" lutfi asked, trying to voice her suspicion.
"Yes.I don't know, Mom. Looks like my brother has lost control. The selfish man had returned to being a heartless stubborn man." Safira looks sad.
"Patience, Bun. We must be patient and always nasehatin brother slowly," replied Lutfi trying to mediate between brother and sister.
"How can I be so calm that a man has no heart? what if Kak Zi knew that in her husband's heart there was another woman?" safira asked, back upset and upset.
"Yes, I know. Let's get in the car first. Calm yourself" asked Lutfi, opening the car door for his wife.
Safira got into the car. Then he leaned his body on the side of the passenger seat. There is no calmness there, only anxiety and fear. Although there was currently Lutfi beside him.
"We'll keep an eye on it, brother, Bun. If indeed he dares to go further, we are forced to tell his Vita. Who knows Vita can control brother," replied Lutfi trying to provide a solution to a brand problem.
"Let's see if they both still have hearts. Fearfully, their love justifies all means. Remembering Vita also love equally brother," replied Safira fearfully.
"They're strange, his heart can be divided so," said Lutfi puzzled.
"Because love was created before their current partner was present, Mas. Their love does not arrive because of something that is not their own source. Like the word, they were still curious about the taste," Safira replied clarifying what Zein and Vita were actually feeling at the moment.
"Yes, even so, his name is committed to others, should be maintained. Although there is another heart waiting. Still can't do that" replied Lutfi as he stepped on his accelerator and began to drive.
"Come, Mas. Thinking of them I became nauseous. Hah, let me sleep, Mas I'm dizzy," Safira said as she leaned over and closed her eyes. While Lutfi only smiled while letting his wife do whatever she wanted.
In order for the wife to be more comfortable with her sleep, Lutfi also stroked the woman's forehead. So that Sapphira feel comfortable and protected in her sleep.
Seriate....