
The day that Zi was waiting for finally arrived. After last night her lawyer delivered the divorce certificate, Zi also established her heart to move to Lombok.
The city where he gets his new job. Funnily enough, there, Zi was no longer an ordinary nurse. But he was appointed head nurse there and Zi was very happy with that.
"Zi.. remember me yes, don't forget me," said Nadia when driving her friend to the airport.
"Yes, Nad. I can't forget you. Oiya, Nad... I'm wrong if I don't say the same in-law if me and his son are not husband and wife anymore?" zizi asked, a little scared.
"You should say goodbye, Zi. That's better" replied Nadia directing.
"But the ex is not convinced, Nad, I'm afraid he has other thoughts. She wants to ask for marriage permission with her boyfriend. Maybe he was thinking of a way to tell his parents and ask permission Nad time, so I think. I was wrong, Nad?" asked Zizi while looking at the friend, hoping that his friend would provide a solution to this problem.
"Oh, I'm so confused if this is the story, Zi. It could be that what you say is true. Maybe he deliberately took you off, so they didn't stop him. If it's already off, don't want to accept it, right?" answered Nadia, come guessing.
"That's him, not me being rude, Nad. I'm just afraid that I'm judged to have failed her plan. Finally another problem. I'm lazy Nad, my life is full of problems. Cook wants to make trouble again with him," Zi replied again.
They both remained silent. Because they themselves are confused, what they must do to deal with the strange man's thoughts.
"Yes, Zi. What matters is that he has no problem. Anyway you should be seneng Zi. I hope you are happy, and find someone who will accept you for who you are. Love you with all your heart. No plan kayak si babang, "Java Nadia.
"Aamiin, God willing, Nad. Nothing is impossible in this world. I also hope that after this there will be a rainbow in my life. I have not dared to hope that the rainbow is a white riding prince. But I hope my rainbow this time is more adorable than that" Zi said, picturing the tiny baby coming into her life.
"Aamiin, whatever it is, Zi. I always wish you the best" Nadia replied.
Then they both smiled.
Zi stared off at the glass window. Observing around. For in a few hours, he will leave this city. The city that gave him a lot of stories, the city that gave him a lot of injuries. However, he also did not refuse, if this city also gave him happiness.
Zi smiled wryly. Because in the end he had to accept his defeat with a large chest. Accept with determination this complicated way of life.
How not? At first it was so desirable, but soon it was thrown away.
Married, imitated happiness, but in fact he was divorced for a very painful reason. The man wants to return to his old love. Not to settle down and remain in the port of his heart.
Zi lost. The man who had successfully planted the seed in his womb
However, Zi was proud. At the point of loving the highest is letting go. Give up the one he loves. Let the man be happy with the choice of his heart.
Last night, before he closed the case. Zi had written in her diary... There Zi writes about a love journey that gives her lots of happiness, but also a wound.
In that scrawl of heart, he had no regrets about knowing Zein at all. She had no regrets about falling in love with that man. Zi had no regrets about ever being the man's wife. For he himself is also unable to regulate what his heart desires. In fact, his heart wanted Zein, his heart wanted that man. His heart still loves that man. Even though the man had given him a handful of wounds.
How could he hate that man, if he was the one who gave him so much life experience. Zein taught her about love. Zein taught him how to sincerize and Zein also gave him experience, that not everything he wanted he had to get.
How could he hate that guy? If in fact he is a man who has a major role in his love life. Whatever that man did, to Zi, Zein was a good man. Zi did not want to judge Zein about the feelings that the man was now feeling. Because Zein himself has the right to make a choice.
Nadia hugged her best friend Zizi with tears and laughter. Between happy and sad. How not? For five years they fought together. Career together. In fact, they are often late to eat together because of a busy schedule. Sometimes they also like to stay up together for the sake of watching their favorite drakor.
However, the excitement had to end when Zi came home from the village and brought the news that she was married. Nadia who understands Zi who does not want to be disturbed about personal problems until now still keep the marriage a secret. Even about the divorce. Only Nadia knows.
Zi was the most anti-social person. I don't know, that's what a Zi is. Okay, but not easy to make friends. It is not easy to trust people or rather he is inferior. Minder because in reality he does not have a nuclear family.
Zi returned to tears as the plane carrying her took off. A sign that he must forget everything about this city, about the owner of his heart, about all the beautiful memories that Zi had knitted with the man.
Zi waved her hand in prayer. Hope after this happy will pick him up.
***
On the other hand, Zein receives a message from his parents to bring Zi home to Batam. It seems they are upset, because the wedding reception plan that Zein once expressed was not realized properly.
Zein always reasoned that he was busy. Zi also did not have time off, making his parents who were in Batam furious.
Not just a message, the father called him last night. Really pressured him to go back there and bring Zi.
"Well, you don't want to know, Papa wants you to take your wife home tomorrow. Papa wants to talk to you guys about something. You are, from the first married until now, you never played here" said Laskar last night.
And that speech was of course successful in making Zein unable to sleep. Zein feels like a con man. Deceiving himself, deceiving his heart, deceiving his feelings, deceiving his parents.
However, Zein had to remain in charge of what he had done. Zein knew that his parents would be furious with him. Angry because the decision he took would probably hurt them greatly. Moreover, Zien knew, that Warriors loved Zi very much. Laila too. The middle-aged woman also loved this kind-hearted daughter-in-law very much.
Zein grabbed his phone and immediately booked a ticket to go to Batam. To face both of his parents.
Imagining the direction of the Warriors, making Zein forget his love for Vita. The love that was initially passionate now only feels like dust grains.
I don't know, all of a sudden, Zein is no longer passionate about the love he thinks is true love. Love is amazing and full of struggle.
Zein was no longer excited about grabbing that love. He even felt very sorry for losing Zi. Losing a woman who understands her. Zein regretted being so foolish to choose. Zein regretted why he was in such a hurry to make a decision. Zein regrets ignoring the woman who turned out to be the woman he needed.
Zein was swept away in deep regret.
End