
At break time, Rachel goes straight to the library to avoid Rafa is not as usual who goes directly to the cafeteria.he is not ready to answer Rafa's question yesterday.
Malvin was suspicious, something was strange about Rachel's attitude, with her gestures as well, he tries to listen to Rachel's inner self, but Rachel tries not to speak up because she knows that Malvin will try to hear her inner self.
During the break Rachel spent in the library, struggling with her book, even though she was bored and hungry in the library.
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Until the bell finally rang, it was time to go home.
Rachel puts her writing kit in her bag, then prepares to go home. But suddenly Rafa held Rachel's hand to make Rachel look back.
"Where, is there an answer? I wait" asked Rafa gently, his gaze was warm, their pair of eyes looked at each other making Rachel nervous, confused what to answer.
Rachel sighed, and convinced herself that the decision she chose was the best, she tried to be sure.
"I'm sorry fa, I can't" replied Rachel lowered her head.
Instantly Rafa's gaze was sad, his heart ached. He let out a heavy sigh, "just this time I got rejected girl, you great hel. Lo great already can make me fall in love, because I rarely can love the same girl, which I often reject girls" said Rafa chuckled softly.
"Lo's angry?" ask her in a very slow tone.
Rafa rubbed his face, then smiled at Rachel. "no way, I'm just a little disappointed. Love can not be forced, if you do not like me, yes I can not maksa, it's right lo.."
"Really?" ask again, so innocent.
Rafa nodded with a faint smile, "yes hel, I can't be mad at you. Lo is too cute and innocent, but even though you've rejected me, we still so temen yes, no feeling awkward and foreign again.."
"OK" Rachel replied with a sigh of relief, she initially thought that Rafa would be angry and hate her for being rejected.
Indeed, Rafa feels disappointed and hurt, but he has no right to get angry and force Rachel to love him, Rafa is not a man like that.
"I'm sorry I fa, I thought this was like until I couldn't sleep, and finally I can't accept elo, but elo all this time it's been very good for me.... sorry" said Rachel, feeling bad.
"Udahlah gapapa, do not think again yes. We're home, I'm anterin." Rafa smiled sincerely.
"Rachel came home with me." said Malvin who arrived arrived and swept Rachel's hand.
"Yes, Rachel likes it the same elo.." muttered Rafa took off Rachel's other hand.
Rachel followed Malvin's steps, seeing from his face that he was forced to follow Malvin.
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"Where to go vin, do not spit the way woi. I haven't had time to answer Rafa. it's not good that I'm the same Rafa" said Rachel upset.
"Udah diem! mama asked you to go home, she wanted to invite you to buy kitchen needs." Malvin replied.
"Gapain take me?, don't you waitress a lot of your house" chief Rachel.
"Sewot you, ask yourself mama, he who told me not"
"Crazy you ya. yes, yes, the time I nyolot to mama lo, aunt Silvia that I've considered like my own mama" answered Rachel provoked emotion.
Malvin widened his eyes, but he tried to be quiet. He still continued his steps towards the school parking lot which was very far away.
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