
After the incident that disturbed Indira's mind at the school anniversary celebration, Dirga really moved away like the woman's wishes.
No more Dirga who pick up and take Indira home or just sit together in one of the canteen benches during the break.
It was not Dirga who wanted to but Indira who asked him to keep his distance.
"Your children now form a group and then make a study of gene mutations in plants" ordered a middle-aged teacher who teaches in Indira's classroom.
At once all students in the class choose their respective group pairs. The rest of Indira and Dirga who have not entered into any group.
"Dir, you're in my group" exclaimed Dino.
"Where he wants to join us, certainly one group with Bu Ketos is" said Rifki.
At a glance Indira turned to look at the group Dino who was close to Dirga's seat. Their eyes met face to face talking to each other through each other's eyes, clearly guilt in Indira's gaze and as usual Dirga can not predict what the contents of his mind and heart at this time.
Dirga got up from his seat and approached Dino and his group, without expecting Dirga to join in it.
"I joined" he said succinctly.
Everyone in the group looked in wonder at Dirga where this was a rare occurrence for almost three years they were one class, he said, never once did Dirga separate from Indira when there was a group task.
"Ra, how am I?" ask Nisa.
"Yes"
All started busy discussing about the topic given by their Biology teacher.
Indira took the opportunity to type a short message to someone. After that, he returned to his group discussion.
Someone in the other group felt a tremor in his pocket and opened the very, very quiet chat app.
There was clearly a look of confusion on his face but only a split second. He read the contents of the message that just came in.
"Thank you Dir" is more or less the content of the text message.
He turned his head to the place where the sender sat. At his view Indira was seriously discussing the topic of his group discussion. At first glance if anyone notices, Dirga had reviewed a thin smile but only a split second and then returned with a flat expression.
After the bell rang, Indira rushed away from her class even with a hasty move. Dirga who saw it was astonished because Indira did not usually behave like that.
Dirga tried to pursue Indira's footsteps without the woman's knowledge.
"Where is he going?" dirga monologue as he looks at Indira towards a physics lab room that has been unused for a long time.
Dirga stopped his steps while capturing the silhouette of Indira talking to a man wearing a school uniform just like him but he had never seen it at all.
Seriously Dirga noticed every movement of the two people before her.
It was seen that the man's hand touched the face of Indira and it was clear that Indira was trembling like she was disturbed and afraid of the man before her.
Dirga who saw it was furious and intended to approach the two but stopped when he saw Indira hugging the man in front of him.
For some reason it is like someone is sick in Dirga when he sees his best friend is in the arms of others.
Dirga decided to leave that place.
"Surge!" sarkas Indira when he found out that Dirga had gone from that place.
"Don't yell, you forgot who I am?" ask the man in front of him.
"Stop Anton, let me live a quiet life!"
"No baby, I can't"
"What do you want?"
"What do you ask me?" anton asked with a grin, reducing the distance between them. " I want you to take responsibility for the death of the person I love most!" sarkas Anton is full of emphasis in each tribe he said.
"But it's not my fault!" yelled Indira frustrated.
"You think I believe that?" tanya Anton is relaxed but able to intimidate Indira.
"Do you remember how much she suffered because of you?" ask Anton again.
"STUPID!" aspir Anton. " I won't let you go before you take responsibility for his death, dear Indira. I will make you feel the same loss I felt a few years ago!" added Anton before leaving Indira who has been touched on the cold lab floor that has been worn out.
"Not me.not me.no" he messed up by continuing to pull his hair in frustration.
Because the school has disbanded and the location of the lab is closed so that no one sees the sad state of an Indira who is famous for his calm and firm attitude.
The day begins in the afternoon, when the sunburns begin to imply separation. Indira decided to go home after improving her appearance even though it was still clear that her eyes were reddened by crying for too long.
Arriving at Indira's house locked her room and turned off all the lighting that was there when the day had darkened. There was no light other than the thin moonlight that pierced through the window curtain of his room.
Indira sat on the cold floor of her room with a full school uniform still wrapped her body. The sound of sobs began to fill the void of the dark room.
"I'm sorry! It's not my fault hiks...hiks" screamed Indira like there was a very strong pressure on his body.
Indira continued to rumble and cry even unconsciously until she fell asleep on the cold floor of the room. Even in his sleep Indira continued to apologize, whether addressed to whom the apology was that surely Indira really felt guilty to that person.
The next day Dirga felt confused because he did not see the existence of Indira at school, not only him but some people who need to be with Indira also did not find the presence of Indira at school.
During school hours Dirga's mind could not focus for a second, all he had in mind was the condition of Indira. He was very worried about his best friend.
After school Dirga drove his car at full speed to get to Indira's house, a place that realized was his main goal.
"Ro, Indira!" call Dirga with a voice almost screaming when entering Indira's house but only the whereabouts of Bi Inah he met.
"Rara where's Bi?" tanya Dirga hunts.
"In den's room"
Dirga immediately ran up the stairs to Indira's room located on the second floor of the house.
"Bi's lock on?" ask Dirga again to Bi Inah who also looks anxious.
"Aibi also did not know, just now when Bibi came his room could not be opened. Aunty tried to call non Indira but there was no sayan"
"Why didn't Auntie call me?"
"So the plan Bibi wanted to go to aden's house but really dirga came"
"Is there a duplicate key?" ask Dirga again.
"There is no den" said Bi Inah worried.
Dirga looked confused and all sorts of emotions became one within him. It was obvious on his face that he was in a state of anxiety about the girl inside.
"Auntie retreats" Dirga's orders are obeyed by Bi Inah.
Brakes...
Dirga tried to break down Indira's bedroom door.
Brakes...
Brakes...
Brakes...
In the fourth experiment, the door to Indira's room opened and revealed a girl lying weakly on the floor of the room with a school uniform that was still attached to her body.
Dirga and Bi Inah ran up to Indira's body.
"Ra, Ra wakes up Ra" called Dirga shaking Indira's body but there is no response at all.
"The body temperature of non Indira is very high" said Bi Inah quickly.
Without ba-bi-bu Dirga checked Indira's condition and accidentally Dirga saw Indira's wrist covered in a jacket clearly visible scars deep enough and blood scars that began to dry up.
Bi Inah hysterically sees that and Dirga immediately takes Indira to a nearby hospital.
"What are you doing exactly, Ra?" dirga asked limp as she put Rara's helpless body into the car.